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[brushstrokecrusader]

just had my second failed attempt on my own life
i was very concinved i would take the SN and made sure to write letters etc
listened to: Ultraviolence by Lana dell ray and I need caffine by Negative XP
spent 3 hours writing letters
strongly reccomend not commiting suicide
i really hope i dont end up going to a mental hospital

 

[Gobbles]

No u didnt

 

[RandomAutist]

 

[Thodian]

Get help man.
I was recently diagnosed with chronic depression
Im on antidepressants and antipsychotics they help
Hope a brighter future for you

 

[brushstrokecrusader]

No u didnt

i have the SN on my desk rn boyo
not planning on it tho and i wont just keeping 4 memories

 

[brushstrokecrusader]

Get help man.
I was recently diagnosed with chronic depression
Im on antidepressants and antipsychotics they help
Hope a brighter future for you

i will not be admitted to a psych ward lol i refuse

 

[Thodian]

i will not be admitted to a psych ward lol i refuse

U shouldnt itll make u go crazy
Got to a psychologist thats what i did

 

[brushstrokecrusader]

U shouldnt itll make u go crazy
Got to a psychologist thats what i did

thats why im. so scared to tell anybody IRL

 

[manleterdachuaxxwe]

What made you want to do it?

 

[procencion//]

i hope you get better

 

[brushstrokecrusader]

What made you want to do it?

i feel worthless and useless, i dont think i will ever be loved, all i want in this world is uncondintal love

 

[Thodian]

thats why im. so scared to tell anybody IRL

I didn’t have to say anything personal
He just asked me questions I answered
Got my brain scanned
Got told what I’m prescribed and what I have