Roping soon

[Doesitmatter?]

Reasons:
1. I am that ugly ass nigga, who thinks he's attractive and deludes himself into thinking every foid is staring at him.

2. I was never shown affection from foids, whenever I reached out, they either blatantly laughed at me with their friends or make that "you better not talk to me mf" face.

3. I was never approached by a single foid after puberty till now (22) which is the ultimate proof i am delusional. The one time at 13 one foid approached me but I guess it was just her whoring around as she had a whore reputation.

4. I was physically abused by my dad, he used to beat me somuch that I was ashamed of leaving my house and making eye contact with people.

5. Not only facially, I am also a 168 cm manlet, and no I am probably not a solid 169 , i larped 169 and 170 cm so many times here . Which is absolutely bottom of the barrel.

6. I have no friends, I leave my house maybe once in a month, to just run errands and come home and delude myself into thinking I got iois, which is just delusional.

7. I am probably below average at best iq wise if not genuine retardation, as it took me so much effort to score 90%, which my friend scored with much less effort, he understands things better, even after 5-6 years he remembers all of the concepts and my memory is trash, i can't even do integration properly.

8.On top of being abused at home, group of kids used to bully me in school, I was all alone. Teachers used to beat me too, specifically me, I have got countless slaps from them for very small reasons, probably my mediocre face and 4'11 height in 8th grade had a role in that.

9. I can't gain muscles, my genetics are trash, I am just 52kgs,

It's just too much. I am not good at littrally anything. I should rope soon and end this torture.

 

[Doesitmatter?]

Bump

 

[Eggior]

And you'll comeback a week later nice

 

[808080808]

Larp

 

[Patrick.]

4'11 height in 8th grade

Shit .

 

[lukedli]

Reasons:
1. I am that ugly ass nigga, who thinks he's attractive and deludes himself into thinking every foid is staring at him.

2. I was never shown affection from foids, whenever I reached out, they either blatantly laughed at me with their friends or make that "you better not talk to me mf" face.

3. I was never approached by a single foid after puberty till now (22) which is the ultimate proof i am delusional. The one time at 13 one foid approached me but I guess it was just her whoring around as she had a whore reputation.

4. I was physically abused by my dad, he used to beat me somuch that I was ashamed of leaving my house and making eye contact with people.

5. Not only facially, I am also a 168 cm manlet, and no I am probably not a solid 169 , i larped 169 and 170 cm so many times here . Which is absolutely bottom of the barrel.

6. I have no friends, I leave my house maybe once in a month, to just run errands and come home and delude myself into thinking I got iois, which is just delusional.

7. I am probably below average at best iq wise if not genuine retardation, as it took me so much effort to score 90%, which my friend scored with much less effort, he understands things better, even after 5-6 years he remembers all of the concepts and my memory is trash, i can't even do integration properly.

8.On top of being abused at home, group of kids used to bully me in school, I was all alone. Teachers used to beat me too, specifically me, I have got countless slaps from them for very small reasons, probably my mediocre face and 4'11 height in 8th grade had a role in that.

9. I can't gain muscles, my genetics are trash, I am just 52kgs,

It's just too much. I am not good at littrally anything. I should rope soon and end this torture.

Nigga can’t even integrate lmaoooo

 

[iblamejordan1]

Reasons:
1. I am that ugly ass nigga, who thinks he's attractive and deludes himself into thinking every foid is staring at him.

2. I was never shown affection from foids, whenever I reached out, they either blatantly laughed at me with their friends or make that "you better not talk to me mf" face.

3. I was never approached by a single foid after puberty till now (22) which is the ultimate proof i am delusional. The one time at 13 one foid approached me but I guess it was just her whoring around as she had a whore reputation.

4. I was physically abused by my dad, he used to beat me somuch that I was ashamed of leaving my house and making eye contact with people.

5. Not only facially, I am also a 168 cm manlet, and no I am probably not a solid 169 , i larped 169 and 170 cm so many times here . Which is absolutely bottom of the barrel.

6. I have no friends, I leave my house maybe once in a month, to just run errands and come home and delude myself into thinking I got iois, which is just delusional.

7. I am probably below average at best iq wise if not genuine retardation, as it took me so much effort to score 90%, which my friend scored with much less effort, he understands things better, even after 5-6 years he remembers all of the concepts and my memory is trash, i can't even do integration properly.

8.On top of being abused at home, group of kids used to bully me in school, I was all alone. Teachers used to beat me too, specifically me, I have got countless slaps from them for very small reasons, probably my mediocre face and 4'11 height in 8th grade had a role in that.

9. I can't gain muscles, my genetics are trash, I am just 52kgs,

It's just too much. I am not good at littrally anything. I should rope soon and end this torture.

Just dont do it ok good

 

[lukedli]

Shit .

Nigga I was 4’11 in 8th grade and with help of hgh I am now 5’9 and still open plates

 

[KG4]

well thats sad, but what replies do you expect from this forum ?

 

[La Vita]

Brutal shit i dont know what to say

 

[Leshiro]

convert to twink and forget

 

[Vvx16]

holy shit men, you have nobody? rope is not a weird thing to say, its ok. Ancient philosophy showed us that Greece already talked about committing suicide if you don't have a purpose is not wrong, the problem is not suicide, but why. Your life looks like shit. Do some nootropic/test research(for lucidity) or in a moment of lucidity, write on a list the points to die for and the points to live for

 

[Doesitmatter?]

well thats sad, but what replies do you expect from this forum ?

I expected some warmth, some hugs, someone holding me down and say "i am there with you". My mother deadass the reason I am holding on, she probably is the only one who genuinely cares, I have no one except her in this life. I was always pushed away and made fun of by normies. Well this forum too is just bunch of normies, it was very positive of me to think this forum would be different and i would finally fit in somewhere.

 

[Mansur]

Reasons:
1. I am that ugly ass nigga, who thinks he's attractive and deludes himself into thinking every foid is staring at him.

2. I was never shown affection from foids, whenever I reached out, they either blatantly laughed at me with their friends or make that "you better not talk to me mf" face.

3. I was never approached by a single foid after puberty till now (22) which is the ultimate proof i am delusional. The one time at 13 one foid approached me but I guess it was just her whoring around as she had a whore reputation.

4. I was physically abused by my dad, he used to beat me somuch that I was ashamed of leaving my house and making eye contact with people.

5. Not only facially, I am also a 168 cm manlet, and no I am probably not a solid 169 , i larped 169 and 170 cm so many times here . Which is absolutely bottom of the barrel.

6. I have no friends, I leave my house maybe once in a month, to just run errands and come home and delude myself into thinking I got iois, which is just delusional.

7. I am probably below average at best iq wise if not genuine retardation, as it took me so much effort to score 90%, which my friend scored with much less effort, he understands things better, even after 5-6 years he remembers all of the concepts and my memory is trash, i can't even do integration properly.

8.On top of being abused at home, group of kids used to bully me in school, I was all alone. Teachers used to beat me too, specifically me, I have got countless slaps from them for very small reasons, probably my mediocre face and 4'11 height in 8th grade had a role in that.

9. I can't gain muscles, my genetics are trash, I am just 52kgs,

It's just too much. I am not good at littrally anything. I should rope soon and end this torture.

I relate to a lot of shit

something like this : https://looksmax.org/threads/to-all-the-fakecels.2275280/

And personally Ive realized one thing which applies to any human. Everyone can think deep into things or find reasons to kill themselves and that majority of times Its about perspective

You have lost a lot in life, but what is killing yourelf gonna do. Your soul is just gonna fully disappear from this world, you wont feel anything not because your mind is relaxed but simply because you dont exist anymore, not your thoughts not your sense nothing.

Life is too short to end it for bad stuff that you have expirienced or still are.
Maybe some stuff just wasnt meant to be that way, the world is too big to explore

You could either suffer from the shit youve been through or try to forget/ improve it. Obv improving is stupid to say as when you are at this state you dont have any motivation/ hope left

And obviously that shit hurts insanely when youve been neglected by everyone around you your entire life have lost everywhere, even though you have tried your best despite not given the best cards

But sometimes in life you take the Loss, put the cards in the deck and leave the game

Those thoughts will sometimes come back as its natural to feel emotions, seeing all the people doing better than you

But it wasnt your fault, in fact you are better than those people because youve tried despite beeing in that situation and sucking each shit up, whereas those mfs havent tried but still won in the end.
You arent that person you see in the mirror, thats just the costume youve been given. You are way better than that

What helped me out was a dopamine detox and walking through nature or calm places.
Made me rethink about my life choices by thinking and talking to myself

And from there on you start finding simple things in life that will get you happy, even if temporarily but to not suffer for eternity

In the end nothing matters as we are all gonna die soon, this is just a test. The real life will be in the afterlife so dont stress about it

 

[samo.]

don’t do it i don’t want you to

 

[Trenscension]

It's just too much. I am not good at littrally anything. I should rope soon and end this torture.

rest in peace bro, see you next week

 

[asuframe]

Reasons:
1. I am that ugly ass nigga, who thinks he's attractive and deludes himself into thinking every foid is staring at him.

2. I was never shown affection from foids, whenever I reached out, they either blatantly laughed at me with their friends or make that "you better not talk to me mf" face.

3. I was never approached by a single foid after puberty till now (22) which is the ultimate proof i am delusional. The one time at 13 one foid approached me but I guess it was just her whoring around as she had a whore reputation.

4. I was physically abused by my dad, he used to beat me somuch that I was ashamed of leaving my house and making eye contact with people.

5. Not only facially, I am also a 168 cm manlet, and no I am probably not a solid 169 , i larped 169 and 170 cm so many times here . Which is absolutely bottom of the barrel.

6. I have no friends, I leave my house maybe once in a month, to just run errands and come home and delude myself into thinking I got iois, which is just delusional.

7. I am probably below average at best iq wise if not genuine retardation, as it took me so much effort to score 90%, which my friend scored with much less effort, he understands things better, even after 5-6 years he remembers all of the concepts and my memory is trash, i can't even do integration properly.

8.On top of being abused at home, group of kids used to bully me in school, I was all alone. Teachers used to beat me too, specifically me, I have got countless slaps from them for very small reasons, probably my mediocre face and 4'11 height in 8th grade had a role in that.

9. I can't gain muscles, my genetics are trash, I am just 52kgs,

It's just too much. I am not good at littrally anything. I should rope soon and end this

Same time next week