Rotted away the whole summer

[Deleted member 6089]

How to cope with this.

while everyone was out partying travelling all I did was sit in the same fucking area

i dont know what to do tbh. I cant gain back time but im always stuck in the past

Time is running out for me. And im only wasting it

@goat2x @kjsbdfiusdf

 

[goat2x]

Me too tbh
Who cares i couldnt do anything else

 

[Deleted member 6089]

Me too tbh
Who cares i couldnt do anything else

We are young man

ask someone else they have crazy memories when they were 18/19 but I got nothing. Im just afraid to waste my whole life

 

[turkproducer]

How old r u and r u on ur grind at least, U have to remember you’re probably grinding for surgeries and most people aren’t, you literally have to sacrifice time in order to focus on yourself because other people don’t have the same vision as us they cope with bullshit.

 

[Deleted member 6089]

How old r u and r u on ur grind at least, U have to remember you’re probably grinding for surgeries and most people aren’t, you literally have to sacrifice time in order to focus on yourself because other people don’t have the same vision as us they cope with bullshit.

im gonna be honest w u and im not saving up for shit man. my problem isnt looks its more about mental shit.

 

[Deleted member 6089]

How old r u and r u on ur grind at least, U have to remember you’re probably grinding for surgeries and most people aren’t, you literally have to sacrifice time in order to focus on yourself because other people don’t have the same vision as us they cope with bullshit.

And im 18 Rn

 

[goat2x]

We are young man

ask someone else they have crazy memories when they were 18/19 but I got nothing. Im just afraid to waste my whole life

Idk i went to a lot of parties at 14-17 tbh

 

[Deleted member 6089]

Idk i went to a lot of parties at 14-17 tbh

ye i didnt do any shit that gave me hapiness

 

[DianabolDownie]

Same tbh, sat on my cot all day-every day browsing 4chan, and using discord, and only going outside to go to the store.
I started learning spanish I guess....

 

[Deleted member 6089]

Same tbh, sat on my cot all day-every day browsing 4chan, and using discord, and only going outside to go to the store.

what do u think about it when u look back?

 

[goat2x]

ye i didnt do any shit that gave me hapiness

Its only good for memories tbh
50% of them are fucking trash

 

[DianabolDownie]

what do u think about it when u look back?

This is how ive spent my life, home-school thing.
Ive kind of stopped caring at this point, childhood and teen years have been spent rotting in front of a computer.
I used to care and it pissed me off, but..... its just "whatever" now

All social development has taken place on the internet.

 

[Deleted member 6191]

Idk i went to a lot of parties at 14-17 tbh

the parties in question






Btw OP i doubt there'll be as many opportunites rn to go out for parties now, but idk if u r, options will open up soon enough, just socialize a lot for now idk

 

[Hozay]

Same tbh, sat on my cot all day-every day browsing 4chan, and using discord, and only going outside to go to the store.
I started learning spanish I guess....

im mexican bro if u ever need help lmk

 

[GamerCel]

so u think u wasted time? if u got drunk with normies at a party that would not be wasted time?

 

[goat2x]

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the parties in question






Btw OP i doubt there'll be as many opportunites rn to go out for parties now, but idk if u r, options will open up soon enough, just socialize a lot for now idk

Fuck you nigga

 

[Hozay]

so u think u wasted time? if u got drunk with normies at a party that would not be wasted time?

i rather stay home and shit post on looksmax then get drunk with normies

 

[Deleted member 6089]

so u think u wasted time? if u got drunk with normies at a party that would not be wasted time?

no. i should have said it but I couldnt care less about partying

i wanna do shit not the usual stuff we always do around here
im stuck in the same cycle everyday

 

[Deleted member 6191]

Fuck you nigga

im sorry brother forgive me

 

[Tusseleif]

Acceptable in 2020 tbh

 

[Deleted member 6089]

This is how ive spent my life, home-school thing.
Ive kind of stopped caring at this point, childhood and teen years have been spent rotting in front of a computer.
I used to care and it pissed me off, but..... its just "whatever" now

All social development has taken place on the internet.

this is misery man

Think about when ur older when u hear about what other ppl say meanwhile ur memories are some internet shit

 

[Deleted member 6089]

maybe it makes someone here happy to sit inside all day playing games but that shit aint for me

 

[wristcel]

Don't worry about it. You didn't miss much.
Travelling and going to parties isn't much fun unless you're good looking and can get fun stories with girls and stuff in general

 

[goat2x]

im sorry brother forgive me

Unironically it was 90% gypsy parties so you are close

 

[Deleted member 6089]

Don't worry about it. You didn't miss much.
Travelling and going to parties isn't much fun unless you're good looking and can get fun stories with girls and stuff in general

giga cope

I would rather be ugly and go to party everyday than be ugly and sit inside

 

[GamerCel]

maybe it makes someone here happy to sit inside all day playing games but that shit aint for me

time to book a flight to africa and reunite with your tribe boyo

 

[Deleted member 6089]

time to book a flight to africa and reunite with your tribe boyo

daily reminder you get mogged by self harm by 99% of this forum
Even that giga subhuman londonwille mogs u

 

[DianabolDownie]

this is misery man

Think about when ur older when u hear about what other ppl say meanwhile ur memories are some internet shit

Yea I've thought about it a lot, but the thoughts don't bother me anymore. It is laughable to think every friend ive made was made on the internet, and all my childhood/teenage "memories" are things that took place on the interwebs

 

[JustAFewMM]

Because I was aspie af I wasnt invited to a single party in school, basically have no memories what so ever in the last 5 years and im almost 19 now. Because of corona there prob wont be uni parties i dont know how to.cope

 

[Deleted member 6089]

Yea I've thought about it a lot, but the thoughts don't bother me anymore. It is laughable to think every friend ive made was made on the internet, and all my childhood/teenage "memories" are things that took place on the interwebs

brutal but do u have any plans to fix it

 

[goat2x]

Because I was aspie af I wasnt invited to a single party in school, basically have no memories what so ever in the last 5 years and im almost 19 now. Because of corona there prob wont be uni parties i dont know how to.cope

Same
I wouldnt be invited if it wasnt 4 my brother

 

[GamerCel]

 

[Deleted member 6089]

Because I was aspie af I wasnt invited to a single party in school, basically have no memories what so ever in the last 5 years and im almost 19 now. Because of corona there prob wont be uni parties i dont know how to.cope

It always breaks me to know I spend the ”best” years of my life doing sad shit

 

[JustAFewMM]

The thing is I didnt even want to go to parties I NEVER wanted to drink or do smth with girls since last year and now I regret my whole teenage years. I dont understand myself

 

[DianabolDownie]

brutal but do u have any plans to fix it

Yea, i'll be working soon. I also need to leave the religion I was born into (thats one big can of worms) and maybe then I'll have an actual life, i'll try to go to uni or something.

 

[Deleted member 6089]

Yea, i'll be working soon. I also need to leave the religion I was born into (thats one big can of worms) and maybe then I'll have an actual life, i'll try to go to uni or something.

Yeah man ill try to leave for something too soon.

 

[JustAFewMM]

It always breaks me to know I spend the ”best” years of my life doing sad shit

I have cried several times because of that ngl. I cant loose any more time. I will ask out a girl that liked me back and shes sitll at school. I just hope i can leave mentalceldom

 

[GamerCel]

Because I was aspie af I wasnt invited to a single party in school, basically have no memories what so ever in the last 5 years and im almost 19 now. Because of corona there prob wont be uni parties i dont know how to.cope

lets be realistic my nigga, you were not invited prior to corona so why would you be invited if corona wasnt a thing or when its over?
u didnt go super saiyan or anything like that, you are the same aspie
im not even shitposting rn just telling the truth

 

[JustAFewMM]

Same
I wouldnt be invited if it wasnt 4 my brother

Its so brutal idk why I never had the urge to party but I only have it now at almost 19 when I already brutally missed out and I regret it sooo hard it BREAKS ME

 

[JustAFewMM]

lets be realistic my nigga, you were not invited prior to corona so why would you be invited if corona wasnt a thing or when its over?
u didnt go super saiyan or anything like that, you are the same aspie
im not even shitposting rn just telling the truth

Because I finished school and i go to uni this year. Also im not acting like a fucking autist anymore

 

[Deleted member 6191]

lets be realistic my nigga, you were not invited prior to corona so why would you be invited if corona wasnt a thing or when its over?
u didnt go super saiyan or anything like that, you are the same aspie
im not even shitposting rn just telling the truth

Legit autism

 

[Deleted member 4612]

I've been doing that every summer my whole life

 

[Deleted member 6089]

I've been doing that every summer my whole life

ye I dont know how you manage to keep going

Depression would have fucked me over long time if I did

you wasted ur whole life and I did more or less the same

 

[GamerCel]

Legit autism

wdym

 

[Deleted member 6403]

How to cope with this.

while everyone was out partying travelling all I did was sit in the same fucking area

i dont know what to do tbh. I cant gain back time but im always stuck in the past

Time is running out for me. And im only wasting it

@goat2x @kjsbdfiusdf

fuck same, u gotta start making change rn now tho bro

Im planning mse + a couple other things

just do what u need to do bro and start living

 

[Deleted member 6191]

wdym

"it wouldnt make sense for him to get invited now because he wasnt invited before" is essentially your point which is basically void of any understanding of what he said.

 

[Pietrosiek]

have fun while ldaring, i wish to be able to ldar all the time

 

[Deleted member 6089]

fuck same, u gotta start making change rn now tho bro

Im planning mse + a couple other things

just do what u need to do bro and start living

i need to get a good social circle which doesnt have some low class idiots in it

But I dont know how to find one

 

[Deleted member 6403]

i need to get a good social circle which doesnt have some low class idiots in it

But I dont know how to find one

thats simple tbh, colleges on the good side of town might work

 

[JustAFewMM]

i need to get a good social circle which doesnt have some low class idiots in it

But I dont know how to find one

Same, im so fucked. Uni will only be online so it will be almost impossible to get a new circle. Depressed ngl