james_2006
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Honestly I have to be completely real here,
My life has been a fucking waste. For the past 20 years I socially isolated myself from others and I also acted way more immature than other kids my age. I was basically a laughing stock but I played into it. HS was dogshit too cause it was basically the same thing except I did mature around senior year but even then I probably spent more time in the bathroom on my phone than in class. I never spent any time thinking about a future career. Then I got to college and realized how much I fucked up my whole life. And I have like 4 friends but the only reason I do is because one of them lives so close to me. If it weren’t for that I’d have no friends cause I’m never the one who asks to hang out. I have really bad anxiety and I probably have adhd or something.
As for the future, I can’t see it being any better than it is now. Even if I become more attractive the best I’ll get is some compliments but I have no social skills whatsoever. I’m just gonna get a job that I’m gonna despise and I’m gonna be lonely for the rest of my life. I’m probably never getting married or having kids.
Also it shows how immature I am cause on org I just post retarded shit. And I regret making an account on here cause digital footprint Yk but I’m such an irrelevant user anyway I’m not sure it would matter. I didn’t say any pedo shit but I did make death threats towards Jews.





I fucking hate this life that I was born into.
My life has been a fucking waste. For the past 20 years I socially isolated myself from others and I also acted way more immature than other kids my age. I was basically a laughing stock but I played into it. HS was dogshit too cause it was basically the same thing except I did mature around senior year but even then I probably spent more time in the bathroom on my phone than in class. I never spent any time thinking about a future career. Then I got to college and realized how much I fucked up my whole life. And I have like 4 friends but the only reason I do is because one of them lives so close to me. If it weren’t for that I’d have no friends cause I’m never the one who asks to hang out. I have really bad anxiety and I probably have adhd or something.
As for the future, I can’t see it being any better than it is now. Even if I become more attractive the best I’ll get is some compliments but I have no social skills whatsoever. I’m just gonna get a job that I’m gonna despise and I’m gonna be lonely for the rest of my life. I’m probably never getting married or having kids.
Also it shows how immature I am cause on org I just post retarded shit. And I regret making an account on here cause digital footprint Yk but I’m such an irrelevant user anyway I’m not sure it would matter. I didn’t say any pedo shit but I did make death threats towards Jews.
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