should i wait one more year

[envi.matei]

so i have been thinking over and over again and my hearts accelerates everytime i think abt roping. i kinda fear it but everything it too hard. im thinking if i should way until 2027 and if i manage to ascend then i wouldnt rope. idk i got mixed feelings and when i want to sh i stop because i dont got any disinfectant and my blade is pretty fucked up so im scared if it would infect and have to go to the hospital

 

[carpe diem]

so i have been thinking over and over again and my hearts accelerates everytime i think abt roping. i kinda fear it but everything it too hard. im thinking if i should way until 2027 and if i manage to ascend then i wouldnt rope. idk i got mixed feelings and when i want to sh i stop because i dont got any disinfectant and my blade is pretty fucked up so im scared if it would infect and have to go to the hospital

don't, find something to live for

 

[envi.matei]

don't, find something to live for

ig. idk if i decide not to i would focus my life on my hobby and ascending

 

[smoochumsthesoft]

ig. idk if i decide not to i would focus my life on my hobby and ascending

keep doing that

 

[NigoloBosul]

so i have been thinking over and over again and my hearts accelerates everytime i think abt roping. i kinda fear it but everything it too hard. im thinking if i should way until 2027 and if i manage to ascend then i wouldnt rope. idk i got mixed feelings and when i want to sh i stop because i dont got any disinfectant and my blade is pretty fucked up so im scared if it would infect and have to go to the hospital

U should stop thinking about this
Ive told u many times to stop having this mentality and go with me to the gym or go out and play soccer