Realistically and honestly would you commit suicide if you had a chance with perfect hot prime girl on the level you will never reach again?

[LocalDanger]

Hypothetical let's say you attract 14-18 yrs old who is hottest girl you will ever see and you know it for a fact in this scenario. You will never reach anything near that level again.

And somehow you blow a chance and you were close to getting her.

Could you find a reason to go on after such a brutal drop and realization or would you rope or rot for rest of the life? For what would you live ? Could you continue living with such a pain?

 

[oldcelloser]

no, cause im not a low t fag like you