Should I rope at this point?

[james_2006]

Honestly I have to be completely real here,

My life has been a fucking waste. For the past 20 years I socially isolated myself from others and I also acted way more immature than other kids my age. I was basically a laughing stock but I played into it. HS was dogshit too cause it was basically the same thing except I did mature around senior year but even then I probably spent more time in the bathroom on my phone than in class. I never spent any time thinking about a future career. Then I got to college and realized how much I fucked up my whole life. And I have like 4 friends but the only reason I do is because one of them lives so close to me. If it weren’t for that I’d have no friends cause I’m never the one who asks to hang out. I have really bad anxiety and I probably have adhd or something.

As for the future, I can’t see it being any better than it is now. Even if I become more attractive the best I’ll get is some compliments but I have no social skills whatsoever. I’m just gonna get a job that I’m gonna despise and I’m gonna be lonely for the rest of my life. I’m probably never getting married or having kids.

Also it shows how immature I am cause on org I just post retarded shit. And I regret making an account on here cause digital footprint Yk but I’m such an irrelevant user anyway I’m not sure it would matter. I didn’t say any pedo shit but I did make death threats towards Jews.

I fucking hate this life that I was born into.

 

[Deleted member 135923]

You should do be doing everything at every point

 

[james_2006]

Bump

 

[ge0]

Honestly I have to be completely real here,

My life has been a fucking waste. For the past 20 years I socially isolated myself from others and I also acted way more immature than other kids my age. I was basically a laughing stock but I played into it. HS was dogshit too cause it was basically the same thing except I did mature around senior year but even then I probably spent more time in the bathroom on my phone than in class. I never spent any time thinking about a future career. Then I got to college and realized how much I fucked up my whole life. And I have like 4 friends but the only reason I do is because one of them lives so close to me. If it weren’t for that I’d have no friends cause I’m never the one who asks to hang out. I have really bad anxiety and I probably have adhd or something.

As for the future, I can’t see it being any better than it is now. Even if I become more attractive the best I’ll get is some compliments but I have no social skills whatsoever. I’m just gonna get a job that I’m gonna despise and I’m gonna be lonely for the rest of my life. I’m probably never getting married or having kids.

Also it shows how immature I am cause on org I just post retarded shit. And I regret making an account on here cause digital footprint Yk but I’m such an irrelevant user anyway I’m not sure it would matter. I didn’t say any pedo shit but I did make death threats against Jews.

I fucking hate this life that I was born into.

Roping shouldn’t be an option

 

[Axton]

dnr but ascend or die it’s your choice

 

[james_2006]

Roping shouldn’t be an option

It’s an option for me. I just want to forget about these last 20 years of dogshit

 

[ge0]

It’s an option for me. I just want to forget about these last 20 years of dogshit

Have you ever had a love life and or relationship?

 

[james_2006]

Have you ever had a love life and or relationship?

No. I’m KHHV at 20 I may have had a hug from a girl but it was definitely platonic.

 

[swinolionus]

Just go live in the forest bro you bring nothing to society

 

[ge0]

No. I’m KHHV at 20 I may have had a hug from a girl but it was definitely platonic.

I really don’t know what to say but it gets better or worse depending on how you want it to go. I mean you may be better fixing your personality while doing lm

 

[ge0]

No. I’m KHHV at 20 I may have had a hug from a girl but it was definitely platonic.

And goodluck on your journey bro. I know we don’t know each other but i genuienly hoped i helped you and shit gets better man

 

[james_2006]

And goodluck on your journey bro. I know we don’t know each other but i genuienly hoped i helped you and shit gets better man

Thank you man. It really comes down to my doings but if I really try I’ll have some personality

 

[james_2006]

Bump

 

[soulless_npc]

No you're way too young to call it yet. I was KHHV until 22. If you struggle with anxiety and social skills it is going to make things tough and you will have to unlearn and relearn a lot of behaviors. But it's not impossible. Focus on what you can control and look to the future not to the past, some people don't hit their stride until later. Going to school and having a good job is a mog, I understand you don't feel like it rn, but what sucks even more is getting older and having to do entry level jobs that suck dick over and over.

 

[james_2006]

No you're way too young to call it yet. I was KHHV until 22. If you struggle with anxiety and social skills it is going to make things tough and you will have to unlearn and relearn a lot of behaviors. But it's not impossible. Focus on what you can control and look to the future not to the past, some people don't hit their stride until later. Going to school and having a good job is a mog, I understand you don't feel like it rn, but what sucks even more is getting older and having to do entry level jobs that suck dick over and over.

I’m still going to improve my looks not even for girls but I just want to feel confident in myself. I’ve lost 45 pounds from last year which shows I can improve in some areas. Also I’m definitely more mature than I was back in 2021.

 

[velwetyy]

My life has been a fucking waste. For the past 20 years I socially isolated myself from others and I also acted way more immature than other kids my age. I was basically a laughing stock but I played into it. HS was dogshit too cause it was basically the same thing except I did mature around senior year but even then I probably spent more time in the bathroom on my phone than in class. I never spent any time thinking about a future career. Then I got to college and realized how much I fucked up my whole life. And I have like 4 friends but the only reason I do is because one of them lives so close to me. If it weren’t for that I’d have no friends cause I’m never the one who asks to hang out. I have really bad anxiety and I probably have adhd or something.

As for the future, I can’t see it being any better than it is now. Even if I become more attractive the best I’ll get is some compliments but I have no social skills whatsoever. I’m just gonna get a job that I’m gonna despise and I’m gonna be lonely for the rest of my life. I’m probably never getting married or having kids.

Also it shows how immature I am cause on org I just post retarded shit. And I regret making an account on here cause digital footprint Yk but I’m such an irrelevant user anyway I’m not sure it would matter. I didn’t say any pedo shit but I did make death threats towards Jews.

I fucking hate this life that I was born into.

There is no reincarnation so just ascend. Intelligence and appearance can improve, but you only have one life it's illogical to give up without trying.

 

[j1m]

yo
jimmy to jimmy,
life is beautiful.
you dont think so because you havent experienced the beautiful parts of life.
you havent experienced the beautiful parts of life because you havent put yourself in a position to do so.
my mental health was arguably worse than yours.
heres what changed my mental health:
- spend more time outside than inside
- sell my phone
- talk with every single person within 20ft of me
- listen to cool music
- carnivore diet
- help people
- join a big family of people who actually care about me, that has members from around the world, so that i can go to any city in the world and find people who genuinely care about me and want to help me, regardless of my looks or money

say whatever you want bro.
but my mental health is better than yours, after being arguably worse than yours.
now I can't NOT love life.

 

[Asdec]

I don’t know, man. I’m feeling the same. I’ll try to ascend, but I think that looks, although very important, aren’t the key to my fulfillment, or for most people on this forum. And honestly, I have no idea what to do about it.

Every aspect of our lives feels so brutal. It just makes me more and more demoralized. The economy sucks, every industry is oversaturated, there’s no sense of community, loneliness… etc. Sure, if I ascend, some issues might be fixed, but in the grand scheme of things, it just feels like it’s over.

 

[Deleted member 160098]

Honestly I have to be completely real here,

My life has been a fucking waste. For the past 20 years I socially isolated myself from others and I also acted way more immature than other kids my age. I was basically a laughing stock but I played into it. HS was dogshit too cause it was basically the same thing except I did mature around senior year but even then I probably spent more time in the bathroom on my phone than in class. I never spent any time thinking about a future career. Then I got to college and realized how much I fucked up my whole life. And I have like 4 friends but the only reason I do is because one of them lives so close to me. If it weren’t for that I’d have no friends cause I’m never the one who asks to hang out. I have really bad anxiety and I probably have adhd or something.

As for the future, I can’t see it being any better than it is now. Even if I become more attractive the best I’ll get is some compliments but I have no social skills whatsoever. I’m just gonna get a job that I’m gonna despise and I’m gonna be lonely for the rest of my life. I’m probably never getting married or having kids.

Also it shows how immature I am cause on org I just post retarded shit. And I regret making an account on here cause digital footprint Yk but I’m such an irrelevant user anyway I’m not sure it would matter. I didn’t say any pedo shit but I did make death threats towards Jews.

I fucking hate this life that I was born into.

Hey, friend, I’m in a similar situation—we’re the same age. You have four friends and you’re in college. But I don’t have a single friend, and I’m not in college either—so I’m basically living the NEET life. You can DM me if you want to talk.

 

[kisslessvirgin]

20? you life is just starting. I am in the same boat as you. there is still time let it ride.

 

[SickendExistence]

Honestly I have to be completely real here,

My life has been a fucking waste. For the past 20 years I socially isolated myself from others and I also acted way more immature than other kids my age. I was basically a laughing stock but I played into it. HS was dogshit too cause it was basically the same thing except I did mature around senior year but even then I probably spent more time in the bathroom on my phone than in class. I never spent any time thinking about a future career. Then I got to college and realized how much I fucked up my whole life. And I have like 4 friends but the only reason I do is because one of them lives so close to me. If it weren’t for that I’d have no friends cause I’m never the one who asks to hang out. I have really bad anxiety and I probably have adhd or something.

As for the future, I can’t see it being any better than it is now. Even if I become more attractive the best I’ll get is some compliments but I have no social skills whatsoever. I’m just gonna get a job that I’m gonna despise and I’m gonna be lonely for the rest of my life. I’m probably never getting married or having kids.

Also it shows how immature I am cause on org I just post retarded shit. And I regret making an account on here cause digital footprint Yk but I’m such an irrelevant user anyway I’m not sure it would matter. I didn’t say any pedo shit but I did make death threats towards Jews.

I fucking hate this life that I was born into.

DNR but it’s OK just follow myron Gaines and Andrew Tate’s advice and all the women will swarm to you like dogs. I learned this at 20, now I’m 36 and I fuck bitches every single fucking day in my private jets and supercars. Just follow the numerology way my brother.

 

[MorrocanFarmer]

No you're way too young to call it yet. I was KHHV until 22. If you struggle with anxiety and social skills it is going to make things tough and you will have to unlearn and relearn a lot of behaviors. But it's not impossible. Focus on what you can control and look to the future not to the past, some people don't hit their stride until later. Going to school and having a good job is a mog, I understand you don't feel like it rn, but what sucks even more is getting older and having to do entry level jobs that suck dick over and over.

Cope

 

[MorrocanFarmer]

If u were born lame, u will always be lame, trust me.
Same thing for me, its over for me, im neuroDIEVIRIGIN.
If u are even mildly autistic or ND, ur gonna suffer.
Even if u improve ur looks, women still will hate u and dont see u sexually attractive, bc u are "weird".
Best case scenario, u ascend, have pity sex with a NT woman with decent genetics, and ur son is born NT. He will hate u and despise u for being ND weirdo, but atleast he will have a good social life and ur genes are passed on.
If u cannot get better looks, have sex with NT woman and get her pregnant, best case scenario in ur life is suicide or easy fast death.
Its all gonna become worse and worse and worse when the time goes on in ur life.
Forget about having friendships, u wont have any, maybe besides with other ND weirdos.
We suffer bc we were born like this, with neurodivergency.

 

[Matthew24]

Honestly I have to be completely real here,

My life has been a fucking waste. For the past 20 years I socially isolated myself from others and I also acted way more immature than other kids my age. I was basically a laughing stock but I played into it. HS was dogshit too cause it was basically the same thing except I did mature around senior year but even then I probably spent more time in the bathroom on my phone than in class. I never spent any time thinking about a future career. Then I got to college and realized how much I fucked up my whole life. And I have like 4 friends but the only reason I do is because one of them lives so close to me. If it weren’t for that I’d have no friends cause I’m never the one who asks to hang out. I have really bad anxiety and I probably have adhd or something.

As for the future, I can’t see it being any better than it is now. Even if I become more attractive the best I’ll get is some compliments but I have no social skills whatsoever. I’m just gonna get a job that I’m gonna despise and I’m gonna be lonely for the rest of my life. I’m probably never getting married or having kids.

Also it shows how immature I am cause on org I just post retarded shit. And I regret making an account on here cause digital footprint Yk but I’m such an irrelevant user anyway I’m not sure it would matter. I didn’t say any pedo shit but I did make death threats towards Jews.

I fucking hate this life that I was born into.

 

[WilhelmThyWizard]

Honestly I have to be completely real here,

My life has been a fucking waste. For the past 20 years I socially isolated myself from others and I also acted way more immature than other kids my age. I was basically a laughing stock but I played into it. HS was dogshit too cause it was basically the same thing except I did mature around senior year but even then I probably spent more time in the bathroom on my phone than in class. I never spent any time thinking about a future career. Then I got to college and realized how much I fucked up my whole life. And I have like 4 friends but the only reason I do is because one of them lives so close to me. If it weren’t for that I’d have no friends cause I’m never the one who asks to hang out. I have really bad anxiety and I probably have adhd or something.

As for the future, I can’t see it being any better than it is now. Even if I become more attractive the best I’ll get is some compliments but I have no social skills whatsoever. I’m just gonna get a job that I’m gonna despise and I’m gonna be lonely for the rest of my life. I’m probably never getting married or having kids.

Also it shows how immature I am cause on org I just post retarded shit. And I regret making an account on here cause digital footprint Yk but I’m such an irrelevant user anyway I’m not sure it would matter. I didn’t say any pedo shit but I did make death threats towards Jews.

I fucking hate this life that I was born into.

KILL YOURSELF FAGGOT AND REBIRTH INTO a NEW, U HAVE SPENT ALL YOUR LIFE COLLECTING THES3 FAILURES AND MEMEROYS OF BEING. A PUSSY. NOW finally you can be a clean Slat

 

[InspiredByClav]

Honestly I have to be completely real here,

My life has been a fucking waste. For the past 20 years I socially isolated myself from others and I also acted way more immature than other kids my age. I was basically a laughing stock but I played into it. HS was dogshit too cause it was basically the same thing except I did mature around senior year but even then I probably spent more time in the bathroom on my phone than in class. I never spent any time thinking about a future career. Then I got to college and realized how much I fucked up my whole life. And I have like 4 friends but the only reason I do is because one of them lives so close to me. If it weren’t for that I’d have no friends cause I’m never the one who asks to hang out. I have really bad anxiety and I probably have adhd or something.

As for the future, I can’t see it being any better than it is now. Even if I become more attractive the best I’ll get is some compliments but I have no social skills whatsoever. I’m just gonna get a job that I’m gonna despise and I’m gonna be lonely for the rest of my life. I’m probably never getting married or having kids.

Also it shows how immature I am cause on org I just post retarded shit. And I regret making an account on here cause digital footprint Yk but I’m such an irrelevant user anyway I’m not sure it would matter. I didn’t say any pedo shit but I did make death threats towards Jews.

I fucking hate this life that I was born into.

If your willing to kys over how Shit you look then doesnt that mean your willing to get surgery ? (If you have the money)

When people complain that they hate themselves because of the way they look and want to die, if your willing to lose your life then your fully up for getting as much surgery as you want. Same niggas who say their considering suicide are too scared to stick a needle in their ass If you have...

looksmax.org

 

[james_2006]

If your willing to kys over how Shit you look then doesnt that mean your willing to get surgery ? (If you have the money)

When people complain that they hate themselves because of the way they look and want to die, if your willing to lose your life then your fully up for getting as much surgery as you want. Same niggas who say their considering suicide are too scared to stick a needle in their ass If you have...

looksmax.org

I prefer natural women. I’ll never get plastic surgery cause I think is an abomination

 

[james_2006]

wait is it a bad look if im on this site even tho i never said anything bad

I think some liberal feminist redditors might freak out but you’ll prolly be chill as long as you don’t say anything bad

 

[Knifezombie]

Try to improve more and don't rope