Please help me

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I’m on 30 mg Vyvanse/Elvanse and 3 mg guanfacine and still this happens too me and has happened 5 minutes ago and now:

1. I get unbearably strong desires to do certain stuff that heavily goes against the law and my belief
2. I start to cry and fall on the ground and lay there
3. I stare at things for long periods of times
4. I start making sounds that have no meaning
5. I start to bite my hand
6. I get visions that behind the corner is standing someone that wants to kill me
7. I get desires to talk to one of the voices/imaginary ppl I know
8. The voices are silent and say nothing
9. I get really scared and really stressed

No I won’t elaborate on what that “certain stuff” is.

My question is if someone somehow knows what I’m experiencing. It really draining, I don’t want to have it. It comes and goes and comes.

just say what you think it might is or what could help with it
@iwannasleeponurlap @HexumReincarnated @yyk117 @Lamskiiii @sonic55555

could be psychosis

 

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[Noriju]

complete ai slop

Dude i jast spent 10 minutes typing this out on my phone.
-> look i made an arrow boohoo
Nigga are you stupid.
1. Youre a fag
2. Bullet points isn’t a sign i’m using chat.
3. You’re a super duper ultra mega fag

 

[Cr™]

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[Noriju]

its obvious its ai slop theres a reason you got defensive , no where in your entire convos have you used arrows like this , atleast take accountability nga

Does chatgpt make typos?
Read my message.
Chatgpt keeps a neutral language and doesn’t say shit like “dogshit retardism” - i’d like to think.
You haven’t even read my message.

 

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[Noriju]

its obvious its ai slop theres a reason you got defensive , no where in your entire convos have you used arrows like this , atleast take accountability nga

Another sound argument would be:
Think about it.
What would take longer?
1) writing out the prompt for chatgpt to explain the three key points in my message - add fat highlights to one letter - tell a vulnerable person to not seek help (guidelines violation)

Actually scrap that.
Chatgpt couldn’t havw made this message because it encourages a vulnerable person to not seek help.
By this logic it couldn’t have been gpt

 

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[Jesus_ist_König]

I’m going to attempt to answer your question as If i were in your situation with the knowledge i have.
I currently am on 50mg vyvanse so my perspective will probably be of help to you.

First of all.
1. Going to your therapist and laying all the specifics out might be a good idea. But remember, you are definitely not an eloquent speaker, neither am i, thats why i know when things get explained by us, it’ll sound delirious. -> psych ward.
2. Get your priorities straight. Your mental health is shit right?
Well, what about your other “health’s”?
If i were you, i would firstly blame my problems on lifestyle issues. Rule those out before looking towards other interventions.

Most people don’t really understand HOW important sleep is. For me, 7 hours vs 9 hours of sleep is the difference between dogshit retardism and superhuman intelligence.
Exercise. Do it, it improves sleep because you’re more tired.

3. Brainwash yourself.
This might sound “crazy” but this works for me. And i’ve observed active changes in my mentality because of it.
> your mind recycles 90% of your thoughts from the previous day. This is why the saying “a thousand lies said 1000 times becomes the truth”.
The key here is to just lie to yourself. Screw youe integrity. I keep telling myself i’m handsome, smart, intelligent etc. and i believe it.
I’ve also believed it when i told myself i was a fat ugly looser with no friends.

> basically fight fire with fire.
You hear voices? No i didn’t.
I must be going insane! -> thats not right, i’m a perfectly normal, genius intellectual guy.
Etcetera.

Takes about a week or two for your mindset to change lol.

If it all fails brah just tell your therapist.

Mirin dude u opened my eyes I need Patrick’s collection

 

[Noriju]

Dont even bother adding - or trying to copy the way of speaking to try and appear as if you didnt use it. Its already obvious + dnr to whatever your gonna send next i already won

dnr + nga thinks gpt only ai

Saving these too

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youre malding bro your replies are saved in my comments lil nigga.
As soon as you realized you’re wrong you run from your problems.
Spineless coward.

 

[Noriju]

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Too bad you can’t edit my comments lil nigga

 

[Cr™]

Saving these too

youre malding bro your replies are saved in my comments lil nigga.
As soon as you realized you’re wrong you run from your problems.
Spineless coward.

Dnr + dumbass thinks i give two shits about him ive been doing this no matter what the thread is about its called post control retard but of course an ai user who thinks only gpt exists would be like this

 

[Cr™]

Too bad you can’t edit my comments lil nigga

And? How would that help me