CheezyPoof
want to upgrade 2D gf to 3D
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First time sex I only liked cause I wasn’t a perpetual virgin anymore. Honestly the experience wasn’t great. I have hands you know, gets the job done occasionally, fine with me actually. But I am lonely and what I miss most is just being close with a cute girl.
I don’t even have crazy standards I think. Just not a landwhale, and someone who can take care of herself. Preferably someone who isn’t addicted to TikTok. I mean, I put effort into my appearance so that’s not a crazy high standard. And just someone who is kind and cute, not some bitch, that’s all. I don’t even need to constantly do things together, but just some days sleeping next to a girl instead of alone I think would make me happy. And sometimes do fun things and get to know each other better. But I’m always lonely. I wake up, I work, I go to sleep, I want to kill myself.
Some years ago I met a girl who was really nice. We lived in the same flat (for students), and we would eat together. Sometimes I would cook, and sometimes she would. And it was fun. Then sometimes I would sleep at her place and sometimes she would sleep at my place. We kissed a few times and we liked each other but we never had sex. Maybe you think that was stupid but actually I have had sex with girls but it was pretty meaningless. But just being with her was nice, I wouldn’t be alone and we both just enjoyed it like that. I miss that time. Eventually she got a boyfriend and obviously he wasn’t a fan of this arrangement so we had to end that. He wasn’t even a good guy, kind of an asshole actually. Oh and btw, yeah, she was even pretty too. And just kind. It was really a good time and I felt better.
Anyway just had to vent a bit I guess. I get intimidated by dating apps. All about good pictures and then you have to send awkward messages and pray to God you don’t just get ghosted by all these hoes who probably weren’t worth it in the first place. Yeah you can have some sex, so what? I don’t really care about it.
I met a girl recently and she was nice and we talked and it was natural and it made me happy. I sent her a message on facebook cause I found her profile by some miracle. I had been too scared to ask for her number then. Made a thread about it if anyone remembers. But anyway, I pray she will not ignore it and maybe we could hang out again and have a fun time together. I don’t care about just having sex with her cause she’s pretty. Just want to not be alone anymore.
Sorry chat I’m a bit drunk but just had to share. Maybe some will understand. Love you all
I don’t even have crazy standards I think. Just not a landwhale, and someone who can take care of herself. Preferably someone who isn’t addicted to TikTok. I mean, I put effort into my appearance so that’s not a crazy high standard. And just someone who is kind and cute, not some bitch, that’s all. I don’t even need to constantly do things together, but just some days sleeping next to a girl instead of alone I think would make me happy. And sometimes do fun things and get to know each other better. But I’m always lonely. I wake up, I work, I go to sleep, I want to kill myself.
Some years ago I met a girl who was really nice. We lived in the same flat (for students), and we would eat together. Sometimes I would cook, and sometimes she would. And it was fun. Then sometimes I would sleep at her place and sometimes she would sleep at my place. We kissed a few times and we liked each other but we never had sex. Maybe you think that was stupid but actually I have had sex with girls but it was pretty meaningless. But just being with her was nice, I wouldn’t be alone and we both just enjoyed it like that. I miss that time. Eventually she got a boyfriend and obviously he wasn’t a fan of this arrangement so we had to end that. He wasn’t even a good guy, kind of an asshole actually. Oh and btw, yeah, she was even pretty too. And just kind. It was really a good time and I felt better.
Anyway just had to vent a bit I guess. I get intimidated by dating apps. All about good pictures and then you have to send awkward messages and pray to God you don’t just get ghosted by all these hoes who probably weren’t worth it in the first place. Yeah you can have some sex, so what? I don’t really care about it.
I met a girl recently and she was nice and we talked and it was natural and it made me happy. I sent her a message on facebook cause I found her profile by some miracle. I had been too scared to ask for her number then. Made a thread about it if anyone remembers. But anyway, I pray she will not ignore it and maybe we could hang out again and have a fun time together. I don’t care about just having sex with her cause she’s pretty. Just want to not be alone anymore.
Sorry chat I’m a bit drunk but just had to share. Maybe some will understand. Love you all
