Remembered my worst repressed high school memory and might kms tonight [long] [LEGIT SUIFUEL]

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So in high school this was junior year, I was a semi-popular prettyboy, but never got any pussy because I was the loser of my friend group I was in and even though the girls in the clique thought I was attractive they would never touch me.

One day we were at a football game together and one my female friends noticed me staring at this beautiful red headed freshman girl a few rows behind us (I’ll call her Ginny cause she looked like Ginny from Harry Potter) my friend said “yeah I play volleyball with her she’s really pretty isn’t she” and I was like “yeah she’s so beautiful”. So I went and looked her up on Facebook and developed a huge crush.

Fast forward a few weeks and I’m at a school dance, the same female friend introduces us and pushes Ginny and I together, she is in makeup and beautiful dress and I feel like I’m in love, we awkwardly slow dance and talk a little, and she starts grinding on me which freaks me out cause I was still a virgin (had my first kiss at 14 though ☺️) so I after like a minute I just walk away and that was the end.

A few days later standing in hallways between classes w my crew, my female friend says “hey I could tell Ginny really liked you, what do you think” and I was like “umm, I guess” and changed the subject. But turns out she wanted to give me her Snapchat 💀.

I still was crushing on her still but too beta to do anything, fast forward to next semester I am in an art class with Ginny, she legit comes up and fucking approaches me during first day of class and tries to flirt but I legit just look down and stare at my phone and she just makes a weird face leaves, that was it, after that I never had another chance with her. I think I realize I’ve never been the same since then and after that is when I noticed I started to get depressed for real and started drinking a ton and skipping classes because I felt so weak and pathetic and beta.

Actually I have an even far more brutal story senior year after that, that finally broke me, but I’ve never even told anyone because it’s so embarrassing and brutal I would probably have to legit rope afterward.

Maybe I was so scared because my first two girlfriends I ever had in 7th grade and 9th grade were legit both stolen by my bully, in 7th grade is was so brutal I had to switch school and it happened FUCKING AGAIN JFL.

Now I actually ended up slaying insanely hard from ages 21-23 but I’m still a fucked up loser neet, if only things had gone just a little different in my life I could have ascended and become a normie. Or maybe I am just so autistic it was all doomed from the start.

Anyways thanks for reading my blog, I am trying to get over all my repressed memories and deal w trauma so I can become more normie and NT, hope people on here can understand
 
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You're rejected in real life and you're rejected on here.

Nothing has changed.
 
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You're rejected in real life and you're rejected on here.

Nothing has changed.
Why do you have such a mean personality you should be humble and grateful like @Lars
 
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you think this is bad nigga? atleast you had a chance to seal the deal! some bitch put a love note in my bag and i didnt see it until probably months later when i was looking through my old bag! fucking hell ill never get another chance 😡
 
Lars is an even bigger trash talker than i am the difference is i don't put up a front.
I suspected that. You might be the forum mogger / bully but you should learn to humble yourself at a young age it will help you later in life, eventually everybody is humbled by Father Time, nobody can escape aging and eventually death
 
I suspected that. You might be the forum mogger / bully but you should learn to humble yourself at a young age it will help you later in life, eventually everybody is humbled by Father Time, nobody can escape aging and eventually death
leget never trash talk lmao that only makes people not trusting you so they think they you talk shit talk about their back
 
you think this is bad nigga? atleast you had a chance to seal the deal! some bitch put a love note in my bag and i didnt see it until probably months later when i was looking through my old bag! fucking hell ill never get another chance 😡
How old are you nigga

High school is easiest time to get laid by far

Literally just go ask random girls for their snap and ask them to hangout
 
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How old are you nigga

High school is easiest time to get laid by far

Literally just go ask random girls for their snap and ask them to hangout
im 5"5 so that would never work, ill just roid max and heightmax and hopefully getting to 5"7 and being jacked to the gills will give me some success on tinder

maybe after this summer when ill be going gym hard and running peptides ill be big enough to be confident
 
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leget never trash talk lmao that only makes people not trusting you so they think they you talk shit talk about their back
You are always cool on the forum man I just took @ArvidGustavsson word for it, I guess he was just making shit up though
 
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baldingprettyboy

You don't say :lul:
Lol, you are young and pretty and think you are invincible. You really think this work fucking happen to you :lul:


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So in high school this was junior year, I was a semi-popular prettyboy, but never got any pussy because I was the loser of my friend group I was in and even though the girls in the clique thought I was attractive they would never touch me.

One day we were at a football game together and one my female friends noticed me staring at this beautiful red headed freshman girl a few rows behind us (I’ll call her Ginny cause she looked like Ginny from Harry Potter) my friend said “yeah I play volleyball with her she’s really pretty isn’t she” and I was like “yeah she’s so beautiful”. So I went and looked her up on Facebook and developed a huge crush.

Fast forward a few weeks and I’m at a school dance, the same female friend introduces us and pushes Ginny and I together, she is in makeup and beautiful dress and I feel like I’m in love, we awkwardly slow dance and talk a little, and she starts grinding on me which freaks me out cause I was still a virgin (had my first kiss at 14 though ☺️) so I after like a minute I just walk away and that was the end.

A few days later standing in hallways between classes w my crew, my female friend says “hey I could tell Ginny really liked you, what do you think” and I was like “umm, I guess” and changed the subject. But turns out she wanted to give me her Snapchat 💀.

I still was crushing on her still but too beta to do anything, fast forward to next semester I am in an art class with Ginny, she legit comes up and fucking approaches me during first day of class and tries to flirt but I legit just look down and stare at my phone and she just makes a weird face leaves, that was it, after that I never had another chance with her. I think I realize I’ve never been the same since then and after that is when I noticed I started to get depressed for real and started drinking a ton and skipping classes because I felt so weak and pathetic and beta.

Actually I have an even far more brutal story senior year after that, that finally broke me, but I’ve never even told anyone because it’s so embarrassing and brutal I would probably have to legit rope afterward.

Maybe I was so scared because my first two girlfriends I ever had in 7th grade and 9th grade were legit both stolen by my bully, in 7th grade is was so brutal I had to switch school and it happened FUCKING AGAIN JFL.

Now I actually ended up slaying insanely hard from ages 21-23 but I’m still a fucked up loser neet, if only things had gone just a little different in my life I could have ascended and become a normie. Or maybe I am just so autistic it was all doomed from the start.

Anyways thanks for reading my blog, I am trying to get over all my repressed memories and deal w trauma so I can become more normie and NT, hope people on here can understand
You're a mentalcel. You need to lower your high inhib.
 
So in high school this was junior year, I was a semi-popular prettyboy, but never got any pussy because I was the loser of my friend group I was in and even though the girls in the clique thought I was attractive they would never touch me.

One day we were at a football game together and one my female friends noticed me staring at this beautiful red headed freshman girl a few rows behind us (I’ll call her Ginny cause she looked like Ginny from Harry Potter) my friend said “yeah I play volleyball with her she’s really pretty isn’t she” and I was like “yeah she’s so beautiful”. So I went and looked her up on Facebook and developed a huge crush.

Fast forward a few weeks and I’m at a school dance, the same female friend introduces us and pushes Ginny and I together, she is in makeup and beautiful dress and I feel like I’m in love, we awkwardly slow dance and talk a little, and she starts grinding on me which freaks me out cause I was still a virgin (had my first kiss at 14 though ☺️) so I after like a minute I just walk away and that was the end.

A few days later standing in hallways between classes w my crew, my female friend says “hey I could tell Ginny really liked you, what do you think” and I was like “umm, I guess” and changed the subject. But turns out she wanted to give me her Snapchat 💀.

I still was crushing on her still but too beta to do anything, fast forward to next semester I am in an art class with Ginny, she legit comes up and fucking approaches me during first day of class and tries to flirt but I legit just look down and stare at my phone and she just makes a weird face leaves, that was it, after that I never had another chance with her. I think I realize I’ve never been the same since then and after that is when I noticed I started to get depressed for real and started drinking a ton and skipping classes because I felt so weak and pathetic and beta.

Actually I have an even far more brutal story senior year after that, that finally broke me, but I’ve never even told anyone because it’s so embarrassing and brutal I would probably have to legit rope afterward.

Maybe I was so scared because my first two girlfriends I ever had in 7th grade and 9th grade were legit both stolen by my bully, in 7th grade is was so brutal I had to switch school and it happened FUCKING AGAIN JFL.

Now I actually ended up slaying insanely hard from ages 21-23 but I’m still a fucked up loser neet, if only things had gone just a little different in my life I could have ascended and become a normie. Or maybe I am just so autistic it was all doomed from the start.

Anyways thanks for reading my blog, I am trying to get over all my repressed memories and deal w trauma so I can become more normie and NT, hope people on here can understand
plenty of fish in the sea. unless your elephant man, looksmax and create a better future
 
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at least you slay man. I'm a virgin kisless bitche.
I'm 21, 6ft0, good dark hair but hooked nose and recessed jaws (happened after extractions, this is not genetic). I'm muscular, have good eyes and brows, i would basically be a pretty boy if i didn't have this fuked up lower face (plan to get surgery in the upcoming years). I'm having great grades, ranking in the top 20% in one of the best business schools of Europe so this aspect of my life is good but damn socially this is not good at all.

We all made mistakes, you can be glad it happened to you. Stop being neet and your life will be good, and you will meet interesting people. Stay positive !
 

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