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So my school is as nt as it gets, so being nd like myself is fucking horrid. I basically have no friends, in some classes people move if i sit next to them because "the teacher can se my pc screen easier" and i feel fucking horrid if i move with them because i know what they're doing.

Almost every single fucking day some of my classmates ask me if its gonna be a "normal day" or an "aura day". And because of my Crippling anxiety i just answered "im not sure, what do you think?" and they started laughing like i made a joke. "ohh so its an aura day today" "aura said man"

So there started a girl some time ago in one of my classes, we started talking a bit over snapchat and got to know each other. (also go to same gym)
I look terrible and im nd as fuck so i might as well take any girl that wanna give me a chance :lul: so i start warming up a bit to her, talking about more deep topics.
She actually talks about feelings and stuff, i got daily vlogs and daily fit pics and shit. Then she got mad at me because i wasnt talking to her in class because the monkeys i have to call classmates keep calling names and such whenever i talk to her. She says she wants a man who doesnt care about other peoples opinions, and isnt like scared of having a gf in public. She is a htb nd girl and omfg i wanna do everything for her but i just can't cope with the anxiety about my classmates.

And yesterday i was kinda getting sick, and my mental was just at full capacity trying to act normal and mask as good as possible. But my class"mates" ofcourse couldnt give me a single days fucking break, so they started to be fully up in my face and try and play fight me. (They like to do that because im big af and im a total gymcel) Actually feels like they're trying to push me down by saying that i cant win against them in a fight (i cant fight for shit so they're prolly right) And since i was already at my max capacity for masking i just pushed him away and acted like some 13 year old autist who throws chairs. Went to the "bathroom" to leave school, only reason i went back today was to pick up my backpack in the lost and found section of the offices.

I cant take ts anymore

Hard read but i didnt wanna go back and change anything so yeah
 
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So my school is as nt as it gets, so being nd like myself is fucking horrid. I basically have no friends, in some classes people move if i sit next to them because "the teacher can se my pc screen easier" and i feel fucking horrid if i move with them because i know what they're doing.

Almost every single fucking day some of my classmates ask me if its gonna be a "normal day" or an "aura day". And because of my Crippling anxiety i just answered "im not sure, what do you think?" and they started laughing like i made a joke. "ohh so its an aura day today" "aura said man"

So there started a girl some time ago in one of my classes, we started talking a bit over snapchat and got to know each other. (also go to same gym)
I look terrible and im nd as fuck so i might as well take any girl that wanna give me a chance :lul: so i start warming up a bit to her, talking about more deep topics.
She actually talks about feelings and stuff, i got daily vlogs and daily fit pics and shit. Then she got mad at me because i wasnt talking to her in class because the monkeys i have to call classmates keep calling names and such whenever i talk to her. She says she wants a man who doesnt care about other peoples opinions, and isnt like scared of having a gf in public. She is a htb nd girl and omfg i wanna do everything for her but i just can't cope with the anxiety about my classmates.

And yesterday i was kinda getting sick, and my mental was just at full capacity trying to act normal and mask as good as possible. But my class"mates" ofcourse couldnt give me a single days fucking break, so they started to be fully up in my face and try and play fight me. (They like to do that because im big af and im a total gymcel) Actually feels like they're trying to push me down by saying that i cant win against them in a fight (i cant fight for shit so they're prolly right) And since i was already at my max capacity for masking i just pushed him away and acted like some 13 year old autist who throws chairs. Went to the "bathroom" to leave school, only reason i went back today was to pick up my backpack in the lost and found section of the offices.

I cant take ts anymore

Hard read but i didnt wanna go back and change anything so yeah
@grok what is this nigga saying
 
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So my school is as nt as it gets, so being nd like myself is fucking horrid. I basically have no friends, in some classes people move if i sit next to them because "the teacher can se my pc screen easier" and i feel fucking horrid if i move with them because i know what they're doing.

Almost every single fucking day some of my classmates ask me if its gonna be a "normal day" or an "aura day". And because of my Crippling anxiety i just answered "im not sure, what do you think?" and they started laughing like i made a joke. "ohh so its an aura day today" "aura said man"

So there started a girl some time ago in one of my classes, we started talking a bit over snapchat and got to know each other. (also go to same gym)
I look terrible and im nd as fuck so i might as well take any girl that wanna give me a chance :lul: so i start warming up a bit to her, talking about more deep topics.
She actually talks about feelings and stuff, i got daily vlogs and daily fit pics and shit. Then she got mad at me because i wasnt talking to her in class because the monkeys i have to call classmates keep calling names and such whenever i talk to her. She says she wants a man who doesnt care about other peoples opinions, and isnt like scared of having a gf in public. She is a htb nd girl and omfg i wanna do everything for her but i just can't cope with the anxiety about my classmates.

And yesterday i was kinda getting sick, and my mental was just at full capacity trying to act normal and mask as good as possible. But my class"mates" ofcourse couldnt give me a single days fucking break, so they started to be fully up in my face and try and play fight me. (They like to do that because im big af and im a total gymcel) Actually feels like they're trying to push me down by saying that i cant win against them in a fight (i cant fight for shit so they're prolly right) And since i was already at my max capacity for masking i just pushed him away and acted like some 13 year old autist who throws chairs. Went to the "bathroom" to leave school, only reason i went back today was to pick up my backpack in the lost and found section of the offices.

I cant take ts anymore

Hard read but i didnt wanna go back and change anything so yeah
hi
 
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DNR a Planck but hope things get better
 
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DNR a Planck but hope things get better
ty, shoul propably just lock in on loosing all the weight im carrying around. maybe easiest softmaxx, unfortunately food is my biggest cope.
 
Kids.org
 
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you need to take some ashwagandha and chill, nothing is that serious. if it is that serious its because you made it like that
 
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you need to take some ashwagandha and chill, nothing is that serious. if it is that serious its because you made it like that
could be ngl, thanks for the tip
 
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That’s the peak of literature right there.
 
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just saw that same pfp on tiktok i swear:Comfy:
 
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So my school is as nt as it gets, so being nd like myself is fucking horrid. I basically have no friends, in some classes people move if i sit next to them because "the teacher can se my pc screen easier" and i feel fucking horrid if i move with them because i know what they're doing.

Almost every single fucking day some of my classmates ask me if its gonna be a "normal day" or an "aura day". And because of my Crippling anxiety i just answered "im not sure, what do you think?" and they started laughing like i made a joke. "ohh so its an aura day today" "aura said man"

So there started a girl some time ago in one of my classes, we started talking a bit over snapchat and got to know each other. (also go to same gym)
I look terrible and im nd as fuck so i might as well take any girl that wanna give me a chance :lul: so i start warming up a bit to her, talking about more deep topics.
She actually talks about feelings and stuff, i got daily vlogs and daily fit pics and shit. Then she got mad at me because i wasnt talking to her in class because the monkeys i have to call classmates keep calling names and such whenever i talk to her. She says she wants a man who doesnt care about other peoples opinions, and isnt like scared of having a gf in public. She is a htb nd girl and omfg i wanna do everything for her but i just can't cope with the anxiety about my classmates.

And yesterday i was kinda getting sick, and my mental was just at full capacity trying to act normal and mask as good as possible. But my class"mates" ofcourse couldnt give me a single days fucking break, so they started to be fully up in my face and try and play fight me. (They like to do that because im big af and im a total gymcel) Actually feels like they're trying to push me down by saying that i cant win against them in a fight (i cant fight for shit so they're prolly right) And since i was already at my max capacity for masking i just pushed him away and acted like some 13 year old autist who throws chairs. Went to the "bathroom" to leave school, only reason i went back today was to pick up my backpack in the lost and found section of the offices.

I cant take ts anymore

Hard read but i didnt wanna go back and change anything so yeah
Hs or uni?
 
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So what helped me is nihilism. It sounds dumb at first but after some time reading about it, it really helped me.
It is the thought that it doesnt matter what anyone does and you should just enjoy your life so:

Fuck them just ignore them and after some time they gonna stop, it gonna take a while but dont start doing this dumb fighting shit with them like yall are animals. Just do what you want and dont think about it. Start with the girl and just sit with her, talk with her, walk around and stuff especially after school and after some time it will get better.
Meditation helped me very much too to get my mind off, also Omega 3 is supposed to calm you so maybe try that out
 
Brutal, I was nd in school but never got bullied and got a lot of attraction from girls. I literally barely talked and the only time a kid tried making fun of me is when I had a Patrick Bateman pfp on my school acc and he said is that why you are so quiet.
 
high inhib cell its over brahh
 
Dudeee r u gonna seriously care more about ur classmates opinion when they dont give a shit about u and not talk to the only person that actually likes u, if u will not talk to the girl ur classmates wont like u anyway and u know it, so its better to win smth than to lose both

Also go learn MMA or smth if ur not that good at school, if u value grades more then maybe wrestling is better cuz sparring makes ur brain noticably slower or just skip this idk
 
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frank8e pfp with htb makes sense
 
Dudeee r u gonna seriously care more about ur classmates opinion when they dont give a shit about u and not talk to the only person that actually likes u, if u will not talk to the girl ur classmates wont like u anyway and u know it, so its better to win smth than to lose both

Also go learn MMA or smth if ur not that good at school, if u value grades more then maybe wrestling is better cuz sparring makes ur brain noticably slower or just skip this idk
why tf would i do combat sports
 
how tf are you getting bullied as big ogre (bad looks big muscles and size). in my school are the ogres are respected and bully the prettyboys but they kinda cuck too since they are stacies bodyguard
 
how tf are you getting bullied as big ogre (bad looks big muscles and size). in my school are the ogres are respected and bully the prettyboys but they kinda cuck too since they are stacies bodyguard
because i dont even look that strong i just look fat
 
So my school is as nt as it gets, so being nd like myself is fucking horrid. I basically have no friends, in some classes people move if i sit next to them because "the teacher can se my pc screen easier" and i feel fucking horrid if i move with them because i know what they're doing.

Almost every single fucking day some of my classmates ask me if its gonna be a "normal day" or an "aura day". And because of my Crippling anxiety i just answered "im not sure, what do you think?" and they started laughing like i made a joke. "ohh so its an aura day today" "aura said man"

So there started a girl some time ago in one of my classes, we started talking a bit over snapchat and got to know each other. (also go to same gym)
I look terrible and im nd as fuck so i might as well take any girl that wanna give me a chance :lul: so i start warming up a bit to her, talking about more deep topics.
She actually talks about feelings and stuff, i got daily vlogs and daily fit pics and shit. Then she got mad at me because i wasnt talking to her in class because the monkeys i have to call classmates keep calling names and such whenever i talk to her. She says she wants a man who doesnt care about other peoples opinions, and isnt like scared of having a gf in public. She is a htb nd girl and omfg i wanna do everything for her but i just can't cope with the anxiety about my classmates.

And yesterday i was kinda getting sick, and my mental was just at full capacity trying to act normal and mask as good as possible. But my class"mates" ofcourse couldnt give me a single days fucking break, so they started to be fully up in my face and try and play fight me. (They like to do that because im big af and im a total gymcel) Actually feels like they're trying to push me down by saying that i cant win against them in a fight (i cant fight for shit so they're prolly right) And since i was already at my max capacity for masking i just pushed him away and acted like some 13 year old autist who throws chairs. Went to the "bathroom" to leave school, only reason i went back today was to pick up my backpack in the lost and found section of the offices.

I cant take ts anymore

Hard read but i didnt wanna go back and change anything so yeah
Sounds like your just nd and big and strong are you ugly pl me your face
 
you need to take some ashwagandha and chill, nothing is that serious. if it is that serious its because you made it like that
Hot Sauce Crying GIF by First We Feast: Hot Ones
 
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So my school is as nt as it gets, so being nd like myself is fucking horrid. I basically have no friends, in some classes people move if i sit next to them because "the teacher can se my pc screen easier" and i feel fucking horrid if i move with them because i know what they're doing.

Almost every single fucking day some of my classmates ask me if its gonna be a "normal day" or an "aura day". And because of my Crippling anxiety i just answered "im not sure, what do you think?" and they started laughing like i made a joke. "ohh so its an aura day today" "aura said man"

So there started a girl some time ago in one of my classes, we started talking a bit over snapchat and got to know each other. (also go to same gym)
I look terrible and im nd as fuck so i might as well take any girl that wanna give me a chance :lul: so i start warming up a bit to her, talking about more deep topics.
She actually talks about feelings and stuff, i got daily vlogs and daily fit pics and shit. Then she got mad at me because i wasnt talking to her in class because the monkeys i have to call classmates keep calling names and such whenever i talk to her. She says she wants a man who doesnt care about other peoples opinions, and isnt like scared of having a gf in public. She is a htb nd girl and omfg i wanna do everything for her but i just can't cope with the anxiety about my classmates.

And yesterday i was kinda getting sick, and my mental was just at full capacity trying to act normal and mask as good as possible. But my class"mates" ofcourse couldnt give me a single days fucking break, so they started to be fully up in my face and try and play fight me. (They like to do that because im big af and im a total gymcel) Actually feels like they're trying to push me down by saying that i cant win against them in a fight (i cant fight for shit so they're prolly right) And since i was already at my max capacity for masking i just pushed him away and acted like some 13 year old autist who throws chairs. Went to the "bathroom" to leave school, only reason i went back today was to pick up my backpack in the lost and found section of the offices.

I cant take ts anymore

Hard read but i didnt wanna go back and change anything so yeah
whats the origin for the aura day shit
 
because i dont even look that strong i just look fat
in my school fat guys dont rly get bullied if they 5 10+ and have some muscles underneath. Theres a guy in one class who is fat and also has lots of muscle who toys arround with the avg height prettyboy of the class (literally mandhandles and chokes him).
 

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