Should I OD in perks purely from a unbiased logical standpoint don’t give me none of that moral sympathy empathy bullshit

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I’m 20 I’m 6’4 and I’m ltn I got 60k and getting access to mill at 26. And will spend that 60k on surgery but I have to be put on a fucking waiting list and wait two years. You might tell me that I got it pretty good on paper which is true, but man I just fucking hate my self I hate modern life, in fact I hate everybody and everything. I even hate nature, I walk outside and I’m disgusted. In terms of societal “success” I’m basically a bum, I don’t try in school or nothing, and I don’t want to do anything. I dont have a purpose or nothing. I hate to be a bitch and whine about trauma but my childhood was pretty shit, my dad who I inherited the mill from was basically a bigger even tho he was white left me when I was a kid and then died. My mom was lowkey abusive and my brother would bully me and is the reason why I hate myself, my step dad was a drunk nigger. Now I’m in the process of getting surgery and I need to have pull 6 teeth my wisdom teeth and second molars because of my syndrome tier mandible, if really isn’t that bad and won’t descend me especially if I get trimax and implants, and it’s also a molar so it won’t sink my face like premolarextractioncels. But because I’m getting my teeth pulled I got a prescription for some perc 30s or smthn and I was thinking if I should Kms with them, because overall life is shit and I’m lowkey ashamed of living and ashamed of myself and u find everything disgusting, and I don’t have any meaning. Even tho I’m rated as ltn I spit on my face in the mirror because my jaws are underdeveloped and I have flaws like everyone else In terms of positives I’m pretty smart in terms of like art and shit but I don’t want to apply it to academics so in the moment it’s more of a curse that I just stress about, but at the same time I’m lowkey a retard for even thinking of killing myself so idek . The reason why I’m asking you for a logical unbiased answer is because I’m a little autistic, I’m not actually but I took shrooms a while back and it fucked my head a little. But what do yall think, I’m tripping atm off of lsd so eat my shit with a grain of salt
 
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I’m 20 I’m 6’4 and I’m ltn I got 60k and getting access to mill at 26. And will spend that 60k on surgery but I have to be put on a fucking waiting list and wait two years. You might tell me that I got it pretty good on paper which is true, but man I just fucking hate my self I hate modern life, in fact I hate everybody and everything. I even hate nature, I walk outside and I’m disgusted. In terms of societal “success” I’m basically a bum, I don’t try in school or nothing, and I don’t want to do anything. I dont have a purpose or nothing. I hate to be a bitch and whine about trauma but my childhood was pretty shit, my dad who I inherited the mill from was basically a bigger even tho he was white left me when I was a kid and then died. My mom was lowkey abusive and my brother would bully me and is the reason why I hate myself, my step dad was a drunk nigger. Now I’m in the process of getting surgery and I need to have pull 6 teeth my wisdom teeth and second molars because of my syndrome tier mandible, if really isn’t that bad and won’t descend me especially if I get trimax and implants, and it’s also a molar so it won’t sink my face like premolarextractioncels. But because I’m getting my teeth pulled I got a prescription for some perc 30s or smthn and I was thinking if I should Kms with them, because overall life is shit and I’m lowkey ashamed of living and ashamed of myself and u find everything disgusting, and I don’t have any meaning. Even tho I’m rated as ltn I spit on my face in the mirror because my jaws are underdeveloped and I have flaws like everyone else In terms of positives I’m pretty smart in terms of like art and shit but I don’t want to apply it to academics so in the moment it’s more of a curse that I just stress about, but at the same time I’m lowkey a retard for even thinking of killing myself so idek . The reason why I’m asking you for a logical unbiased answer is because I’m a little autistic, I’m not actually but I took shrooms a while back and it fucked my head a little. But what do yall think, I’m tripping atm off of lsd so eat my shit with a grain of salt
so your not seeking help your just asking if you should end yo shit?
 
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I’m 20 I’m 6’4 and I’m ltn I got 60k and getting access to mill at 26.
No from an unbiased pov no I wouldn’t with your ur height and your inheritance
If you said 5’7 and broke I’d say maybe
 
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6,4 And should i kms In the same sentence is crazy 😭
 
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GO AND SEXT CHATBOTS
HELPED FOR ME
 
nah, if I were you I'd just stick around for a bit and see how surgery pans out. just find some shit you enjoy and cope with that in the meantime. fuck living for other people, shit just encapsulates you in eternal misery.
 
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I’m 20 I’m 6’4 and I’m ltn I got 60k and getting access to mill at 26. And will spend that 60k on surgery but I have to be put on a fucking waiting list and wait two years. You might tell me that I got it pretty good on paper which is true, but man I just fucking hate my self I hate modern life, in fact I hate everybody and everything. I even hate nature, I walk outside and I’m disgusted. In terms of societal “success” I’m basically a bum, I don’t try in school or nothing, and I don’t want to do anything. I dont have a purpose or nothing. I hate to be a bitch and whine about trauma but my childhood was pretty shit, my dad who I inherited the mill from was basically a bigger even tho he was white left me when I was a kid and then died. My mom was lowkey abusive and my brother would bully me and is the reason why I hate myself, my step dad was a drunk nigger. Now I’m in the process of getting surgery and I need to have pull 6 teeth my wisdom teeth and second molars because of my syndrome tier mandible, if really isn’t that bad and won’t descend me especially if I get trimax and implants, and it’s also a molar so it won’t sink my face like premolarextractioncels. But because I’m getting my teeth pulled I got a prescription for some perc 30s or smthn and I was thinking if I should Kms with them, because overall life is shit and I’m lowkey ashamed of living and ashamed of myself and u find everything disgusting, and I don’t have any meaning. Even tho I’m rated as ltn I spit on my face in the mirror because my jaws are underdeveloped and I have flaws like everyone else In terms of positives I’m pretty smart in terms of like art and shit but I don’t want to apply it to academics so in the moment it’s more of a curse that I just stress about, but at the same time I’m lowkey a retard for even thinking of killing myself so idek . The reason why I’m asking you for a logical unbiased answer is because I’m a little autistic, I’m not actually but I took shrooms a while back and it fucked my head a little. But what do yall think, I’m tripping atm off of lsd so eat my shit with a grain of salt
honestly bro just end it tbh life is only suffering
 
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I know how you feel bro I was a late bloomer incel throughout high school but I’m not larping I promise , I ain’t contemplating suicide because of looks
just cope till you get the surgery and heal then you will see how your life improves
 
I know how you feel bro I was a late bloomer incel throughout high school but I’m not larping I promise , I ain’t contemplating suicide because of looks
Why not hardmax then decide ?
 
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I’m 20 I’m 6’4 and I’m ltn I got 60k and getting access to mill at 26. And will spend that 60k on surgery but I have to be put on a fucking waiting list and wait two years. You might tell me that I got it pretty good on paper which is true, but man I just fucking hate my self I hate modern life, in fact I hate everybody and everything. I even hate nature, I walk outside and I’m disgusted. In terms of societal “success” I’m basically a bum, I don’t try in school or nothing, and I don’t want to do anything. I dont have a purpose or nothing. I hate to be a bitch and whine about trauma but my childhood was pretty shit, my dad who I inherited the mill from was basically a bigger even tho he was white left me when I was a kid and then died. My mom was lowkey abusive and my brother would bully me and is the reason why I hate myself, my step dad was a drunk nigger. Now I’m in the process of getting surgery and I need to have pull 6 teeth my wisdom teeth and second molars because of my syndrome tier mandible, if really isn’t that bad and won’t descend me especially if I get trimax and implants, and it’s also a molar so it won’t sink my face like premolarextractioncels. But because I’m getting my teeth pulled I got a prescription for some perc 30s or smthn and I was thinking if I should Kms with them, because overall life is shit and I’m lowkey ashamed of living and ashamed of myself and u find everything disgusting, and I don’t have any meaning. Even tho I’m rated as ltn I spit on my face in the mirror because my jaws are underdeveloped and I have flaws like everyone else In terms of positives I’m pretty smart in terms of like art and shit but I don’t want to apply it to academics so in the moment it’s more of a curse that I just stress about, but at the same time I’m lowkey a retard for even thinking of killing myself so idek . The reason why I’m asking you for a logical unbiased answer is because I’m a little autistic, I’m not actually but I took shrooms a while back and it fucked my head a little. But what do yall think, I’m tripping atm off of lsd so eat my shit with a grain of salt
I read all of it, Sad shit but you’re 6’4 have you even tried finding a girlfriend?
 
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you a bitch nigga :ROFLMAO: dudes gonna kill himself over jack shit
Nigga I ain’t even looking at suicide or life in some sad nigga shit I just don’t gaf bout nothing so why should I live nigga, we all gon die one day anyway, even if I become Chad through surgery and I’m 6’4 I’m going to have to suffer and our generation is fucked and there isn’t any fullfilment from anything. Plus I gooned too much that I don’t even find anyone attractive. If anything I’m the real nigga who ain’t scared to pull the trigger and were here on incel forums, that to me is enough to hate my self
 
Nigga I ain’t even looking at suicide or life in some sad nigga shit I just don’t gaf bout nothing so why should I live nigga, we all gon die one day anyway, even if I become Chad through surgery and I’m 6’4 I’m going to have to suffer and our generation is fucked and there isn’t any fullfilment from anything. Plus I gooned too much that I don’t even find anyone attractive. If anything I’m the real nigga who ain’t scared to pull the trigger and were here on incel forums, that to me is enough to hate my self
jesus christ bro so you find no enjoyment in ANYTHING?
 
Nigga I ain’t even looking at suicide or life in some sad nigga shit I just don’t gaf bout nothing so why should I live nigga, we all gon die one day anyway, even if I become Chad through surgery and I’m 6’4 I’m going to have to suffer and our generation is fucked and there isn’t any fullfilment from anything. Plus I gooned too much that I don’t even find anyone attractive. If anything I’m the real nigga who ain’t scared to pull the trigger and were here on incel forums, that to me is enough to hate my self
I would reccomend breaking through on DMT it would change your perspective on life its called an ego death i cant even explain its fucking crazy man find a way to get DMT and breakthrough on it
 
I would reccomend breaking through on DMT it would change your perspective on life its called an ego death i cant even explain its fucking crazy man find a way to get DMT and breakthrough on it
I trip pretty regularly with shrooms and acid usually ether take two tabs or 4 gs. Pretty decent dose and that’s the reason for the state I’m in, in fact I just took ny tab an hour ago but I’ve never smoked dmt, I’m too lazy to cook it and I’m scared that the pens going to have some Chinese nigger chemicals. But I’ll try it maybe it will give me a better outlook
 
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I trip pretty regularly with shrooms and acid usually ether take two tabs or 4 gs. Pretty decent dose and that’s the reason for the state I’m in, in fact I just took ny tab an hour ago but I’ve never smoked dmt, I’m too lazy to cook it and I’m scared that the pens going to have some Chinese nigger chemicals. But I’ll try it maybe it will give me a better outlook
DMT is not like acid bro its that shit those niggas in affrica drink in their tea that makes them wise if you breakthrough on it you would geniunly change as a person
 
I read all of it, Sad shit but you’re 6’4 have you even tried finding a girlfriend?
Nah I’m addixted to porn so I’m so desensitized, I’ll go to party’s and drunk sluts talk to me but I’m not interested because I need some crazy gangnang porn to goon to to actually feel something and it’s not easy to quit so I just be beating my shit jfl. Nah but fr I did fuck around with a few sluts at ghetto ass California parties but to me it ain’t all that, like I said I don’t enjoy anything
 
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I’m 20 I’m 6’4 and I’m ltn I got 60k and getting access to mill at 26. And will spend that 60k on surgery but I have to be put on a fucking waiting list and wait two years. You might tell me that I got it pretty good on paper which is true, but man I just fucking hate my self I hate modern life, in fact I hate everybody and everything. I even hate nature, I walk outside and I’m disgusted. In terms of societal “success” I’m basically a bum, I don’t try in school or nothing, and I don’t want to do anything. I dont have a purpose or nothing. I hate to be a bitch and whine about trauma but my childhood was pretty shit, my dad who I inherited the mill from was basically a bigger even tho he was white left me when I was a kid and then died. My mom was lowkey abusive and my brother would bully me and is the reason why I hate myself, my step dad was a drunk nigger. Now I’m in the process of getting surgery and I need to have pull 6 teeth my wisdom teeth and second molars because of my syndrome tier mandible, if really isn’t that bad and won’t descend me especially if I get trimax and implants, and it’s also a molar so it won’t sink my face like premolarextractioncels. But because I’m getting my teeth pulled I got a prescription for some perc 30s or smthn and I was thinking if I should Kms with them, because overall life is shit and I’m lowkey ashamed of living and ashamed of myself and u find everything disgusting, and I don’t have any meaning. Even tho I’m rated as ltn I spit on my face in the mirror because my jaws are underdeveloped and I have flaws like everyone else In terms of positives I’m pretty smart in terms of like art and shit but I don’t want to apply it to academics so in the moment it’s more of a curse that I just stress about, but at the same time I’m lowkey a retard for even thinking of killing myself so idek . The reason why I’m asking you for a logical unbiased answer is because I’m a little autistic, I’m not actually but I took shrooms a while back and it fucked my head a little. But what do yall think, I’m tripping atm off of lsd so eat my shit with a grain of salt
Considering you’re 6’4 and are set to inherit 60 bands, DNR nigga!
 
I’m 20 I’m 6’4 and I’m ltn I got 60k and getting access to mill at 26. And will spend that 60k on surgery but I have to be put on a fucking waiting list and wait two years. You might tell me that I got it pretty good on paper which is true, but man I just fucking hate my self I hate modern life, in fact I hate everybody and everything. I even hate nature, I walk outside and I’m disgusted. In terms of societal “success” I’m basically a bum, I don’t try in school or nothing, and I don’t want to do anything. I dont have a purpose or nothing. I hate to be a bitch and whine about trauma but my childhood was pretty shit, my dad who I inherited the mill from was basically a bigger even tho he was white left me when I was a kid and then died. My mom was lowkey abusive and my brother would bully me and is the reason why I hate myself, my step dad was a drunk nigger. Now I’m in the process of getting surgery and I need to have pull 6 teeth my wisdom teeth and second molars because of my syndrome tier mandible, if really isn’t that bad and won’t descend me especially if I get trimax and implants, and it’s also a molar so it won’t sink my face like premolarextractioncels. But because I’m getting my teeth pulled I got a prescription for some perc 30s or smthn and I was thinking if I should Kms with them, because overall life is shit and I’m lowkey ashamed of living and ashamed of myself and u find everything disgusting, and I don’t have any meaning. Even tho I’m rated as ltn I spit on my face in the mirror because my jaws are underdeveloped and I have flaws like everyone else In terms of positives I’m pretty smart in terms of like art and shit but I don’t want to apply it to academics so in the moment it’s more of a curse that I just stress about, but at the same time I’m lowkey a retard for even thinking of killing myself so idek . The reason why I’m asking you for a logical unbiased answer is because I’m a little autistic, I’m not actually but I took shrooms a while back and it fucked my head a little. But what do yall think, I’m tripping atm off of lsd so eat my shit with a grain of salt
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I’m gonna say no nigga considering you get to have surgery at 22 and will be rich in a couple years the pros of your life will outweigh the cons just stay strong so you can enjoy it

At 1 mill pretty sure you don’t even have to wageslave just live off the interest and go travel or some shit don’t focus too much on your past that never got anyone anywhere seriously probably the worst thing you can do just live right now
 

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