Roping is the only way

[foidslayerx]

16 5'9 ltn i think it's over. I have no will to live anymore. The only thing that's stopping me from roping is my family and my only friend that I talk to. Everyday i hope something is going to be better but nothing changes. I've been bullied when I was younger for my height and weight. Got beat up by 3 bigger guys just for standing up for myself. I'm waking up everyday just to look in the mirror and see my ugly face. I'm really ashamed of my looks, i never go out, i'm distancing myself from my friends and family. I can't even gather the courage to go say hi to my parents. Getting MARPE soon but that wont change much. I can't even go outside to buy weed to feel better or anything in that case. My only friend that I have thinks i'm schizophrenic but I can't get diagnosed because I won't go out of my room. I have insomnia, can't stop thinking about how shit my life is. My parents are suspecting something is wrong but I can't come out with that to them, I don't want them to feel bad about anything and they would get me therapy that I can't go to because of my looks. I'm addicted to porn and it makes me feel even worse. I try to get off of it every once in a while but I just can't. Every time I talk about my feelings to my friend I feel like I'm doing this for attention but I'm not. School is starting in a few days but I just can't take it anymore. I'm tired of being tired all the time. I have no idea if i even wrote this correctly because I am sleep deprived - haven't slept in like 40 hours. Should i rope?

 

[thickbitch]

I tried e whoring once (without success) but had to stop when a paki sent me a picture of his slimy brown dick

 

[Scars]

 

[emire]

I understand how you feel, the part where you can’t rope because of parents and some friends we are on the same boat, tbh I don’t know if it will get any better
You could try pinning oxytocin if you don’t wanna rope but can’t stop the feeling

 

[foidslayerx]

I understand how you feel, the part where you can’t rope because of parents and some friends we are on the same boat, tbh I don’t know if it will get any better
You could try pinning oxytocin if you don’t wanna rope but can’t stop the feeling
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pinning oxytocin?

 

[emire]

pinning oxytocin?

yeah but idk if it would feel the same as the one that body releases

 

[ClayBeingGray]

gotta go to heaven bc you have spent ur life in hell

 

[ClayBeingGray]

yeah but idk if it would feel the same as the one that body releases

straight dog piss

 

[foidslayerx]

i would have to order off of indiamart or some other site but i dont want my parents to notice anything they see what im buying with my card. i wanted to buy letrozole tret hgh and some other stuff but im afraid to do so

yeah but idk if it would feel the same as the one that body releases

 

[foidslayerx]

gotta go to heaven bc you have spent ur life in hell

i dont really believe in god but if i rope ill definitely go to hell

 

[russiangirlsmog]

Its not the time at 16 to kill yourself

 

[russiangirlsmog]

I didn’t Read but youre to Young to make such decisions

 

[foidslayerx]

Its not the time at 16 to kill yourself

theres not really a good time to do that anyway

 

[russiangirlsmog]

theres not really a good time to do that anyway

Yes if you fail school, are ugly, no Family, No Friends, and Short then its over and that would be a good reason to rope, all of that can’t Happen if youre 16

 

[foidslayerx]

i know my account is mostly shitpost thats because i dont want anyone finding out about what i feel especially the people at my school