Someone please motivate me to continue past the age of 18, I have one year left where I live, and I'm losing my fucking mind

[kana]

Abusive and controlling parents have destroyed my social development; they won't let me even drive anymore to see my girlfriend, and I'm losing my mind because of it.

I have no friends or anybody else at school after being falsely accused of rape and leaked, better yet, falsely accused of raping a 13-year-old girl.
They won't let me drive anymore, they have installed hidden AirTags in my vehicle, I have 17$ in my bank account and 60$ pending from Depop (I've just started dropshipping), and they won't feed me often enough to satisfy my cravings. I have applied to 400+ jobs and have been rejected from all but two, and they ghosted me post-interview.

Now, school is likely not an option for me, thanks to the (call me a faggot) trauma of my ex invoking hell upon me, my college GPA dropped from a 3.7 to a 2.4 in one year as I am a dual-enrollment student, as far as my high school GPA it's dropped from a 3.6 to a 2.9, my test scores are above-average but not stellar, althought, I've put zero effort into studying or trying on both major tests (that being the SAT and ACT), on my SAT I have a score of 1160 and a 24 ACT

As far as the air force (my current plan), I scored a 76 on the ASVAB without trying but unfortantely you have to be 18 to join the Air Force, better yet my so called parents won't assist me in getting my license, they refuse to log the 30 cuck hours required and are very controlling over the idea of (in their eyes) their unintelligent junkie son having any freedom, therefore, my career oppurtunities in the air force are quite limited, regardless, with whatever I save up, I plan to live off such a sum in Thailand, Mexico, or any other country that has strong purchasing power for USDcels.

At school, I am seen as a public laughing stock on whom anyone can take out their anger, thanks to my ex, and of course, the moment I fight back, I am taken to court and reported to the administrators by 20+ people, one my ex's does nothing but spawncamp my classes for the sole purpose of insulting me with her friends, and every other person at school avoids me like the plague.

I have received nothing but constant disrespect and tragedy my entire life, and I'm losing my mind. Hypothetically, I desire to invoke a cleansing of the evil that I have witnessed my entire life, and hypothetically, that desire is overwhelmingly present at the moment. I just can't believe one girl, has derailed my life to such an extent, she is the living embodiment of satan and unironically stares at me laughs, knowing she has destroyed my life for no reason at all, this creature has "BPD" which is really, just a term used by society to label those who are objectivly terrible people, I do not believe anyone with BPD is deserving of life, rather, they should be brutally tortured and executed on the spot.

Please help me, I am now a senior, and to spend one more year of my life being berated and abused by everyone including my own parents, it's not working out for me

 

[hax]

respect for pushing through mate

there's really nothing to do except coping with your soul for the next whole year

nothing matters in the end, as soon as it's over you can do whatever you want

just because you failed in school doesn't mean you failed in life, even though that's what your retarded parents are telling you

 

[gonion wanter]

All foids with “bpd”(psychopathic cunt syndrome) need their heads caved in with a sledgehammer

 

[DBDR]

This is nightmare fuel.

 

[Kurdishcoper]

just kill her atp no joke

 

[Arminus]

Abusive and controlling parents have destroyed my social development; they won't let me even drive anymore to see my girlfriend, and I'm losing my mind because of it.

I have no friends or anybody else at school after being falsely accused of rape and leaked, better yet, falsely accused of raping a 13-year-old girl.
They won't let me drive anymore, they have installed hidden AirTags in my vehicle, I have 17$ in my bank account and 60$ pending from Depop (I've just started dropshipping), and they won't feed me often enough to satisfy my cravings. I have applied to 400+ jobs and have been rejected from all but two, and they ghosted me post-interview.

Now, school is likely not an option for me, thanks to the (call me a faggot) trauma of my ex invoking hell upon me, my college GPA dropped from a 3.7 to a 2.4 in one year as I am a dual-enrollment student, as far as my high school GPA it's dropped from a 3.6 to a 2.9, my test scores are above-average but not stellar, althought, I've put zero effort into studying or trying on both major tests (that being the SAT and ACT), on my SAT I have a score of 1160 and a 24 ACT

As far as the air force (my current plan), I scored a 76 on the ASVAB without trying but unfortantely you have to be 18 to join the Air Force, better yet my so called parents won't assist me in getting my license, they refuse to log the 30 cuck hours required and are very controlling over the idea of (in their eyes) their unintelligent junkie son having any freedom, therefore, my career oppurtunities in the air force are quite limited, regardless, with whatever I save up, I plan to live off such a sum in Thailand, Mexico, or any other country that has strong purchasing power for USDcels.

At school, I am seen as a public laughing stock on whom anyone can take out their anger, thanks to my ex, and of course, the moment I fight back, I am taken to court and reported to the administrators by 20+ people, one my ex's does nothing but spawncamp my classes for the sole purpose of insulting me with her friends, and every other person at school avoids me like the plague.

I have received nothing but constant disrespect and tragedy my entire life, and I'm losing my mind. Hypothetically, I desire to invoke a cleansing of the evil that I have witnessed my entire life, and hypothetically, that desire is overwhelmingly present at the moment. I just can't believe one girl, has derailed my life to such an extent, she is the living embodiment of satan and unironically stares at me laughs, knowing she has destroyed my life for no reason at all, this creature has "BPD" which is really, just a term used by society to label those who are objectivly terrible people, I do not believe anyone with BPD is deserving of life, rather, they should be brutally tortured and executed on the spot.

Please help me, I am now a senior, and to spend one more year of my life being berated and abused by everyone including my own parents, it's not working out for me

Man I respect you, you are really strong

 

[pulsar23]

if you lose all hope make sure to end her life before yours

 

[segmt]

some outlet of frustration?

Crime
mma gym
etc..

 

[Imaloser7754]

Don't worry, WW3 will begin at the end of this year.

 

[whitepiller]

You pull like crazy, just look up how to graduate early and see if you can do that, or post around on face book looking for sugar mommas you can live with then drop out

 

[NarrowBoneMarrow]

I thought I’d rope by 18, but I kept pushing on

That’s the advice I have for you kid

 

[nuisance]

you clearly need to leave your parents, so focus ont that

 

[ethnic subhuman]

Maybe it will help you, I'm 17 and I'll climb the rope when I turn 19 if my life doesn't improve.

 

[looksmaxxed]

that sounds like a walk in the park. i've been through worse and i'm 56. i'm still hitting the gym, fucking hookers, and getting ready for race war. you'll be fine.

 

[whitepiller]

that sounds like a walk in the park. i've been through worse and i'm 56. i'm still hitting the gym, fucking hookers, and getting ready for race war. you'll be fine.

Would you recommend getting bimax at 20 for my side profile, its very bad, but my front is ok, and i cant grow a beard

 

[Klasik616]

Go ER

 

[iblamemandible7]

I have no friends or anybody else at school after being falsely accused of rape and leaked, better yet, falsely accused of raping a 13-year-old girl.
They won't let me drive anymore, they have installed hidden AirTags in my vehicle, I have 17$ in my bank account and 60$ pending from Depop (I've just started dropshipping), and they won't feed me often enough to satisfy my cravings. I have applied to 400+ jobs and have been rejected from all but two, and they ghosted me post-interview.

Oh my god nigga

I rebuke ts

 

[looksmaxxed]

Would you recommend getting bimax at 20 for my side profile, its very bad, but my front is ok, and i cant grow a beard

if you have the money or can get it covered, yes, go for it.

 

[Squidwardmaxx]

move to BOTB rn @Gengar

 

[Gengar]

Keep going mang, get a job and find your own place to live in. Don’t kys.

 

[Squidwardmaxx]

get a job

Hope you aren't serious.

 

[kurd]

Abusive and controlling parents have destroyed my social development; they won't let me even drive anymore to see my girlfriend, and I'm losing my mind because of it.

I have no friends or anybody else at school after being falsely accused of rape and leaked, better yet, falsely accused of raping a 13-year-old girl.
They won't let me drive anymore, they have installed hidden AirTags in my vehicle, I have 17$ in my bank account and 60$ pending from Depop (I've just started dropshipping), and they won't feed me often enough to satisfy my cravings. I have applied to 400+ jobs and have been rejected from all but two, and they ghosted me post-interview.

Now, school is likely not an option for me, thanks to the (call me a faggot) trauma of my ex invoking hell upon me, my college GPA dropped from a 3.7 to a 2.4 in one year as I am a dual-enrollment student, as far as my high school GPA it's dropped from a 3.6 to a 2.9, my test scores are above-average but not stellar, althought, I've put zero effort into studying or trying on both major tests (that being the SAT and ACT), on my SAT I have a score of 1160 and a 24 ACT

As far as the air force (my current plan), I scored a 76 on the ASVAB without trying but unfortantely you have to be 18 to join the Air Force, better yet my so called parents won't assist me in getting my license, they refuse to log the 30 cuck hours required and are very controlling over the idea of (in their eyes) their unintelligent junkie son having any freedom, therefore, my career oppurtunities in the air force are quite limited, regardless, with whatever I save up, I plan to live off such a sum in Thailand, Mexico, or any other country that has strong purchasing power for USDcels.

At school, I am seen as a public laughing stock on whom anyone can take out their anger, thanks to my ex, and of course, the moment I fight back, I am taken to court and reported to the administrators by 20+ people, one my ex's does nothing but spawncamp my classes for the sole purpose of insulting me with her friends, and every other person at school avoids me like the plague.

I have received nothing but constant disrespect and tragedy my entire life, and I'm losing my mind. Hypothetically, I desire to invoke a cleansing of the evil that I have witnessed my entire life, and hypothetically, that desire is overwhelmingly present at the moment. I just can't believe one girl, has derailed my life to such an extent, she is the living embodiment of satan and unironically stares at me laughs, knowing she has destroyed my life for no reason at all, this creature has "BPD" which is really, just a term used by society to label those who are objectivly terrible people, I do not believe anyone with BPD is deserving of life, rather, they should be brutally tortured and executed on the spot.

Please help me, I am now a senior, and to spend one more year of my life being berated and abused by everyone including my own parents, it's not working out for me

Respect to you,

Keep it pushing, life WILL get better.

All men experience harsh times in their lives, its what makes them men.

This is just a temporary thing, it will get better.

 

[Gengar]

Hope you aren't serious.

I am, he needs to get away from his family and in order to sustain himself he needs a job. How old are you?

 

[Squidwardmaxx]

I am, he needs to get away from his family and in order to sustain himself he needs a job. How old are you?

I was born in 2005 february 9

 

[Gengar]

I was born in 2005 february 9

Mirin self-doxx.

 

[Squidwardmaxx]

to sustain himself

js suck it up kid

 

[Leo Psl]

Lowkey not trynna talk shit about your parents but they be selling your life bro. i had a similar experience and i skipped school for a year then moved and made a crazy comeback. The best thing that ever accoured in my life was getting peace. have you talked about skipping school for a bit, talking to a psychaitrist or whatever the fuck the spelling of that word is?

 

[Squidwardmaxx]

 

[Squidwardmaxx]

I just can't believe one girl, has derailed my life to such an extent, she is the living embodiment of satan and unironically stares at me laughs, knowing she has destroyed my life for no reason at all,

 

[incel-at-heart]

I just can't believe one girl, has derailed my life to such an extent, she is the living embodiment of satan and unironically stares at me laughs, knowing she has destroyed my life for no reason at all, this creature has "BPD" which is really, just a term used by society to label those who are objectivly terrible people, I do not believe anyone with BPD is deserving of life, rather, they should be brutally tortured and executed on the spot.

Well, have you tried stalking and strangling her a bit? It's very good