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Literally just looking through the comment section of any post is enough to trigger me and make me become really angry and neurotic
I think because I'm just so used to people instantly shutting me down and insulting me whenever I try to include myself in the conversation since from school, whenever I read through the comment section and see all the normies talking about their normie things, I imagine myself trying to make a comment and join in, but people instantly going through my profile and insulting me with some random and unrelated thing such as my appearance or my profile like "omg it's you you're that insane ugly weirdo LMAO fuck outta here" and basically rejecting me from trying to include myself in the comment section, because of my looks
It's just something my brain instantly expects in any social interaction, I just always fully anticipate people being fucking dicks to me for no reason, i guarantee its caused by people excluding me and ostracizing me my whole time in school, I never got to experience what it's like to be included and treated like a human, ever...
I think because I'm just so used to people instantly shutting me down and insulting me whenever I try to include myself in the conversation since from school, whenever I read through the comment section and see all the normies talking about their normie things, I imagine myself trying to make a comment and join in, but people instantly going through my profile and insulting me with some random and unrelated thing such as my appearance or my profile like "omg it's you you're that insane ugly weirdo LMAO fuck outta here" and basically rejecting me from trying to include myself in the comment section, because of my looks
It's just something my brain instantly expects in any social interaction, I just always fully anticipate people being fucking dicks to me for no reason, i guarantee its caused by people excluding me and ostracizing me my whole time in school, I never got to experience what it's like to be included and treated like a human, ever...