should i sell my soul to be nt

[xlefort]

im kinda nd i wanna experience my youth while i still can, should i be selective about who i make friends with? even though i hate talking to most people? or should i stay autistic and remain true to myself, hopefully meeting the margin of people like me
only within the context of social settings with people around my age (16)

 

[ascendingincel3179]

bro im telling u make friends find people

i cut off everyone n pushed everyone away to be alone now im lonely n do shit with my life

DO NOT STAY TRUE TO URSELF ITS NOT BETTER OFF ALONE CS IF IT WAS U WOULDNT EVEN THINK TS WAY

 

[horseman.]

You are NT stop larping

 

[xlefort]

bro im telling u make friends find people

i cut off everyone n pushed everyone away to be alone now im lonely n do shit with my life

DO NOT STAY TRUE TO URSELF ITS NOT BETTER OFF ALONE CS IF IT WAS U WOULDNT EVEN THINK TS WAY

i see

the thing is when i try to do this, make friends with nt people

when im in the moment socializing and theyre all bunched up together acting like retards i feel so lethargic and kind of dissociate, its just such a herculean task to build a real connection with these types of people

should i try to rid myself of this neurosis? or is it genuinely worth thugging out

 

[xlefort]

You are NT stop larping

what makes you say that

 

[user56734412]

im kinda nd i wanna experience my youth while i still can, should i be selective about who i make friends with? even though i hate talking to most people? or should i stay autistic and remain true to myself, hopefully meeting the margin of people like me
only within the context of social settings with people around my age (16)

lowkey bro just find a friend you can talk about normal things like ranking buns from the class or games without acting retarted.Its chill and you feel better cause your not as isolated from people .

 

[xlefort]

lowkey bro just find a friend you can talk about normal things like ranking buns from the class or games without acting retarted.Its chill and you feel better cause your not as isolated from people .

thanks man, its just so difficult because i do not relate to people with this stuff, i enjoy talking about things more esoteric as corny as it sounds
im asexual so i cant do shit like "ranking buns" or if i talk about something thats supposed to be light and small its extremely boring unless i pedantically over analyze everything and try to iq mog the other person

 

[user56734412]

bro not tryna hate or anything but why are you on this forum if you dont care abbout opposite gender atraction?

 

[cb.aesthetics]

dude you cant larp nt as nd

its literally a representation of how your brain is wired.
you cant 'sell your soul' to change how you think and act as a person

i would call you a retard but youre autistic, so you literally are retarded