Should I go on a Party I got invited ?

[sandrr7o]

So to give you some Information about my Situation:

I was a few days ago with 4 ltb-mtb partying, i had their a htb/stacylite in my Arms for the first time of my life…

So for me it was a Crazy accomplishment…

So now we had 4 days of and the Party is on Till tmrw, they didn‘t asked me again oder anything, I was 90% till the htn thing was so insecure their, I was the only one that was completly diffrent dressed, and also I didn’t now how to behave or to Dance Yeah, they tried to help me but it was super uncomfortable, I really wanted to kill myself, but I couldn‘t go because they all were hyped because I am there… so and the end a mtb with Boyfriend asked me to come to her Birthday Party Next week the htb will also be their again. She hold my Hand when she said it (i think it was liked this, i drunk Alkohol for the 3t of my life so I can’t memorizse much)

I said yes but because that they didn’t invited me yesterday or today again I do Not understand ? And also I have the feeling that there will be some groups at the Party and I basiclly have no Friends so I will be alone. But the htb is there…

What would You do in my Situation ?

I after this happend with the htb I can’t think clear anymore my Body is Full of emotions so I ask you !

And also Should I Snap her, she didn’t looked at my snaps since 2 Weeks, so what should i do ?

 

[byeverysecond]

if ur not invited dont go.