question about post test mental state

[gallo]

I've been considering a testosterone cycle for a while now. My biggest concern is the mental effect once it's over. I'm afraid that once I try testosterone, I'll lose the satisfaction I get from all my not steroid workouts, and I'll be forced to constantly use steroids just to feel good working out. Has this ever happened to you? Is this a real risk I'd run by only doing a couple of test cycles?