I didn't pay for it, they gave me a disability insurance for free due to me having a mental "disability" they count depression as a disability, and the visits are required so I don't get taken off the insurance. It's only a virtual visit on a phone, with a camera that's it with only 15 minutes of conversation.
Well I fell of a roof when I was 6 and my skull was impacted with a huge bump which gave me an abnormal development growing up, maybe it affected my iq too. You mog me since you didn't have an injury which hindered your development. I wouldn't be on this forum if I wasn't in that accident. Fuck this brutal reality. My life would be 100% different, and would've fucked many girls now I'm fucked and stuck on this forum waiting for surgeries
Your skull looks fine though, Your craniofacial profile isn't recessed though. Unfortunate for the balding part though. My frontal bone is recessed making me look low iq, and fucks with the craniofacial profile, plus it made my occiput flat making my side skull look smaller in proportion to my face. My supraorbital isn't developed making my eyebrows droopy and incomplete looking, causing people to think I'm mad neutral face mode.
Nigga I'm balding too probably nw1.5 or 2 jfl and im 21
, however due to my type of skull I can pull it off, but if it goes further i can't jfl
„“““““depression““““““ as a real diagnosis, this world jfl. they do this so they can send you to a psychologist to suck your soul out. go see a pastor like it was done the last 1000 years instead if you really need it
nah the only thing that can fix my depression is the main source causing it, which is my deformity. I need surgery which is why I got disability insurance
to cover the surgeries for free. I even got a sleep study which I got ahi of 98, now i can get bimax free nigga 
how am i still alive though when i stop breatihng 98 times an hour though?
good luck bronah the only thing that can fix my depression is the main source causing it, which is my deformity. I need surgery which is why I got disability insurance
Are u dumb nigga jfl
watch the video
anhedonia aka high serotonin
What drug helps me with this? What about wellbutrin
what about MAO drugs?
nah
bro your pfp mad creepy
Ugh. Its a creepy day. I had to save the same stupid snake again. This time, he was pretty much dead. Was strangling itself on the netting. Clipped thread by thread off. Ugh. Like removing stitches. He was relieved. Didn't even think about striking me. Big fucker too. Sure, most parasites would kill it. Decapitate its head. But I fear no snakes. And since it wasn't poisonous, no need to kill something just to kill it. And I wasn't in a mood for grilled roasted snake anyway. Ugh.
it‘s true though
I heard about this actually ngl, i had anhedonia once it was super bad, maybe even worse then depression. I need to lower seratonin and increase dopamin3 somehow
lsd, cyproheptadine
It's calming at the same time, doesn't give me brain fog with anxiety like Adderall does
anhedonia is legit worse than depression. But it has an advantage ngl, if you lack emotions you don't want to suicide however you will keep rotting and suffering due to the complete lack of drive/motivation
Only time I got anhedonia was when I came off of steroids the first time after my PCT and while coming off of phenibut
what did it feel like for you?
Its more calming true but i don't like it, i don't like that it isn't euphoric like adderall, its just mildly nice for the first 1 hour then i feel robotic. Amphetamines make me feel like a narcy confident asshole which i like jfl
I did lsd few times, awesome ngl, and yeah it definitely helps about anxiety and ither stuff after. Good shit tbh. Biggest improvement it made my cigarette addiction very easy now, i crave them very little its awesome
Basically I feel nothing. Want to lay in bed all day and all night. Binge watch porn but don't feel real pleasure from masturbating or from eating.
yea exactly what i have, i literally don't have emotions
coming off steroids + phenibut is the worst combo possible mate
Should have just decided to TRT for life back then, this whole cycle+pct shit doesn't work.
