kana
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Abusive and controlling parents have destroyed my social development; they won't let me even drive anymore to see my girlfriend, and I'm losing my mind because of it.
I have no friends or anybody else at school after being falsely accused of rape and leaked, better yet, falsely accused of raping a 13-year-old girl.
They won't let me drive anymore, they have installed hidden AirTags in my vehicle, I have 17$ in my bank account and 60$ pending from Depop (I've just started dropshipping), and they won't feed me often enough to satisfy my cravings. I have applied to 400+ jobs and have been rejected from all but two, and they ghosted me post-interview.
Now, school is likely not an option for me, thanks to the (call me a faggot) trauma of my ex invoking hell upon me, my college GPA dropped from a 3.7 to a 2.4 in one year as I am a dual-enrollment student, as far as my high school GPA it's dropped from a 3.6 to a 2.9, my test scores are above-average but not stellar, althought, I've put zero effort into studying or trying on both major tests (that being the SAT and ACT), on my SAT I have a score of 1160 and a 24 ACT
As far as the air force (my current plan), I scored a 76 on the ASVAB without trying but unfortantely you have to be 18 to join the Air Force, better yet my so called parents won't assist me in getting my license, they refuse to log the 30 cuck hours required and are very controlling over the idea of (in their eyes) their unintelligent junkie son having any freedom, therefore, my career oppurtunities in the air force are quite limited, regardless, with whatever I save up, I plan to live off such a sum in Thailand, Mexico, or any other country that has strong purchasing power for USDcels.
At school, I am seen as a public laughing stock on whom anyone can take out their anger, thanks to my ex, and of course, the moment I fight back, I am taken to court and reported to the administrators by 20+ people, one my ex's does nothing but spawncamp my classes for the sole purpose of insulting me with her friends, and every other person at school avoids me like the plague.
I have received nothing but constant disrespect and tragedy my entire life, and I'm losing my mind. Hypothetically, I desire to invoke a cleansing of the evil that I have witnessed my entire life, and hypothetically, that desire is overwhelmingly present at the moment. I just can't believe one girl, has derailed my life to such an extent, she is the living embodiment of satan and unironically stares at me laughs, knowing she has destroyed my life for no reason at all, this creature has "BPD" which is really, just a term used by society to label those who are objectivly terrible people, I do not believe anyone with BPD is deserving of life, rather, they should be brutally tortured and executed on the spot.
Please help me, I am now a senior, and to spend one more year of my life being berated and abused by everyone including my own parents, it's not working out for me
I have no friends or anybody else at school after being falsely accused of rape and leaked, better yet, falsely accused of raping a 13-year-old girl.
They won't let me drive anymore, they have installed hidden AirTags in my vehicle, I have 17$ in my bank account and 60$ pending from Depop (I've just started dropshipping), and they won't feed me often enough to satisfy my cravings. I have applied to 400+ jobs and have been rejected from all but two, and they ghosted me post-interview.
Now, school is likely not an option for me, thanks to the (call me a faggot) trauma of my ex invoking hell upon me, my college GPA dropped from a 3.7 to a 2.4 in one year as I am a dual-enrollment student, as far as my high school GPA it's dropped from a 3.6 to a 2.9, my test scores are above-average but not stellar, althought, I've put zero effort into studying or trying on both major tests (that being the SAT and ACT), on my SAT I have a score of 1160 and a 24 ACT
As far as the air force (my current plan), I scored a 76 on the ASVAB without trying but unfortantely you have to be 18 to join the Air Force, better yet my so called parents won't assist me in getting my license, they refuse to log the 30 cuck hours required and are very controlling over the idea of (in their eyes) their unintelligent junkie son having any freedom, therefore, my career oppurtunities in the air force are quite limited, regardless, with whatever I save up, I plan to live off such a sum in Thailand, Mexico, or any other country that has strong purchasing power for USDcels.
At school, I am seen as a public laughing stock on whom anyone can take out their anger, thanks to my ex, and of course, the moment I fight back, I am taken to court and reported to the administrators by 20+ people, one my ex's does nothing but spawncamp my classes for the sole purpose of insulting me with her friends, and every other person at school avoids me like the plague.
I have received nothing but constant disrespect and tragedy my entire life, and I'm losing my mind. Hypothetically, I desire to invoke a cleansing of the evil that I have witnessed my entire life, and hypothetically, that desire is overwhelmingly present at the moment. I just can't believe one girl, has derailed my life to such an extent, she is the living embodiment of satan and unironically stares at me laughs, knowing she has destroyed my life for no reason at all, this creature has "BPD" which is really, just a term used by society to label those who are objectivly terrible people, I do not believe anyone with BPD is deserving of life, rather, they should be brutally tortured and executed on the spot.
Please help me, I am now a senior, and to spend one more year of my life being berated and abused by everyone including my own parents, it's not working out for me
