Quitting regular drinking may have been a poor choice

[Bewusst]

I've reached a point in life where everything just fucking sucks. People, responsibilities, everything annoys the crap out of me and I'm unable to relax even for a moment. Nothing makes me happy, everything and everyone's just incredibly annoying and I wish I could just exist somewhere in peace and complete solitude, as far away from anyone as possible. No housemates, no neighbors, no involuntary interaction with anyone, just me, MY bed, MY space, MY home, MY time, MY fucking life. People are so fucking annoying, I'd drop a nuke on this planet if I could.

As I mentioned before, a few years ago, I used to drink daily, but in small quantities. Only around 2-4 beers per day on average, but it still helped me tremendously in terms of dealing with stress and everyday life. I actually had moments when I felt good and was able to relax, which is something I haven't been able to since kicking the habit of drinking daily.

My day started out annoying and I was drained and tired of everything and everyone, so much that I said fuck my responsibilities and principles, fuck every-fucking-one, and grabbed a few beers at the store and am now sitting in the park by the river and am actually able to relax and unwind after Idk how many months. I just don't care anymore. I broke my fasting window and Idk what I'm gonna do in the future, but subjectively speaking, I haven't felt this good - which isn't even all that "good", just more normal and less stressed out from everything, in a very long time. Kind of meditative and being in tune with my surroundings. I can finally filter out all the crap that's going on around me.

Why should I make my life more difficult than it already is?

(Please don't misinterpret my thread as encouragement to drink alcohol)

 

[Deleted member 19548]

have a nice tipple of an evening

 

[Bewusst]

have a nice tipple of an evening

Evening? It's 2 pm dude

 

[Deleted member 19499]

Over for alcoholicels.

 

[Deleted member 19548]

Evening? It's 2 pm dude

i mean enjoy a drink life is too short, me and @BrettyBoy are constantly on the grog, old nigga

 

[Bewusst]

Shoot, I gotta pee real bad. Now my bladder is annoying me

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

I drink once to twice a week. Usually, once. So approx six times monthly. And I don't see how anyone could drink daily. I knew many and know a few that does drink daily. The ones I knew, died. The ones I know are full of drama, confusion, sympathy request, and not good morning folks. Such a call with one might go like this. "Why good morning to you, sir! How is your awesome day beginning?"

"Fuck you. Die!" The response I would get.

 

[Deleted member 15569]

i drink every day, im probably an alcoholic but i dont care. its worth it.

 

[Wallenberg]

How can you only drink 2-4 beers? When I drink, I usually go all in and drink a lot and be wasted. Or then I don't drink at all or like one max.

 

[Deleted member 19551]

Yeah this is why muh "quit your bad habits bro! They're gonna be bad for you longterm!" is retarded reasoning. Every person engaging in drugs know they're bad, but they're usually self sabotage that's necessary as a coping mechanism


Anyway alcohol feels like shit idk why people like it, you should pick up video games + opioids

 

[Deleted member 15569]

Yeah this is why muh "quit your bad habits bro! They're gonna be bad for you longterm!" is retarded reasoning. Every person engaging in drugs know they're bad, but they're usually self sabotage that's necessary as a coping mechanism


Anyway alcohol feels like shit idk why people like it, you should pick up video games + opioids

im high on life bro

 

[RecessedChinCel]

Smoke weed instead. It doesn’t destroy your liver + it’s a good cope.

When you get bored of weed or your tolerance gets to high switch back to alcohol.

Healthy habits are for people with good lives.

No meditation and waking up early for your face

 

[ChristianChad]

Keep going nigga

 

[Bewusst]

How can you only drink 2-4 beers? When I drink, I usually go all in and drink a lot and be wasted. Or then I don't drink at all or like one max.

Idk man, perhaps I have self-control. A couple of beers won't leave me shitfaced and hung over, but it's enough to unwind and get my sensory filters working

 

[Bewusst]

Anyway alcohol feels like shit idk why people like it, you should pick up video games + opioids

 

[Wallenberg]

Idk man; perhaps I have self-control. A couple of beers won't leave me shitfaced and hung over, but it's enough to unwind and get my sensory filters working

I can't do that

 

[Bewusst]

Smoke weed instead. It doesn’t destroy your liver + it’s a good cope.

When you get bored of weed or your tolerance gets to high switch back to alcohol.

Healthy habits are for people with good lives.

No meditation and waking up early for your face

If only it weren't so expensive. I can't afford a daily smoking habit, plus it isn't a controlled substance (yet), so I'll never know what I actually get

I agree 100% with your last statement tho

 

[Bewusst]

I can't do that

Then you're better off not drinking at all

 

[Deleted member 3478]

1-2 drinks daily and you avoid cardiac side effects (may even be beneficial). Do a 2 week detox once in a while for your liver and you’ll live like someone who doesn’t drink

 

[Deleted member 15827]

Drinking is fun and cool

 

[Deleted member 18244]

I could never get into drinking.

 

[Deleted member 4362]

I live sober now