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Chudultra
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I’ve been thinking about it for years and a couple days ago I was gun shopping with my friends who were old enough and it got me thinking about how easy it would be. I would never have to try to impress a girl again or stay up all night starving it would just be over. I wouldn’t have to care about what my parents think because I’d be dead all I would have to do is just walk into my brothers room grab one of his guns and blow my head clean off I’m already a sophomore in highschool and it just seems to be awful day in and day out I went out on some jet skis with a couple of friends last week and all I could think about was going home and dying I’ve got a plan for it too my mom leaves for work all the time so I would wake up a little late just so I don’t have to see her write a note that talks about how everyone should forget me and how bad I’ve treated people and deserve to rot in hell and than I’d call 911 so that they find me instead of my mom grab my brothers shotgun and turn my head into paste. It seems so appealing I’ve started dreaming about it and hopefully once I stop being a pussy I can get it over with