Please help me

[Jesus_ist_König]

yeah i love terry he was the goat
sadly his life ended in tragedy too
very gifted man

but yeah with regards to your meds you’re in an unfortunate situation. drugs will interact weirdly with psychosis and stimulants can absolutely make it worse.

The thing why i doubt that i have psychosis is that my adhd meds have made it better, im more in touch with reality with the meds. without meds its worser. But the meds -regarding them elevating my dopamine levels, bettering the chances for psychosis- should help induce psychosis, but in my chase they dont -i think.

these episodes are get are only when im alone or when its dark. Im so scared of the dark, a lot of things have happened in the dark i dont like the dark

Newton had bipolar, he had long periods of manic depression and then periods of insane productivity.

Was that officially documented?
I only knew that he was so obsessed that he never slept for mulitple days and that eventually he good a nervous system attack or smth from insomnia

Maybe not the same as being schizo but a lot of your symptoms do seem like mania which is common in psychosis.

Out of my knowledge

Geniuses are often insane because psychosis in a way allows us to access cognitive abilities we normally don’t have access to

This dude, he just played chess all day, no social contacts, nothing but chess and chess and chess. But he was severly paranoid. He didnt play a single official match for 20 years because he was scared that the soviets were spying on him and wanted to kill him if he were to go to an official game. Truly insane
i dont have that obsession kick in me, like somewhat.

I have phases. I get heavily obsessed with topics for around 3 months and only think about them and after 3 months i completely lose interest, and no i cant chose the topic i get obsessed with.

. Unwavering motivation and productivity for days on end, abstract thought processes that hold solutions to mathematical problems, compulsions and inclinations that end up being prophetic etc

You really just need to point yourself in the right direction such that you use whatever periods of brilliance you get to create something wonderful, and have enough of a support network around you to stop yourself ruining your life when things get bad

I dont have friends

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

John Nash, schizophrenic nobel prize winning mathematician

Crazy...

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

@vigor what am i supposed to do now? I wrote my new psychologist, that I only know since 1 meeting cuz i dumped my old one. I have an appointment next week with her.
the problem is that she already told me that she barely knows anything about psychosis... so i might need to find a new one, i really liked her though

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

John Nash, schizophrenic nobel prize winning mathematician

dude i cant believe that i actually have psychosis. This shit is self induced. When i was off medication i fucked around and made one imaginary friend and then sudddendly i started hearing more voices that i didnt create.
in other words if i never would have created that one imaginary friend, then i would never come to this shit or what???


it just sounds so disney like. a few months ago i wanted to have psychosis for the title and the award and now i actually have it?
anyways until nothing is diagnosed imma shut my mouth i just want my problems fixed and not do some stupid shit

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

i have no idea

'm sorry you're going through this. What you're describe is not something I'd consider a typical side effect of ADHD alone, and it deserves prompt evaluation by a medical professional.
Some possibilities (not a diagnosis) include:

• A psychotic episode (or psychotic symptoms), which can involve hearing voices, seeing or sensing people who aren't there, feeling intensely paranoid, and having difficulty distinguishing what's real.
• A severe anxiety or panic episode with dissociation, where someone may freeze, stare, cry, make involuntary sounds, or feel detached from reality. However, this alone doesn't usually explain voices or vivid visions.
• A medication-related reaction. Stimulants like Vyvanse (called Elvanse in many countries) can, in some people, trigger psychotic symptoms, severe anxiety, or obsessive intrusive thoughts—even at prescribed doses. This is uncommon but well recognized. Guanfacine is much less likely to cause these symptoms by itself.
• Another psychiatric or neurological condition that needs assessment.

A few things stand out in what you wrote:

• Feeling like someone is around the corner wanting to kill you sounds like paranoid thinking or a hallucination/illusion.
• Wanting to talk to voices or imaginary people, even if the voices are silent, is something a clinician would want to know about.
• Biting your hand, collapsing to the floor, staring for long periods, and making meaningless sounds could happen during periods of overwhelming distress, but they also warrant medical evaluation.
• You also mention strong urges to do things that go completely against your beliefs. Those could be intrusive thoughts (which occur in conditions like OCD), but because they're happening alongside the other symptoms you listed, they shouldn't be assumed to be OCD without an assessment.

What I think would help​

• Contact the doctor who prescribes your ADHD medication as soon as possible (today if possible, or the next business day). Tell them exactly what you wrote here. If these symptoms started after starting or increasing Vyvanse/Elvanse, tell them that too.
• If this is happening right now, or if you think you might act on the urges, or the visions/voices become more convincing or frightening, go to the nearest emergency department or call your local emergency services immediately. This is something that should be assessed urgently.
• Until you've spoken with a clinician, try not to be alone if you're feeling very frightened or worried you might lose control. If there's someone you trust, let them know what's happening.

Can I ask two questions that would help narrow things down?

1. Did these episodes start before you began Vyvanse/Elvanse, or only after starting it or increasing the dose?
2. During these episodes, do you still know that the person behind the corner and the voices probably aren't real, or do they feel completely real at the time?

Even without those answers, I think the combination of paranoia, voices/imaginary people, extreme distress, and unusual behaviors is enough that you should be evaluated by a healthcare professional promptly rather than trying to manage it on your own.

if this is a joke you're a terrible person. if you're serious you are retarded because op also has access to chatgpt.

So did I bro I went to church on my own. Nobody in my family is religious. I got baptised by myself. I worship God went to church every Easter the whole day.

Until two weeks ago I realise there is no God and to just live your life to the fullest.

Big leagues calling nigga.
The fucking new psychologist even responded my email and is super kind even though its fucking saturday
old psychologist brutally mogged

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Big leagues calling nigga.
The fucking new psychologist even responded my email and is super kind even though its fucking saturday
old psychologist brutally mogged

okay no wait wait wait, she contacted my parents because she was concerned... no...

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

Big leagues calling nigga.
The fucking new psychologist even responded my email and is super kind even though its fucking saturday
old psychologist brutally mogged

Do you have an therqpist? I have an question. Can you get like hugs from frmale therapist and maybe even kisses or hold hands

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

okay no wait wait wait, she contacted my parents because she was concerned... no...

O shi thiw is why i dont want a therapist

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Do you have an therqpist? I have an question. Can you get like hugs from frmale therapist and maybe even kisses or hold hands

no they could face jail or smth dude
bro fuck my parents already wrote me on whatsapp im cooked chicken dude

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

O shi thiw is why i dont want a therapist

i wanted to get into detail in the email but i didnt im glad

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

no they could face jail or smth dude
bro fuck my parents already wrote me on whatsapp im cooked chicken dude

I wont snitch js a hug

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

i wanted to get into detail in the email but i didnt im glad

Idk im not gonna ask fora therapist but recently my dad has been saying hes concerned w me and stuff. Idk if i want one or not. Means i have to tell why i wanna go to the terapist to my parenta

 

[yyk117]

tag me if you're going to write an update with what your parents say vro

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Idk im not gonna ask fora therapist but recently my dad has been saying hes concerned w me and stuff. Idk if i want one or not. Means i have to tell why i wanna go to the terapist to my parenta

tag me if you're going to write an update with what your parents say vro

I’m locked in the bathroom my mom is saying that my psychologist wrote a long and worried email
She is dead serious I’m scared dude
She is about to crash out

I’m so fucked

They took my pc for not talking for the rest of the summer for not talking

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Shit dude this is bad I’m so cooked

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Dude @yyk117 I will never open up to a human body ever I think my own psychologist slimed me

 

[yyk117]

Dude @yyk117 I will never open up to a human body ever I think my own psychologist slimed me

bro i thought it was fucking illegal to tell others what your patients tell you. wtf that bitch

 

[yyk117]

I’m locked in the bathroom my mom is saying that my psychologist wrote a long and worried email
She is dead serious I’m scared dude
She is about to crash out

I’m so fucked

They took my pc for not talking for the rest of the summer for not talking

bro could they check your org or see shit you watched on your pc or would they not go through it?