Should i fucking kill myself?

[kingSlayer742]

I am posting this to seek fucking advice to whoever finds my experience somewhat relatable, ive been free for 2 months since may 2026 after being diagnosed with severe chronic inflammation of severe atopic dermatitis since aug 2020, six fucking years of hell and the moment i fucking got a bone age xray? A fucking result indicated that my fucking bones age is fucking older 2 fucking years ahead of my actual 15 years old of age

What the fuck do you mean im standing at fucking 4,11?? At fucking grade 10 pushing fucking junior year next fucking year WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN I NEVER HAD A FUCKING GROWTHSPURT AND SEEING THE FUCKING RESULTS FROM THE XRAY SAYING MY BONES IS FUXKING 17 FUXKING YEARS OLD CLOSE TO FUFKING FUSING WITHOUT FUCKING TRIGGERING A FUXKING GROWTHSPURT IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE??? WHAT THE FUXK DO YOU MEAN FUCKING 5TH GRADERS ARE TALLEE THAN ME????? EVEN MY FUCKING PEDIATRICIAN IS GONNA HAVE TO REFER ME TO SEE AN ENDOCRINOLOGIST TO GET ME INJECTED WITH GH, I HAVE YET TO SHOW THIS TO HER TO GET A FUCKING REFERRAL


NOW WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN MY MOM IS FUXKING 4,6 AND MY DAD BEING FUCKING 5,3?????? WHAT A FUXKING LIFE BRO! FUCK GOD FUXK THIS WORLD EVERYDAY I GO TO SCHOOL EARLY IN THE FUCKING 7 OCLOCK I GET BULLIED AND CALLED ON A FUXKING DWARF MIDGET FUCK THIS LIFE


HAS ANYONE EXPERIENCE SOMETHING LIKE THIS???

 

[Boshitoshi]

 

[Unkownslayer4786287]

I am posting this to seek fucking advice to whoever finds my experience somewhat relatable, ive been free for 2 months since may 2026 after being diagnosed with severe chronic inflammation of severe atopic dermatitis since aug 2020, six fucking years of hell and the moment i fucking got a bone age xray? A fucking result indicated that my fucking bones age is fucking older 2 fucking years ahead of my actual 15 years old of age

What the fuck do you mean im standing at fucking 4,11?? At fucking grade 10 pushing fucking junior year next fucking year WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN I NEVER HAD A FUCKING GROWTHSPURT AND SEEING THE FUCKING RESULTS FROM THE XRAY SAYING MY BONES IS FUXKING 17 FUXKING YEARS OLD CLOSE TO FUFKING FUSING WITHOUT FUCKING TRIGGERING A FUXKING GROWTHSPURT IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE??? WHAT THE FUXK DO YOU MEAN FUCKING 5TH GRADERS ARE TALLEE THAN ME????? EVEN MY FUCKING PEDIATRICIAN IS GONNA HAVE TO REFER ME TO SEE AN ENDOCRINOLOGIST TO GET ME INJECTED WITH GH, I HAVE YET TO SHOW THIS TO HER TO GET A FUCKING REFERRAL


NOW WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN MY MOM IS FUXKING 4,6 AND MY DAD BEING FUCKING 5,3?????? WHAT A FUXKING LIFE BRO! FUCK GOD FUXK THIS WORLD EVERYDAY I GO TO SCHOOL EARLY IN THE FUCKING 7 OCLOCK I GET BULLIED AND CALLED ON A FUXKING DWARF MIDGET FUCK THIS LIFE


HAS ANYONE EXPERIENCE SOMETHING LIKE THIS???

Never rope

 

[king of india 🥰]

I am posting this to seek fucking advice to whoever finds my experience somewhat relatable, ive been free for 2 months since may 2026 after being diagnosed with severe chronic inflammation of severe atopic dermatitis since aug 2020, six fucking years of hell and the moment i fucking got a bone age xray? A fucking result indicated that my fucking bones age is fucking older 2 fucking years ahead of my actual 15 years old of age

What the fuck do you mean im standing at fucking 4,11?? At fucking grade 10 pushing fucking junior year next fucking year WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN I NEVER HAD A FUCKING GROWTHSPURT AND SEEING THE FUCKING RESULTS FROM THE XRAY SAYING MY BONES IS FUXKING 17 FUXKING YEARS OLD CLOSE TO FUFKING FUSING WITHOUT FUCKING TRIGGERING A FUXKING GROWTHSPURT IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE??? WHAT THE FUXK DO YOU MEAN FUCKING 5TH GRADERS ARE TALLEE THAN ME????? EVEN MY FUCKING PEDIATRICIAN IS GONNA HAVE TO REFER ME TO SEE AN ENDOCRINOLOGIST TO GET ME INJECTED WITH GH, I HAVE YET TO SHOW THIS TO HER TO GET A FUCKING REFERRAL


NOW WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN MY MOM IS FUXKING 4,6 AND MY DAD BEING FUCKING 5,3?????? WHAT A FUXKING LIFE BRO! FUCK GOD FUXK THIS WORLD EVERYDAY I GO TO SCHOOL EARLY IN THE FUCKING 7 OCLOCK I GET BULLIED AND CALLED ON A FUXKING DWARF MIDGET FUCK THIS LIFE


HAS ANYONE EXPERIENCE SOMETHING LIKE THIS???

your parents are abusers, probably on the same level as sexuall assault and physical abuse for having a kid at that height, I would kill them for sure. if you are bisexual or gay then I would just stick with men If I were you, but if not than you better have a face card thats minimum mtn

 

[FireAttack]

 

[kingSlayer742]

your parents are abusers, probably on the same level as sexuall assault and physical abuse for having a kid at that height, I would kill them for sure. if you are bisexual or gay then I would just stick with men If I were you, but if not than you

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Fuck tyou bro
better have a face card thats

 

[kingSlayer742]

your parents are abusers, probably on the same level as sexuall assault and physical abuse for having a kid at that height, I would kill them for sure. if you are bisexual or gay then I would just stick with men If I were you, but if not than you better have a face card thats minimum mtn

I had 4 girls who weirdly crushes on me

 

[kingSlayer742]

your parents are abusers, probably on the same level as sexuall assault and physical abuse for having a kid at that height, I would kill them for sure. if you are bisexual or gay then I would just stick with men If I were you, but if not than you better have a face card thats minimum mtn

Ive had 4 girls who crushes on me literslly my fuxking fave card is the only shit saving mw rn, status and money is not on the name where im sitting unfortunately

 

[xenovia]

Dnr but yeah

 

[kingSlayer742]

Dnr but yeah

Fuck u

 

[xenovia]

Fuck u

Ok I read it and I think you should still kill yourself

 

[kingSlayer742]

Ok I read it and I think you should still kill yourself

Fuxk you then

 

[FireAttack]

Ive had 4 girls who crushes on me literslly my fuxking fave card is the only shit saving mw rn, status and money is not on the name where im sitting unfortunately

holy cope

 

[dontdrinkalmondmilk]

I am posting this to seek fucking advice to whoever finds my experience somewhat relatable, ive been free for 2 months since may 2026 after being diagnosed with severe chronic inflammation of severe atopic dermatitis since aug 2020, six fucking years of hell and the moment i fucking got a bone age xray? A fucking result indicated that my fucking bones age is fucking older 2 fucking years ahead of my actual 15 years old of age

What the fuck do you mean im standing at fucking 4,11?? At fucking grade 10 pushing fucking junior year next fucking year WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN I NEVER HAD A FUCKING GROWTHSPURT AND SEEING THE FUCKING RESULTS FROM THE XRAY SAYING MY BONES IS FUXKING 17 FUXKING YEARS OLD CLOSE TO FUFKING FUSING WITHOUT FUCKING TRIGGERING A FUXKING GROWTHSPURT IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE??? WHAT THE FUXK DO YOU MEAN FUCKING 5TH GRADERS ARE TALLEE THAN ME????? EVEN MY FUCKING PEDIATRICIAN IS GONNA HAVE TO REFER ME TO SEE AN ENDOCRINOLOGIST TO GET ME INJECTED WITH GH, I HAVE YET TO SHOW THIS TO HER TO GET A FUCKING REFERRAL


NOW WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN MY MOM IS FUXKING 4,6 AND MY DAD BEING FUCKING 5,3?????? WHAT A FUXKING LIFE BRO! FUCK GOD FUXK THIS WORLD EVERYDAY I GO TO SCHOOL EARLY IN THE FUCKING 7 OCLOCK I GET BULLIED AND CALLED ON A FUXKING DWARF MIDGET FUCK THIS LIFE


HAS ANYONE EXPERIENCE SOMETHING LIKE THIS???

do you take anything

 

[dontdrinkalmondmilk]

I am posting this to seek fucking advice to whoever finds my experience somewhat relatable, ive been free for 2 months since may 2026 after being diagnosed with severe chronic inflammation of severe atopic dermatitis since aug 2020, six fucking years of hell and the moment i fucking got a bone age xray? A fucking result indicated that my fucking bones age is fucking older 2 fucking years ahead of my actual 15 years old of age

What the fuck do you mean im standing at fucking 4,11?? At fucking grade 10 pushing fucking junior year next fucking year WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN I NEVER HAD A FUCKING GROWTHSPURT AND SEEING THE FUCKING RESULTS FROM THE XRAY SAYING MY BONES IS FUXKING 17 FUXKING YEARS OLD CLOSE TO FUFKING FUSING WITHOUT FUCKING TRIGGERING A FUXKING GROWTHSPURT IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE??? WHAT THE FUXK DO YOU MEAN FUCKING 5TH GRADERS ARE TALLEE THAN ME????? EVEN MY FUCKING PEDIATRICIAN IS GONNA HAVE TO REFER ME TO SEE AN ENDOCRINOLOGIST TO GET ME INJECTED WITH GH, I HAVE YET TO SHOW THIS TO HER TO GET A FUCKING REFERRAL


NOW WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN MY MOM IS FUXKING 4,6 AND MY DAD BEING FUCKING 5,3?????? WHAT A FUXKING LIFE BRO! FUCK GOD FUXK THIS WORLD EVERYDAY I GO TO SCHOOL EARLY IN THE FUCKING 7 OCLOCK I GET BULLIED AND CALLED ON A FUXKING DWARF MIDGET FUCK THIS LIFE


HAS ANYONE EXPERIENCE SOMETHING LIKE THIS???

if you have feminine features then turn into a femboy and use older men for money and then get height surgery

there is still hope

 

[Noriju]

never do it.
that's actually so bad ropefuel.

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[Noriju]

i know plenty of short niggas who are aura gods and just have their social skills/style on lock.
a tiny ass dude with determination will beat out many tall retards any old day of the week.
but keep in mind you'll always have to put in triple the effort than anybody else

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

I am posting this to seek fucking advice to whoever finds my experience somewhat relatable, ive been free for 2 months since may 2026 after being diagnosed with severe chronic inflammation of severe atopic dermatitis since aug 2020, six fucking years of hell and the moment i fucking got a bone age xray? A fucking result indicated that my fucking bones age is fucking older 2 fucking years ahead of my actual 15 years old of age

What the fuck do you mean im standing at fucking 4,11?? At fucking grade 10 pushing fucking junior year next fucking year WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN I NEVER HAD A FUCKING GROWTHSPURT AND SEEING THE FUCKING RESULTS FROM THE XRAY SAYING MY BONES IS FUXKING 17 FUXKING YEARS OLD CLOSE TO FUFKING FUSING WITHOUT FUCKING TRIGGERING A FUXKING GROWTHSPURT IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE??? WHAT THE FUXK DO YOU MEAN FUCKING 5TH GRADERS ARE TALLEE THAN ME????? EVEN MY FUCKING PEDIATRICIAN IS GONNA HAVE TO REFER ME TO SEE AN ENDOCRINOLOGIST TO GET ME INJECTED WITH GH, I HAVE YET TO SHOW THIS TO HER TO GET A FUCKING REFERRAL


NOW WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN MY MOM IS FUXKING 4,6 AND MY DAD BEING FUCKING 5,3?????? WHAT A FUXKING LIFE BRO! FUCK GOD FUXK THIS WORLD EVERYDAY I GO TO SCHOOL EARLY IN THE FUCKING 7 OCLOCK I GET BULLIED AND CALLED ON A FUXKING DWARF MIDGET FUCK THIS LIFE


HAS ANYONE EXPERIENCE SOMETHING LIKE THIS???

LMAOOO

 

[kingSlayer742]

holy cope

No

 

[kingSlayer742]

do you take anything

Yes a lot of supplements studied those mfs out, snd got 10 hours of sleep non reallt doing anything

 

[kingSlayer742]

never do it.
that's actually so bad ropefuel.
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ANTI - SUICIDE MEGATHREAD - THE TRUTH ABOUT SUICIDE & METHODS + HUNDREDS OF REASONS TO LIVE ITS NEVER OVER (LIFEMAXXING GTFIH)

The topic of suicide is one of the disgustingly romanticized pieces shown in media in the world, overtime this has made it so suicide is viewed as a global "exit" button, a way out when you have nowhere to go. However this is very far from the truth, filmmakers themselves often depict suicide...

looksmax.org

Where is ur reading comprehension? Think before you reply bone age is different from chronological age

 

[pharmagrade]

I am posting this to seek fucking advice to whoever finds my experience somewhat relatable, ive been free for 2 months since may 2026 after being diagnosed with severe chronic inflammation of severe atopic dermatitis since aug 2020, six fucking years of hell and the moment i fucking got a bone age xray? A fucking result indicated that my fucking bones age is fucking older 2 fucking years ahead of my actual 15 years old of age

What the fuck do you mean im standing at fucking 4,11?? At fucking grade 10 pushing fucking junior year next fucking year WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN I NEVER HAD A FUCKING GROWTHSPURT AND SEEING THE FUCKING RESULTS FROM THE XRAY SAYING MY BONES IS FUXKING 17 FUXKING YEARS OLD CLOSE TO FUFKING FUSING WITHOUT FUCKING TRIGGERING A FUXKING GROWTHSPURT IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE??? WHAT THE FUXK DO YOU MEAN FUCKING 5TH GRADERS ARE TALLEE THAN ME????? EVEN MY FUCKING PEDIATRICIAN IS GONNA HAVE TO REFER ME TO SEE AN ENDOCRINOLOGIST TO GET ME INJECTED WITH GH, I HAVE YET TO SHOW THIS TO HER TO GET A FUCKING REFERRAL


NOW WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN MY MOM IS FUXKING 4,6 AND MY DAD BEING FUCKING 5,3?????? WHAT A FUXKING LIFE BRO! FUCK GOD FUXK THIS WORLD EVERYDAY I GO TO SCHOOL EARLY IN THE FUCKING 7 OCLOCK I GET BULLIED AND CALLED ON A FUXKING DWARF MIDGET FUCK THIS LIFE


HAS ANYONE EXPERIENCE SOMETHING LIKE THIS???

gh saves lives especially in ur case. your most likely GH deficient. 4'11 is wild

 

[satangoy]

never rope regardless you as a human being are way worth then some physical aspects that are out of your touch, if somebody see's you less worthy because of that they're a worthless person themselves, there's always hope there are multiple surgeries that can help you but there is more worth in you then just your physical, don't stress, try to enjoy life regardless of all the shit going around, embrace anything that makes you feel good and if you ever really want to LL is always an option, relax brother

 

[Noriju]

Where is ur reading comprehension? Think before you reply bone age is different from chronological age

don't think that the calculator would give you accurate results if you put in your chronological age.

in my opinion it would make sense that on average: bone age is equal to or correlated with chronological age. therefore this calculator makes this assumption that your chronological age is the same as your bone age.
but in your case we know that your bones are aged 17.
and we also know that your bone age is what matters when predicting future growth.

this was my thought process before i wrote you that comment.
now i've written it down.

do you think i'm wrong?

 

[Noriju]

LMAOOO

kys faggot

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

kys faggot

LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

 

[ElectroTower]

try to kill yourself with chinese chemicals best case you get better, worst case you die trying

 

[0ogrpostcel]

never rope bhaijaan. It might not get better, but you can try

4'11 is just super unfortunate bro, get that referral to you endocrinologist and pray

 

[kingSlayer742]

never do it.
that's actually so bad ropefuel.
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ANTI - SUICIDE MEGATHREAD - THE TRUTH ABOUT SUICIDE & METHODS + HUNDREDS OF REASONS TO LIVE ITS NEVER OVER (LIFEMAXXING GTFIH)

The topic of suicide is one of the disgustingly romanticized pieces shown in media in the world, overtime this has made it so suicide is viewed as a global "exit" button, a way out when you have nowhere to go. However this is very far from the truth, filmmakers themselves often depict suicide...

looksmax.org

Where is ur reading comprehension? Tjink before you reply bone age is different from chronological age

don't think that the calculator would give you accurate results if you put in your chronological age.

in my opinion it would make sense that on average: bone age is equal to or correlated with chronological age. therefore this calculator makes this assumption that your chronological age is the same as your bone age.
but in your case we know that your bones are aged 17.
and we also know that your bone age is what matters when predicting future growth.

this was my thought process before i wrote you that comment.
now i've written it down.

do you think i'm wrong?

Ur not wrong and the xray itself is not entirely the final conclusion for my case, i have yet to see the reffered ENDOCRINOLOGIST and to get blood tests for thyroid, gh, igf1, etc, so yesh i hope this fucking gets better

 

[kingSlayer742]

LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I hope u fucking get stage 4 cancer

 

[iwannasleeponurlap]

I hope u fucking get stage 4 cancer

Where do you live bro
When i joined i was 5'4 in Netherlands

 

[Noriju]

Where is ur reading comprehension? Tjink before you reply bone age is different from chronological age

Ur not wrong and the xray itself is not entirely the final conclusion for my case, i have yet to see the reffered ENDOCRINOLOGIST and to get blood tests for thyroid, gh, igf1, etc, so yesh i hope this fucking gets better

wishing u the best brodie
remember to rep me grey

 

[nathan V]

I am posting this to seek fucking advice to whoever finds my experience somewhat relatable, ive been free for 2 months since may 2026 after being diagnosed with severe chronic inflammation of severe atopic dermatitis since aug 2020, six fucking years of hell and the moment i fucking got a bone age xray? A fucking result indicated that my fucking bones age is fucking older 2 fucking years ahead of my actual 15 years old of age

What the fuck do you mean im standing at fucking 4,11?? At fucking grade 10 pushing fucking junior year next fucking year WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN I NEVER HAD A FUCKING GROWTHSPURT AND SEEING THE FUCKING RESULTS FROM THE XRAY SAYING MY BONES IS FUXKING 17 FUXKING YEARS OLD CLOSE TO FUFKING FUSING WITHOUT FUCKING TRIGGERING A FUXKING GROWTHSPURT IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE??? WHAT THE FUXK DO YOU MEAN FUCKING 5TH GRADERS ARE TALLEE THAN ME????? EVEN MY FUCKING PEDIATRICIAN IS GONNA HAVE TO REFER ME TO SEE AN ENDOCRINOLOGIST TO GET ME INJECTED WITH GH, I HAVE YET TO SHOW THIS TO HER TO GET A FUCKING REFERRAL


NOW WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN MY MOM IS FUXKING 4,6 AND MY DAD BEING FUCKING 5,3?????? WHAT A FUXKING LIFE BRO! FUCK GOD FUXK THIS WORLD EVERYDAY I GO TO SCHOOL EARLY IN THE FUCKING 7 OCLOCK I GET BULLIED AND CALLED ON A FUXKING DWARF MIDGET FUCK THIS LIFE


HAS ANYONE EXPERIENCE SOMETHING LIKE THIS???

Sorrow

 

[miserycel]

I am posting this to seek fucking advice to whoever finds my experience somewhat relatable, ive been free for 2 months since may 2026 after being diagnosed with severe chronic inflammation of severe atopic dermatitis since aug 2020, six fucking years of hell and the moment i fucking got a bone age xray? A fucking result indicated that my fucking bones age is fucking older 2 fucking years ahead of my actual 15 years old of age

What the fuck do you mean im standing at fucking 4,11?? At fucking grade 10 pushing fucking junior year next fucking year WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN I NEVER HAD A FUCKING GROWTHSPURT AND SEEING THE FUCKING RESULTS FROM THE XRAY SAYING MY BONES IS FUXKING 17 FUXKING YEARS OLD CLOSE TO FUFKING FUSING WITHOUT FUCKING TRIGGERING A FUXKING GROWTHSPURT IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE??? WHAT THE FUXK DO YOU MEAN FUCKING 5TH GRADERS ARE TALLEE THAN ME????? EVEN MY FUCKING PEDIATRICIAN IS GONNA HAVE TO REFER ME TO SEE AN ENDOCRINOLOGIST TO GET ME INJECTED WITH GH, I HAVE YET TO SHOW THIS TO HER TO GET A FUCKING REFERRAL


NOW WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN MY MOM IS FUXKING 4,6 AND MY DAD BEING FUCKING 5,3?????? WHAT A FUXKING LIFE BRO! FUCK GOD FUXK THIS WORLD EVERYDAY I GO TO SCHOOL EARLY IN THE FUCKING 7 OCLOCK I GET BULLIED AND CALLED ON A FUXKING DWARF MIDGET FUCK THIS LIFE


HAS ANYONE EXPERIENCE SOMETHING LIKE THIS???

Honestly real shit no joke become trans

Life for a man doesn’t start unless he’s at the very least 5’9

 

[D69mo]

I am posting this to seek fucking advice to whoever finds my experience somewhat relatable, ive been free for 2 months since may 2026 after being diagnosed with severe chronic inflammation of severe atopic dermatitis since aug 2020, six fucking years of hell and the moment i fucking got a bone age xray? A fucking result indicated that my fucking bones age is fucking older 2 fucking years ahead of my actual 15 years old of age

What the fuck do you mean im standing at fucking 4,11?? At fucking grade 10 pushing fucking junior year next fucking year WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN I NEVER HAD A FUCKING GROWTHSPURT AND SEEING THE FUCKING RESULTS FROM THE XRAY SAYING MY BONES IS FUXKING 17 FUXKING YEARS OLD CLOSE TO FUFKING FUSING WITHOUT FUCKING TRIGGERING A FUXKING GROWTHSPURT IN MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE??? WHAT THE FUXK DO YOU MEAN FUCKING 5TH GRADERS ARE TALLEE THAN ME????? EVEN MY FUCKING PEDIATRICIAN IS GONNA HAVE TO REFER ME TO SEE AN ENDOCRINOLOGIST TO GET ME INJECTED WITH GH, I HAVE YET TO SHOW THIS TO HER TO GET A FUCKING REFERRAL


NOW WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN MY MOM IS FUXKING 4,6 AND MY DAD BEING FUCKING 5,3?????? WHAT A FUXKING LIFE BRO! FUCK GOD FUXK THIS WORLD EVERYDAY I GO TO SCHOOL EARLY IN THE FUCKING 7 OCLOCK I GET BULLIED AND CALLED ON A FUXKING DWARF MIDGET FUCK THIS LIFE


HAS ANYONE EXPERIENCE SOMETHING LIKE THIS???

I hae something similar but not to that extreme I hope life treats you better moving on