School

[taxGatherer]

So my school is as nt as it gets, so being nd like myself is fucking horrid. I basically have no friends, in some classes people move if i sit next to them because "the teacher can se my pc screen easier" and i feel fucking horrid if i move with them because i know what they're doing.

Almost every single fucking day some of my classmates ask me if its gonna be a "normal day" or an "aura day". And because of my Crippling anxiety i just answered "im not sure, what do you think?" and they started laughing like i made a joke. "ohh so its an aura day today" "aura said man"

So there started a girl some time ago in one of my classes, we started talking a bit over snapchat and got to know each other. (also go to same gym)
I look terrible and im nd as fuck so i might as well take any girl that wanna give me a chance so i start warming up a bit to her, talking about more deep topics.
She actually talks about feelings and stuff, i got daily vlogs and daily fit pics and shit. Then she got mad at me because i wasnt talking to her in class because the monkeys i have to call classmates keep calling names and such whenever i talk to her. She says she wants a man who doesnt care about other peoples opinions, and isnt like scared of having a gf in public. She is a htb nd girl and omfg i wanna do everything for her but i just can't cope with the anxiety about my classmates.

And yesterday i was kinda getting sick, and my mental was just at full capacity trying to act normal and mask as good as possible. But my class"mates" ofcourse couldnt give me a single days fucking break, so they started to be fully up in my face and try and play fight me. (They like to do that because im big af and im a total gymcel) Actually feels like they're trying to push me down by saying that i cant win against them in a fight (i cant fight for shit so they're prolly right) And since i was already at my max capacity for masking i just pushed him away and acted like some 13 year old autist who throws chairs. Went to the "bathroom" to leave school, only reason i went back today was to pick up my backpack in the lost and found section of the offices.

I cant take ts anymore

Hard read but i didnt wanna go back and change anything so yeah

 

[mogs me]

So my school is as nt as it gets, so being nd like myself is fucking horrid. I basically have no friends, in some classes people move if i sit next to them because "the teacher can se my pc screen easier" and i feel fucking horrid if i move with them because i know what they're doing.

Almost every single fucking day some of my classmates ask me if its gonna be a "normal day" or an "aura day". And because of my Crippling anxiety i just answered "im not sure, what do you think?" and they started laughing like i made a joke. "ohh so its an aura day today" "aura said man"

So there started a girl some time ago in one of my classes, we started talking a bit over snapchat and got to know each other. (also go to same gym)
I look terrible and im nd as fuck so i might as well take any girl that wanna give me a chance so i start warming up a bit to her, talking about more deep topics.
She actually talks about feelings and stuff, i got daily vlogs and daily fit pics and shit. Then she got mad at me because i wasnt talking to her in class because the monkeys i have to call classmates keep calling names and such whenever i talk to her. She says she wants a man who doesnt care about other peoples opinions, and isnt like scared of having a gf in public. She is a htb nd girl and omfg i wanna do everything for her but i just can't cope with the anxiety about my classmates.

And yesterday i was kinda getting sick, and my mental was just at full capacity trying to act normal and mask as good as possible. But my class"mates" ofcourse couldnt give me a single days fucking break, so they started to be fully up in my face and try and play fight me. (They like to do that because im big af and im a total gymcel) Actually feels like they're trying to push me down by saying that i cant win against them in a fight (i cant fight for shit so they're prolly right) And since i was already at my max capacity for masking i just pushed him away and acted like some 13 year old autist who throws chairs. Went to the "bathroom" to leave school, only reason i went back today was to pick up my backpack in the lost and found section of the offices.

I cant take ts anymore

Hard read but i didnt wanna go back and change anything so yeah

@grok what is this nigga saying

 

[PsiIocybin]

So my school is as nt as it gets, so being nd like myself is fucking horrid. I basically have no friends, in some classes people move if i sit next to them because "the teacher can se my pc screen easier" and i feel fucking horrid if i move with them because i know what they're doing.

Almost every single fucking day some of my classmates ask me if its gonna be a "normal day" or an "aura day". And because of my Crippling anxiety i just answered "im not sure, what do you think?" and they started laughing like i made a joke. "ohh so its an aura day today" "aura said man"

So there started a girl some time ago in one of my classes, we started talking a bit over snapchat and got to know each other. (also go to same gym)
I look terrible and im nd as fuck so i might as well take any girl that wanna give me a chance so i start warming up a bit to her, talking about more deep topics.
She actually talks about feelings and stuff, i got daily vlogs and daily fit pics and shit. Then she got mad at me because i wasnt talking to her in class because the monkeys i have to call classmates keep calling names and such whenever i talk to her. She says she wants a man who doesnt care about other peoples opinions, and isnt like scared of having a gf in public. She is a htb nd girl and omfg i wanna do everything for her but i just can't cope with the anxiety about my classmates.

And yesterday i was kinda getting sick, and my mental was just at full capacity trying to act normal and mask as good as possible. But my class"mates" ofcourse couldnt give me a single days fucking break, so they started to be fully up in my face and try and play fight me. (They like to do that because im big af and im a total gymcel) Actually feels like they're trying to push me down by saying that i cant win against them in a fight (i cant fight for shit so they're prolly right) And since i was already at my max capacity for masking i just pushed him away and acted like some 13 year old autist who throws chairs. Went to the "bathroom" to leave school, only reason i went back today was to pick up my backpack in the lost and found section of the offices.

I cant take ts anymore

Hard read but i didnt wanna go back and change anything so yeah

hi

 

[GynoGladiator]

DNR a Planck but hope things get better

 

[MANLETprettyBOY]

@grok what is this nigga saying

Failed tag

 

[taxGatherer]

DNR a Planck but hope things get better

ty, shoul propably just lock in on loosing all the weight im carrying around. maybe easiest softmaxx, unfortunately food is my biggest cope.

 

[Autistic Goodboy]

Kids.org

 

[taxGatherer]

Failed tag

wtf should i have tagged it as then?

 

[MANLETprettyBOY]

wtf should i have tagged it as then?

Are you fucking retarted I wasn’t speaking to you

 

[HundredManSlayer]

you need to take some ashwagandha and chill, nothing is that serious. if it is that serious its because you made it like that

 

[taxGatherer]

you need to take some ashwagandha and chill, nothing is that serious. if it is that serious its because you made it like that

could be ngl, thanks for the tip

 

[Il Slvione]

That’s the peak of literature right there.

 

[Leo Psl]

just saw that same pfp on tiktok i swear

 

[taxGatherer]

just saw that same pfp on tiktok i swear

Have seen it pop up some places, just felt it fitted on here lmao

 

[BootySniffer69]

So my school is as nt as it gets, so being nd like myself is fucking horrid. I basically have no friends, in some classes people move if i sit next to them because "the teacher can se my pc screen easier" and i feel fucking horrid if i move with them because i know what they're doing.

Almost every single fucking day some of my classmates ask me if its gonna be a "normal day" or an "aura day". And because of my Crippling anxiety i just answered "im not sure, what do you think?" and they started laughing like i made a joke. "ohh so its an aura day today" "aura said man"

So there started a girl some time ago in one of my classes, we started talking a bit over snapchat and got to know each other. (also go to same gym)
I look terrible and im nd as fuck so i might as well take any girl that wanna give me a chance so i start warming up a bit to her, talking about more deep topics.
She actually talks about feelings and stuff, i got daily vlogs and daily fit pics and shit. Then she got mad at me because i wasnt talking to her in class because the monkeys i have to call classmates keep calling names and such whenever i talk to her. She says she wants a man who doesnt care about other peoples opinions, and isnt like scared of having a gf in public. She is a htb nd girl and omfg i wanna do everything for her but i just can't cope with the anxiety about my classmates.

And yesterday i was kinda getting sick, and my mental was just at full capacity trying to act normal and mask as good as possible. But my class"mates" ofcourse couldnt give me a single days fucking break, so they started to be fully up in my face and try and play fight me. (They like to do that because im big af and im a total gymcel) Actually feels like they're trying to push me down by saying that i cant win against them in a fight (i cant fight for shit so they're prolly right) And since i was already at my max capacity for masking i just pushed him away and acted like some 13 year old autist who throws chairs. Went to the "bathroom" to leave school, only reason i went back today was to pick up my backpack in the lost and found section of the offices.

I cant take ts anymore

Hard read but i didnt wanna go back and change anything so yeah

Hs or uni?

 

[taxGatherer]

Hs or uni?

Hs senior

 

[LTNUser]

Hs senior

Even I dislike being around retarded dudes in school

 

[BootySniffer69]

Hs senior

Brutal.