Rotting is a one way ticket to hell

[juste]

i just thought to myself if i was to become a giga chad rn would i stop rotting and go slay?

and i replied no tbh...

 

[Deleted member 17578]

brain-damage

its brutal, i have the same shit. I already noticed this when I was social-maxxing years ago. I can finally get the social interactions that I desired, but I don't get dopamine from it and it doesn't motivate me.

Gotta turn your attention inwards, ascension of the mind

 

[juste]

brain-damage

its brutal, i have the same shit. I already noticed this when I was social-maxxing years ago. I can finally get the social interactions that I desired, but I don't get dopamine from it and it doesn't motivate me.

Gotta turn your attention inwards, ascension of the mind

its true
but its not fixable

 

[Deleted member 17578]

its true
but its not fixable

I haven't found a fix either.

looksmaxxing is the easy part. Dealing with the trauma is the hard part

 

[juste]

I haven't found a fix either.

looksmaxxing is the easy part. Dealing with the trauma is the hard part

jfl what trauma bro
you just rotted for too long
you are rotten now not traumatised

 

[Deleted member 30845]

100%, the levels of rot some of us have, ingrained in our brains, is beyond salvation. Rotter forever at this point

 

[juste]

100%, the levels of rot some of us have, integrated in our brains, is beyond salvation. Rotter forever at this point

if a pornstar came at my door rn
and i had viagra idk if i would fuck her ngl

too much effort

 

[Deleted member 17578]

jfl what trauma bro
you just rotted for too long
you are rotten now not traumatised

cant relate.

i got abused by my parents my entire life
socially rejected, bullied and outcasted by my peers
rejected by women

when I socialize with people now, thoughts like: 'these people don't really like me' pop up exactly because of the trauma that I have.
when I finally got to date girls, trauma made me feel unworthy and inadequate.
When I interact with people I zone-out a lot, because of the trauma.

maybe its diff for u

 

[Deleted member 30845]

if a pornstar came at my door rn
and i had viagra idk if i would fuck her ngl

too much effort

im serious, if any hot bitch would come to my house rn, I simply would kick her out. Not because I don't want to fuck her but because I don't know absolutely nothing about how to mantain a 2 min conversation with someone or simply how to treat someone in a social situation. Know nothing, I'm high inhib as shit and if it wasn't enough I have severe ED. Lol.

 

[Deleted member 23558]

I haven't found a fix either.

looksmaxxing is the easy part. Dealing with the trauma is the hard part

many such cases here but its sure as hell better than being an ugly loser even if the brain doesnt adapt that well. theres always drugs..

 

[juste]

im serious, if any hot bitch would come to my house rn, I simply would kick her out. Not because I don't want to fuck her but because I don't know absolutely nothing about how to mantain a 2 min conversation with someone or simply how to treat someone in a social situation. Know nothing, I'm high inhib as shit and if it wasn't enough I have severe ED. Lol.

i dont even talk about conversations

not even this is possible after rotting for long

 

[Deleted member 30845]

i dont even talk about conversations

not even this is possible after rotting for long

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Thwre's no way I can magine myself doing all the process before sex, and the actual intercourse, simply impossible

 

[Deleted member 17578]

many such cases here but its sure as hell better than being an ugly loser even if the brain doesnt adapt that well. theres always drugs..

Ofcourse. Atleast when you are decent-looking, people respect your presence, your opinions, your life experiences.

When you are ugly, you are literally worthless vermin to other people. Nothing you ever did or experienced is interesting to anyone.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Thwre's no way I can magine myself doing all the process before sex, and the actual intercourse, simply impossible

The whole dating-thing isn't worth it.

I only do hook-ups now.
When I am high on drugs and meet a girl that is high on drugs, at a rave, and we end up fucking at the toilet or at the after-party. It's 0 effort, no conversation, and feels great.

Everything else is too high-effort and not worth it tbh.

 

[Deleted member 30845]

The whole dating-thing isn't worth it.

I only do hook-ups now. When I am high on drugs and meet a girl that is high on drugs, at a rave, and we end up fucking at the toilet or at the after-party. It's 0 effort, no conversation, and feels great.

Everything else is too high-effort and not worth it tbh.

Even doing normal activities seem to not be worthy unless I'm high or drunk. Just want to ldar

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Even doing normal activities seem to not be worthy unless I'm high or drunk. Just want to ldar

legit

life is boring to me aswell unless I am drunk or high, then it can be fun

 

[Deleted member 30845]

legit

life is boring to me aswell unless I am drunk or high, then it can be fun

Alcohol is one of the only reasons people past 30 still want to live, would be interesting what would all these slav villagers do if suddenly for some reason they wouldn't be able to have alcohol

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Alcohol is one of the only reasons people past 30 still want to live, would be interesting what would all these slav villagers do if suddenly for some reason they wouldn't be able to have alcohol

idk but in the netherlands we have many alternatives such as ketamine and mephedrone.

I cant imagine living anywhere outside of the netherlands at this point.
JFL at not being able to easily+affordably access quality hard-drugs.

 

[Deleted member 25413]

its true
but its not fixable

Wdym it’s not fixable? Sounds more like depression to me rather than ur brain being broken although I don’t deny it’s not

Our Brains are Neuroplastic meaning we can rewire them at any age