pretty sure im mentally ill, and wished i was normal.

[mortis]

when i was 7 i saw a page about how they used to torture people back in the days and after viewing the picture of devices and ropes, my dick got hard without knowing anything about sexual things and it weirded me out, basically whenever i watched torture videos or methods they used for torturing or when i see ropes in general i get very turned on. i always wished i was born in middle ages so i could work in dungeons and torture people. is there any guy like me or am i in the minority? i remember bdsm was the most searched tag in the uk a few years ago so i doubt its a rare mentality. im sure most people got this animalistic side by themselves but they hide it but maybe not, who knows.

 

[EdouardManlet]

 

[mortis]

 

[Deleted member 15004]

I know I am mentally ill

 

[Albeacho]

اره داداش پیش یک روان شناس برو

 

[AlexBrown84]

#nostylist

 

[Deleted member 18244]

You wouldn’t last 5 minutes in the Middle Ages

 

[Albeacho]

You wouldn’t last 5 minutes in the Middle Ages

Jfl at the teens here thinking they are hardcore for just watching gore videos, meanwhile they would shit their pants even if they saw a chicken being slaughtered irl

 

[Deleted member 18436]

everyone is ill

 

[mortis]

Jfl at the teens here thinking they are hardcore for just watching gore videos, meanwhile they would shit their pants even if they saw a chicken being slaughtered irl

i called is as mental illness not being hardcore, acting hardcore is for edgy 13 yo teens

 

[mortis]

You wouldn’t last 5 minutes in the Middle Ages

elab, our ancestors survived it so can we.

 

[mortis]

I know I am mentally ill

everyone is ill

most people are but what about this specific subject?

 

[Chinacurry]

Yeah it's pretty shitty Bhai, espec when u think people, or the TV, or radio or podcast start talking to u, and u ask othe tpeople if they saw it and they just think you're a weird af mofo.

This morning I was putting my vitamin c serum on, and my mirror self, which I guess is a multiverse me, started talking to me and telling me my oneitis was sucking a dudes dick about now.

Are u taking pills??

 

[Deleted member 18436]

when i was 7 i saw a page about how they used to torture people back in the days and after viewing the picture of devices and ropes, my dick got hard without knowing anything about sexual things and it weirded me out, basically whenever i watched torture videos or methods they used for torturing or when i see ropes in general i get very turned on. i always wished i was born in middle ages so i could work in dungeons and torture people. is there any guy like me or am i in the minority? i remember bdsm was the most searched tag in the uk a few years ago so i doubt its a rare mentality. im sure most people got this animalistic side by themselves but they hide it but maybe not, who knows.
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I could say something but it really doesn't matter if your not chopping up bodies or killing woman how bad is it

 

[lutte]

 

[mortis]

Yeah it's pretty shitty Bhai, espec when u think people, or the TV, or radio or podcast start talking to u, and u ask othe tpeople if they saw it and they just think you're a weird af mofo.

This morning I was putting my vitamin c serum on, and my mirror self, which I guess is a multiverse me, started talking to me and telling me my oneitis was sucking a dudes dick about now.

Are u taking pills??

why bhai im not indian, but anyways im taking pills for depression, dysregulation and anxiety, but it has nothing to do with the subject above tbh.

 

[mortis]

I could say something but it really doesn't matter if your not chopping up bodies or killing woman how bad is it

indeed i don't bother or damage anyone in anyways, its just the way i feel and think there is a psychological problem beneath.

 

[lutte]

why bhai im not indian, but anyways im taking pills for depression, dysregulation and anxiety, but it has nothing to do with the subject above tbh.

What are you taking

 

[Deleted member 18244]

elab, our ancestors survived it so can we.

You don’t know their customs nor were you raised in the type of fight for your life and your honour culture. If there was a medieval version of you, he would be fine as a peasant for a while I guess

 

[mortis]

What are you taking

paroksetin, imiperamine, seroquel, clinidium c
psychiatrist prescribed them based on my brain map and scan, it would be different for others though.

 

[mortis]

You don’t know their customs nor were you raised in the type of fight for your life and your honour culture. If there was a medieval version of you, he would be fine as a peasant for a while I guess

almost all had peasant ancestors though

 

[lutte]

paroksetin, imiperamine, seroquel, clinidium c
psychiatrist prescribed them based on my brain map and scan, it would be different for others though.

dafuq why are you taking antipsychotics?

 

[Deleted member 18244]

almost all had peasant ancestors though

I’m not saying it as a bad thing. Yeah, all of us would have been peasants and worse off.

 

[mortis]

dafuq why are you taking antipsychotics?

you mean seroquel one? for sleep problems i guess.

 

[lutte]

you mean seroquel one? for sleep problems i guess.

Stop taking it, how the fuck can you prescribe antipsychotics from a brain scan, what are iranian doctors doing

 

[mortis]

Stop taking it, how the fuck can you prescribe antipsychotics from a brain scan, what are iranian doctors doinghttps://************/1IBiL

i have sleep problems, constant anxiety and mood swings, whats wrong with it its not something dangerous or anything

 

[CFW432]

Jfl at the teens here thinking they are hardcore for just watching gore videos, meanwhile they would shit their pants even if they saw a chicken being slaughtered irl

Cope, i had to watch my step-dad slit goat throats for qurbaani since I was like 5 years old.

 

[germanlooks]

OPs secret sexual fantasy is getting strapped up on this torture advice and getting a handjob while his limbs slowly get ripped apart from his body

 

[mortis]

OPs secret sexual fantasy is getting strapped up on this torture advice and getting a handjob while his limbs slowly get ripped apart from his body

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cope, i want to torture not to get tortured.

 

[mortis]

Cope, i had to watch my step-dad slit goat throats for qurbaani since I was like 5 years old.

the blood would get the alley dirty and red

 

[germanlooks]

cope, i want to torture not to get tortured.

 

[Chinacurry]

you mean seroquel one? for sleep problems i guess.

Have taken seroquel before, then white Dr took me off it said it's a terrible thing to be on lobg term

 

[Deleted member 9801]

It’s not that common imo to be turned on by gore and torture, turns me off ngl

 

[TITUS]

It's called sadism, you should look it up on the DSM5 and learn about your mental illnesses instead of letting the psychiatric jew pump you full of pills.
Exercising heavily and sunbathing fixes many things, not the sadism though.

 

[mortis]

Have taken seroquel before, then white Dr took me off it said it's a terrible thing to be on lobg term

been taking it just for a month, before that i was on imipramine only, my doctor also said its addictive, so probably he would stop when i take all the current remaining pills

 

[mortis]

It’s not that common imo to be turned on by gore and torture, turns me off ngl

blood alone also turns me off, but others suffering combined with gore is different.

 

[mortis]

It's called sadism, you should look it up on the DSM5 and learn about your mental illnesses instead of letting the psychiatric jew pump you full of pills.
Exercising heavily and sunbathing fixes many things, not the sadism though.

i take pills for other reasons though, im not really worried about this sadism issue.

 

[Deleted member 18603]

Stop taking it, how the fuck can you prescribe antipsychotics from a brain scan, what are iranian doctors doing

seroquel is okayish (weak), functions as antihistaminic mostly

 

[Chinacurry]

been taking it just for a month, before that i was on imipramine only, my doctor also said its addictive, so probably he would stop when i take all the current remaining pills

you're on a lot of meds bhai, even more than me.

probably tell ur doc u wanna get of them sooner rather than later.

SSRI gave me ED, so I did them on and off last 3 years

 

[mortis]

you're on a lot of meds bhai, even more than me.

probably tell ur doc u wanna get of them sooner rather than later.

SSRI gave me ED, so I did them on and off last 3 years

i will, but if i stop my ibs would get worse. ibs d was the main reason i started these meds

 

[Chinacurry]

i will, but if i stop my ibs would get worse. ibs d was the main reason i started these meds

oh that's savage, sorry bhai

 

[Deleted member 16534]

Yeah it's pretty shitty Bhai, espec when u think people, or the TV, or radio or podcast start talking to u, and u ask othe tpeople if they saw it and they just think you're a weird af mofo.

This morning I was putting my vitamin c serum on, and my mirror self, which I guess is a multiverse me, started talking to me and telling me my oneitis was sucking a dudes dick about now.

Are u taking pills??

You are getting more severe than ever about your hallucinations

 

[Deleted member 15004]

I know I am mentally ill

@inferiorpispot234 why the fuck did you like this

 

[Deleted member 16275]

@inferiorpispot234 why the fuck did you like this

Cus i feel the same way

 

[Deleted member 15004]

Cus i feel the same way

OH my bad I thought you may have been trying to say something about me

I'm sorry bhai

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Isn't this a big win?

The amount of girls that are into bdsm shit like this is insane.

 

[mortis]

Isn't this a big win?

The amount of girls that are into bdsm shit like this is insane.

you need htn+ face for that.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

you need htn+ face for that.

masc-faced normie with gymcelled body should do the trick

nichemaxxed with tattoos

 

[Chinacurry]

You are getting more severe than ever about your hallucinations

yes MAYBE bhai, but I'm taking a different anti psychotic now, not seroquel.

and my mum and annoying aunty say theres no such thing as mental health and the voices I hear are God and the devil, one telling me the unknown truth, one trying to larp. problem is idk which is which, and clearly DMing people with a pic of my ex and asking if they fucked her, is gonna get me sent back to asylum

 

[Chinacurry]

You are getting more severe than ever about your hallucinations

Bhai I think not actually, if it was as screwy as (white) drs said then I'd be having wack job hallucinations. Hell even if my shit is blackpill or foid root cause I'd be having then about BOTH oneitis'.

My mum told my curry aunty and she said the CCP girl has put a curse on me cos it's just not normal for people like me to get screwed up, it's more normal for people like you get sister (and she is messed up)