self-hatred pill is brutal

[iblamegenetics_0]

after 9th grade everything went downhill for me, and now at 19 i hate my fucking self more than anything in this cruel universe, i cannot bring myself to love and cherish my own pathetic existence, i lack self-esteem and ever since i discovered the blackpill it completely crushed the way i perceive this world entierly and totally fucked up my social skills even more, this is my first year in college and it's my lowest so far, i have made no friends, my rommate is an egoistical piece of shit that i do not talk to that often, ive never had female presence in my life, i have almost no one to chat with or talk to neither online or irl, i sit alone all the time observing my peers enjoying their youth while i rot all the time in my house living in total solitude trying to distract myself via media consumption and playing video games, people my age are going out experiencing life while im at home analyzing my face and body from every angle trying to figure out what's wrong with me, that's enough for my first post, i'll share more next time if you guys even give a fuck, idk maybe renting out on the internet in a community that may get me and know what i mean could ease this agony a bit, im still on my ascension journey im doing whatever i can to reach higher ranks on the looks scale, i suspect that by 2028 i'll probably be htn+, maybe then i'll get to experience life to the fullest but im not very optimistic about it, because no matter how hard i try this feeling of deep hatred towards myself never seems to vanish or ease a bit, actually it's growing even more along with the emptiness inside of me, if you reached the end of this post i want you to know that i really appreciate it and wish you the best, don't forget to drop a piece of advice down there or any cope that could help me or share your story with, once again thanks and see ya <33

 

[lueymogs]

Unless your hardmaxxing your not gonna ascend your growth plates are far closed

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

Unless your hardmaxxing your not gonna ascend your growth plates are far closed

im 5ft11 and can fraud to 6ft with shoes, height was never the problem for me and face is law anyways, and im objectively above average (i have almond shaped eyes, minimal UEE, positive CT, ideal ipd, decent jawline, decent zygomatic area, a very good browridge, straight ideal nose, decent lips, ideal PTCR and decent bonemass, overall) i think with gymmaxxing, leaning to 10% bf and peptides along with other softmaxxes i can reach htn+ but im planning on hardmaxxing in the future even if im satisfied with the results

 

[lueymogs]

maybe post your face

 

[isis_Bleach]

im 5ft11

 

[griffithmaxer]

after 9th grade everything went downhill for me, and now at 19 i hate my fucking self more than anything in this cruel universe, i cannot bring myself to love and cherish my own pathetic existence, i lack self-esteem and ever since i discovered the blackpill it completely crushed the way i perceive this world entierly and totally fucked up my social skills even more, this is my first year in college and it's my lowest so far, i have made no friends, my rommate is an egoistical piece of shit that i do not talk to that often, ive never had female presence in my life, i have almost no one to chat with or talk to neither online or irl, i sit alone all the time observing my peers enjoying their youth while i rot all the time in my house living in total solitude trying to distract myself via media consumption and playing video games, people my age are going out experiencing life while im at home analyzing my face and body from every angle trying to figure out what's wrong with me, that's enough for my first post, i'll share more next time if you guys even give a fuck, idk maybe renting out on the internet in a community that may get me and know what i mean could ease this agony a bit, im still on my ascension journey im doing whatever i can to reach higher ranks on the looks scale, i suspect that by 2028 i'll probably be htn+, maybe then i'll get to experience life to the fullest but im not very optimistic about it, because no matter how hard i try this feeling of deep hatred towards myself never seems to vanish or ease a bit, actually it's growing even more along with the emptiness inside of me, if you reached the end of this post i want you to know that i really appreciate it and wish you the best, don't forget to drop a piece of advice down there or any cope that could help me or share your story with, once again thanks and see ya <33

I’m kind of in a similar situation. I have to wait until I reach a certain age (I’m 16) and I have to save a certain amount of money before that time before I have to pay taxes and bills and all this other bullshit but I just feel stuck when it comes to looksmaxxing because I have to save for implants/bimax and braces but when you keep on waiting that gives a lot of time for self doubt, I’ve been coping with gym and combat sports to ease the self hatred and distract myself, u sound like a future me but I hope life gets better for you bhai

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

brutal ik considering today's standars but like i said FACE IS LAW

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

maybe post your face

im not comfortable with sharing my face currently like i stated i really do lack confidence for that but i'll do it when im ready and comfortable enough on here at one point

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

I’m kind of in a similar situation. I have to wait until I reach a certain age (I’m 16) and I have to save a certain amount of money before that time before I have to pay taxes and bills and all this other bullshit but I just feel stuck when it comes to looksmaxxing because I have to save for implants/bimax and braces but when you keep on waiting that gives a lot of time for self doubt, I’ve been coping with gym and combat sports to ease the self hatred and distract myself, u sound like a future me but I hope life gets better for you bhai

appreciate it bhai, you better get those braces first as soon as you can i got them at 17 and they did wonders for me can't wait to see what hardmaxxing can do when i get the money nedeed, just keep in mind that it doesn't get any better for the most part while you're grinding it doesn't take a toll on you if it happens, wish the best tho, and like the wise kratos once said "keep your expectations low and you'll never be disappointed"

 

[ewri]

after 9th grade everything went downhill for me,

What happened in 9th grade? if you dont mind me asking

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Just leanmaxx bro

 

[grbbsc]

After thoroughly reading your paragraph, I (as a genius, with far more intelligence than any of you subhumans will ever hope to achieve) have come to the conclusion that you're a Mentalcel. From your self description (which is likely inflated), you do not seem to be at the threshold where physical appearance should pose much of a problem to your social life. I suggest doing your research on how to become less of a mentalcel

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

What happened in 9th grade? if you dont mind me asking

started questioning why am i never taken serious, why there's no female presence in my life and why is my life this misreable, a certain interaction ruined myself image at 16 i'll share it in an idividual post and in my early 17 i discovered bp and connected the dots and yeah that's it

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

After thoroughly reading your paragraph, I (as a genius, with far more intelligence than any of you subhumans will ever hope to achieve) have come to the conclusion that you're a Mentalcel. From your self description (which is likely inflated), you do not seem to be at the threshold where physical appearance should pose much of a problem to your social life. I suggest doing your research on how to become less of a mentalcel

for the most of my life i was an unattractive fat fuck which completely forged the way i am now even tho im not like that anymore, if i was genetically blessed i wouldn't be this pathetic thus im not a mentalcel

 

[vision_n]

After thoroughly reading your paragraph, I (as a genius, with far more intelligence than any of you subhumans will ever hope to achieve) have come to the conclusion that you're a Mentalcel. From your self description (which is likely inflated), you do not seem to be at the threshold where physical appearance should pose much of a problem to your social life. I suggest doing your research on how to become less of a mentalcel

No fucking shit sherlock

 

[Arbuscular]

 

[rawr]

iblame

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

iblame

not having iblame in your fucking username does not make you better and more intelligent than me when it comes to this shit

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

No fucking shit sherlock

whatever makes you happy bro

 

[Andremln]

To make it worse, for women, there is nothing more appealing than a young man at his physical prime (17 - 25 yo), after that it goes downhill, cause why would you even want to be with women older than 25 anyways, all have been already used up lololol its truly fucking over i hate myself

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

To make it worse, for women, there is nothing more appealing than a young man at his physical prime (17 - 25 yo), after that it goes downhill, cause why would you even want to be with women older than 25 anyways, all have been already used up lololol its truly fucking over i hate myself

couldn’t agree more, these hypergamous foids are so fucking shallow, you either ascend and bag an unused girl or end up with a slut that decided to finally settle up with an ltn after getting her puh destroyed by the whole town jfl

 

[DrunkenSailor]

Go to the gym

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

Go to the gym

im returning in the next few days, i went to the gym for two months in the summer but i stopped cuz i had to move states and shit, thx for the advice tho

 

[Andremln]

couldn’t agree more, these hypergamous foids are so fucking shallow, you either ascend and bag an unused girl or end up with a slut that decided to finally settle up with an ltn after getting her puh destroyed by the whole town jfl

all women are sluts under the right condition, finding a trad girl is a meme, the best way to have a relationship with a woman is to bag her when she starts reproductive age, you should be older than her by at least 4 years they get crazy in love with older guys, and you should get her pregnant, the natural instinct for women if they don't get impregnated is to go cock hunting

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

all women are sluts under the right condition, finding a trad girl is a meme, the best way to have a relationship with a woman is to bag her when she starts reproductive age, you should be older than her by at least 4 years they get crazy in love with older guys, and you should get her pregnant, the natural instinct for women if they don't get impregnated is to go cock hunting

that’s true for the most part but it also depends on the environment she was raised in, they’re biologically immune to resist cock if it fits her desires and yeah women always thirst over older man like crazy for some reason

 

[grbbsc]

couldn’t agree more, these hypergamous foids are so fucking shallow, you either ascend and bag an unused girl or end up with a slut that decided to finally settle up with an ltn after getting her puh destroyed by the whole town jfl

 

[Informationcapitali]

Sounds like maybe ur just being really greedy and pathetic.

 

[Informationcapitali]

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Cope this is a self pity train. Just to make him feel good like the world is against him. How do I know? I've done it as well. Its called nd what I have and what prevents me from getting girls in real life.

 

[rawr]

not having iblame in your fucking username does not make you better and more intelligent than me when it comes to this shit

did i hit a nerve

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

did i hit a nerve

joined: 25 april 2025, just wrap it up buddy

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

Sounds like maybe ur just being really greedy and pathetic.

greedy for fucking what ? for being a nobody ? you don’t know shit about my life yet you assume im just being pathetic out of my own will

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

Cope this is a self pity train. Just to make him feel good like the world is against him. How do I know? I've done it as well. It’s called nd what I have and what prevents me from getting girls in real life.

i acknowledge that the world isn’t against me and that im not the center of it, im nd myself and i know that it plays a crucial role in not achieving the life you’ve always wished for

 

[rawr]

joined: 25 april 2025, just wrap it up buddy

15 posts

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

15 posts

im not the one going around calling people out for their usernames and i guarantee you that im way deep into this shit more than you’ll ever be, you can shove those 2000+ posts up your ass subhuman

 

[rawr]

i guarantee you that im way deep into this shit more than you’ll ever be

congrats you're more of an incel than me

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

hltn, hmtn frauding, 175cm, ndcel.

first of all im not frauding and 5ft11 = 180cm

 

[gulden]

always someone with it worse

 

[BigN]

after 9th grade everything went downhill for me, and now at 19 i hate my fucking self more than anything in this cruel universe, i cannot bring myself to love and cherish my own pathetic existence, i lack self-esteem and ever since i discovered the blackpill it completely crushed the way i perceive this world entierly and totally fucked up my social skills even more, this is my first year in college and it's my lowest so far, i have made no friends, my rommate is an egoistical piece of shit that i do not talk to that often, ive never had female presence in my life, i have almost no one to chat with or talk to neither online or irl, i sit alone all the time observing my peers enjoying their youth while i rot all the time in my house living in total solitude trying to distract myself via media consumption and playing video games, people my age are going out experiencing life while im at home analyzing my face and body from every angle trying to figure out what's wrong with me, that's enough for my first post, i'll share more next time if you guys even give a fuck, idk maybe renting out on the internet in a community that may get me and know what i mean could ease this agony a bit, im still on my ascension journey im doing whatever i can to reach higher ranks on the looks scale, i suspect that by 2028 i'll probably be htn+, maybe then i'll get to experience life to the fullest but im not very optimistic about it, because no matter how hard i try this feeling of deep hatred towards myself never seems to vanish or ease a bit, actually it's growing even more along with the emptiness inside of me, if you reached the end of this post i want you to know that i really appreciate it and wish you the best, don't forget to drop a piece of advice down there or any cope that could help me or share your story with, once again thanks and see ya <33

You're not alone xd I'm also experiencing the same phrase

 

[SvtvnTr14d]

after 9th grade everything went downhill for me, and now at 19 i hate my fucking self more than anything in this cruel universe, i cannot bring myself to love and cherish my own pathetic existence, i lack self-esteem and ever since i discovered the blackpill it completely crushed the way i perceive this world entierly and totally fucked up my social skills even more, this is my first year in college and it's my lowest so far, i have made no friends, my rommate is an egoistical piece of shit that i do not talk to that often, ive never had female presence in my life, i have almost no one to chat with or talk to neither online or irl, i sit alone all the time observing my peers enjoying their youth while i rot all the time in my house living in total solitude trying to distract myself via media consumption and playing video games, people my age are going out experiencing life while im at home analyzing my face and body from every angle trying to figure out what's wrong with me, that's enough for my first post, i'll share more next time if you guys even give a fuck, idk maybe renting out on the internet in a community that may get me and know what i mean could ease this agony a bit, im still on my ascension journey im doing whatever i can to reach higher ranks on the looks scale, i suspect that by 2028 i'll probably be htn+, maybe then i'll get to experience life to the fullest but im not very optimistic about it, because no matter how hard i try this feeling of deep hatred towards myself never seems to vanish or ease a bit, actually it's growing even more along with the emptiness inside of me, if you reached the end of this post i want you to know that i really appreciate it and wish you the best, don't forget to drop a piece of advice down there or any cope that could help me or share your story with, once again thanks and see ya <33

my advice would be to practice social skills it's so fucking underrated I've got shit social skills myself and am high inhib antisocial but I've started practicing a little bit and it's getting better, small talk about some bs with people, meet people, try talking more to ur roommate or change him if he's a cockhead, experiment with pharma like pregabalin, quit being a gamingcel since it muffles the root core problems of your life. Statusmaxxing is SO underrated I see sometimes short recessed niggas be genuenly goated in social situations just because of their mindset. Wish you the best my guy

 

[primalsubhumanlarp]

after 9th grade everything went downhill for me, and now at 19 i hate my fucking self more than anything in this cruel universe, i cannot bring myself to love and cherish my own pathetic existence, i lack self-esteem and ever since i discovered the blackpill it completely crushed the way i perceive this world entierly and totally fucked up my social skills even more, this is my first year in college and it's my lowest so far, i have made no friends, my rommate is an egoistical piece of shit that i do not talk to that often, ive never had female presence in my life, i have almost no one to chat with or talk to neither online or irl, i sit alone all the time observing my peers enjoying their youth while i rot all the time in my house living in total solitude trying to distract myself via media consumption and playing video games, people my age are going out experiencing life while im at home analyzing my face and body from every angle trying to figure out what's wrong with me, that's enough for my first post, i'll share more next time if you guys even give a fuck, idk maybe renting out on the internet in a community that may get me and know what i mean could ease this agony a bit, im still on my ascension journey im doing whatever i can to reach higher ranks on the looks scale, i suspect that by 2028 i'll probably be htn+, maybe then i'll get to experience life to the fullest but im not very optimistic about it, because no matter how hard i try this feeling of deep hatred towards myself never seems to vanish or ease a bit, actually it's growing even more along with the emptiness inside of me, if you reached the end of this post i want you to know that i really appreciate it and wish you the best, don't forget to drop a piece of advice down there or any cope that could help me or share your story with, once again thanks and see ya <33

I hate my recessed infraorbitals so much they ruin my eye area and i have keratosis pilaris which has no cure so im cursed with red bumps on my face forever and eating clean won't help

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

I hate my recessed infraorbitals so much they ruin my eye area and i have keratosis pilaris which has no cure so im cursed with red bumps on my face forever and eating clean won't help

recessed infras are the worst especially if it's genetics, im planning on getting infraorbitals implants as soon as i can, and you should too if they're not caused by maxillary recession or lack of bone support, as for the keratosis, try to manage it by exfoliating the skin and keeping it moisturized, using products with ingredients like lactic acid, salicylic acid, or urea could ease it and make it unnoticeable, wish you the best brother

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

my advice would be to practice social skills it's so fucking underrated I've got shit social skills myself and am high inhib antisocial but I've started practicing a little bit and it's getting better, small talk about some bs with people, meet people, try talking more to ur roommate or change him if he's a cockhead, experiment with pharma like pregabalin, quit being a gamingcel since it muffles the root core problems of your life. Statusmaxxing is SO underrated I see sometimes short recessed niggas be genuenly goated in social situations just because of their mindset. Wish you the best my guy

appreciate it man, this is genuinely a great advice, wish you the best too <33

 

[iblamegenetics_0]

always someone with it worse

that's literally the most pathetic cope someone could use to feel better about their situation