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☥ I Swim in a lake of depression ☥
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- Mar 28, 2019
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I don't know any of you, and most of you, like everyone else wouldn't care but I'm just saying this to explain why I'm leaving rather than just saying nothing.
Hope everyone on here who is a decent person that's struggling with life finds some kind of peace and ends up happy to some degree.
I genuinely feel for people who are struggling with self worth over appearance and self esteem so I wish everyone all the best.
Finally decided to shoot the 12 gauge at my temple. I can't live with the envy anymore. The craving for something I can never experience no matter how many times I've tried and also changed myself. It keeps coming back to get at me, from the outside looking in most people wouldn't understand, but what started as a small problem turned into an obsession for me. I don't have enough good in life left to outweigh the bad. And I'm tired of fighting this conflict inside my head. This envy and frustration coupled with being invisible or resented by them all is killing me. I can't go on growing older knowing I can never experience what I want..
Have a good one
Hope everyone on here who is a decent person that's struggling with life finds some kind of peace and ends up happy to some degree.
I genuinely feel for people who are struggling with self worth over appearance and self esteem so I wish everyone all the best.
Finally decided to shoot the 12 gauge at my temple. I can't live with the envy anymore. The craving for something I can never experience no matter how many times I've tried and also changed myself. It keeps coming back to get at me, from the outside looking in most people wouldn't understand, but what started as a small problem turned into an obsession for me. I don't have enough good in life left to outweigh the bad. And I'm tired of fighting this conflict inside my head. This envy and frustration coupled with being invisible or resented by them all is killing me. I can't go on growing older knowing I can never experience what I want..
Have a good one