horsefacin
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the last time i can remember i was happy was during quarantine - ironically I was ldaring the hardest I ever was. didnt leave the house at months at a time, was almost obese on the BMI scale, spent entire days grinding on online games, etc. Say what you want about how degenerate it is, but it was a powerful cope and i didnt even remember I had a real life outside discord and gaming until the months before school started again
well ive been pretty serious and ready to rope these past few days, but im honestly wondering if reverting back to this life could be the answer. Its better than killing yourself if you look at it objectively, but maybe a simplistic yet degenerate life is the one meant for me. every time i try to get NT i end up abusing drugs and getting in trouble at school, but ldar never did me wrong.
well ive been pretty serious and ready to rope these past few days, but im honestly wondering if reverting back to this life could be the answer. Its better than killing yourself if you look at it objectively, but maybe a simplistic yet degenerate life is the one meant for me. every time i try to get NT i end up abusing drugs and getting in trouble at school, but ldar never did me wrong.