sub5 (will ascend)
Iron
- Joined
- Jun 18, 2025
- Posts
- 16
- Reputation
- 41
To start off, I wish that everyone who reads this is having a better day than me
Today It snowed for the first time in a few years so I decided to go for a walk in the park to clear my mind, and everything was going great until I saw some classmates, including my girlfriend who was hugging another guy, they were inside a cafe. My blood started to boil and i genuinely thought about going home, stealing my dad's pistol and using it on them. I am all alone in life, nobody loves me, everyone just uses me and then throws me around like i'm trash. I'm tired of treating people as best as I can just for them to treat me like shit in return. There is no escape, I am my own hell for there is a devil inside of me. School starts again in 3 days and I don't know how the fuck i'm gonna see their faces again. The only place i find happiness and comfort, is here, where I am with my people who share the same pain as me and I can relate with them. It's kind of sad tho, imagine the only thing that makes you happy being some incel forum where I rot all day reading other people's experiences.
Today It snowed for the first time in a few years so I decided to go for a walk in the park to clear my mind, and everything was going great until I saw some classmates, including my girlfriend who was hugging another guy, they were inside a cafe. My blood started to boil and i genuinely thought about going home, stealing my dad's pistol and using it on them. I am all alone in life, nobody loves me, everyone just uses me and then throws me around like i'm trash. I'm tired of treating people as best as I can just for them to treat me like shit in return. There is no escape, I am my own hell for there is a devil inside of me. School starts again in 3 days and I don't know how the fuck i'm gonna see their faces again. The only place i find happiness and comfort, is here, where I am with my people who share the same pain as me and I can relate with them. It's kind of sad tho, imagine the only thing that makes you happy being some incel forum where I rot all day reading other people's experiences.