afroheadluke
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2021-2022 Sixth grade to seventh age 11-12 I had thought I did enough research on blackpill and these were a result of me NT-maxxing, thinking my looks had no correlation at how the real world would view me. (Little did I know, little did I fucking know, indeed).
Now, despite the fact i used to wear a mask 24/7 and being 2 inches less than I am now (5'6.5") I had MAD JB sex appeal and girls and those even older than me were sliding into my dms flirting with me through snaps. A couple more even requested for me to meet up with them so we could get down to "business".
With this, I believe I have the right to say looksmaxxing could ruin a persons self esteem if only you were to go deep into the rabbit hole studying what surgeries are ideal for you and get into inceldom I'm literally mirin my own selfs appeal back then I had a decent build for my age to the point girls wouldn't really mind if I were to please them and I was going to head over to a girls birthday party at a trampoline but then came the day I went to the park and got bullied and mentally abused for wearing glasses and that was what led to my social demise (Nobody liked me)
that was my culmination I went and indulged in blackpill full time
detestation against women
maniacal thoughts
distaste towards the world
overwhelming sadness
With all that frustration built up, I ended up becoming something anybody would least expect
A monster
“hmm these sure are some unique pictures” I thought in a positive light
I thought terribly wrong. IT WAS NEGATIVE!
Everyday I have to deal with assholes talking about me in a negative light I never did anything wrong I was just relaxing and taking a couple friendly photos alone and people just can’t accept that. They can’t accept me being relaxed.
THERE JUST HAS TO BE A PROBLEM AT ALL TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It just worsens by the DAY
ill prolly tell a better story aka a part 2 to this
i just can’t see myself in those old photos I no longer appeal to women and I’ve officially started starvemaxxing
i’m just another case of how improving your looks could lead to failure in every other aspect of life
and at the time of writing this 1/31/2025 I’m still 14 and this is what I do nowadays just rot on Roblox playing emergency response liberty country while starving strolling around looksmax and on Discord with fellow blackpilled (check out da signature for a surprise)
before all this I was known as fuck at my school I was outgoing
everybody wanted to speak with me
i had everything socially but now I’ve wasted it to become a damn rotter? I don’t even wanna bother finishing this up. I’m completely sick of myself I am a damned loser just because of my looks alone.
But hey since I’m already here why not just finish the job?! time to looksmax!
I’ve spent most of my money on surgeries but unfortunately the ideal end result I had in my head did not come to life so now I’m picking up the pieces and I’m finna save up for the surgeries on the more expensive side! More expensive = better recovery
I’m ready for the did not read comments keep em coming I doubt u would say that to me on a discord vc pusahboy!
i’m done here lmk what else u guys want from me
Now, despite the fact i used to wear a mask 24/7 and being 2 inches less than I am now (5'6.5") I had MAD JB sex appeal and girls and those even older than me were sliding into my dms flirting with me through snaps. A couple more even requested for me to meet up with them so we could get down to "business".
With this, I believe I have the right to say looksmaxxing could ruin a persons self esteem if only you were to go deep into the rabbit hole studying what surgeries are ideal for you and get into inceldom I'm literally mirin my own selfs appeal back then I had a decent build for my age to the point girls wouldn't really mind if I were to please them and I was going to head over to a girls birthday party at a trampoline but then came the day I went to the park and got bullied and mentally abused for wearing glasses and that was what led to my social demise (Nobody liked me)
that was my culmination I went and indulged in blackpill full time
detestation against women
maniacal thoughts
distaste towards the world
overwhelming sadness
With all that frustration built up, I ended up becoming something anybody would least expect
A monster
“hmm these sure are some unique pictures” I thought in a positive light
I thought terribly wrong. IT WAS NEGATIVE!
Everyday I have to deal with assholes talking about me in a negative light I never did anything wrong I was just relaxing and taking a couple friendly photos alone and people just can’t accept that. They can’t accept me being relaxed.
THERE JUST HAS TO BE A PROBLEM AT ALL TIMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It just worsens by the DAY
ill prolly tell a better story aka a part 2 to this
i just can’t see myself in those old photos I no longer appeal to women and I’ve officially started starvemaxxing
i’m just another case of how improving your looks could lead to failure in every other aspect of life
and at the time of writing this 1/31/2025 I’m still 14 and this is what I do nowadays just rot on Roblox playing emergency response liberty country while starving strolling around looksmax and on Discord with fellow blackpilled (check out da signature for a surprise)
before all this I was known as fuck at my school I was outgoing
everybody wanted to speak with me
i had everything socially but now I’ve wasted it to become a damn rotter? I don’t even wanna bother finishing this up. I’m completely sick of myself I am a damned loser just because of my looks alone.
But hey since I’m already here why not just finish the job?! time to looksmax!
I’ve spent most of my money on surgeries but unfortunately the ideal end result I had in my head did not come to life so now I’m picking up the pieces and I’m finna save up for the surgeries on the more expensive side! More expensive = better recovery
I’m ready for the did not read comments keep em coming I doubt u would say that to me on a discord vc pusahboy!
i’m done here lmk what else u guys want from me
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