Starvemaxxing

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

The post 2 days ago: https://looksmax.org/threads/pics-i...ery-day-starvemaxxing-is-lifemaxxing.1974237/

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This is SpectrumAesthetics3

I'm not superhuman
I'm just a guy trying his best and trying to figure things out.

But the diet update and just a serious reflection on what all this stuff really fucking takes, the real essence of all of this –​

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WHEN U HAVE TO EAT MORE –

The night of the extreme suffering post, I had to eat extra chicken and rice cakes since despite the usual necessary heavy sedatives in my system and midnight creeping up and not having slept great the night before, I was cortisol-adrenaline spiked to hell, absolutely freezing in warm clothes, and I just did not have a choice but to have to eat more so I could actually sleep.

When the body truly demands it like that on this diet, you don't have a choice, but it only counts as "demanding" it if you are on GLPs and eating really clean and not foods that spike appetite and put u on blood sugar roller coaster of hell, and only counts if your bodying is crying even for some pieces of chicken, NOT for junk food or really palatable stuff, since then it is APPETITE not true hunger

OMAD got a lot harder this week, so I've done a small chicken tenderloin lunch the last 2 days and dinner of about a lb chicken tenderloin, so with sauces it is all about 750-950 range. I was sort of cruising through lunch and the afternoon on OMAD dinner a week ago, but it either got way harder, or it was equally hard then but I struggle to remember and I was just even more ruthless to push through and give it my fucking all and had more will and hormones/chemicals to support this drive due to being earlier on in the extreme final shred vs. having been in it days and days. Need to add a walk out and about daily for multiple reasons ffs but it has been really really hard to GUATmaxx these last few days when just not LDARing altogether feels herculean at times

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THE "WHY?" –

It hasn't been easy. This or any of my ongoing maxxes. But this isn't just about being leaner or looking better, or even just a hobby or a goal to pursue. It is about getting more out of LIFE, and I WILL DO what it takes to be as valuable as I can. This will make more sense after my first YT video really sharing more on my story and my WHY and my perspective on this life.

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THE ONLY WORTHY INFLUENCER? –

And I think I'll then be an addition to the what, maybe 2-5 guys in the space, in this entire looks influencer sphere to be smart and useful + a good ethical kindmaxxed person zero grift + giving away real value for free + GENUINE and OPEN about these areas that so inherently intertwine with our pursuit and yet are not touched on with any depth by anyone

I do not watch any of these looks space guys besides Blake since they are literally just not worth watching. I'm more talking the influencers or "educational-influencers" and not channels that are really just pure education/content with no influencer presence or vibe, but I still do not watch these ever either. It's literally proper AI use and morphs.

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THE 2 META-TYPES OF PEOPLE...

And of all the possible bifurcating dichotomies for mankind, from young-old to smart-dumb to male-female to rich-poor or even hot-not hot, perhaps the most important and essential one is ALIVE vs. WALKING DEAD.
And whether we call the latter "normies" or "NPCs" or "betabuxxers" or "average people" or "conformists" or "shallow" or "basic" or "robots" or "narrow-minded" or a user of the phrase "connect over coffee sometime" or a "lower intelligence person" is of no essential difference; my story and my will and my mindset just make it impossible for me to relate to the latter group whatsoever at this point in my life, or really to even be around it for a too-extended period of time.

– It would be like a slighter lesser version of if you went to war and had your childhood childhood best friend miserably bleed out and die in your arms and then you are placed back in shallow society and are supposed to not think anything is crazy about the way people live and act and are supposed to be in "community" with people who talk about some influencer person dating another influencer person.

It's insane

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THE ONLY TYPE OF PERSON THAT EVER CAN ASCEND >1 POINT FROM THEIR (LEANMAXXED and UNFRAUDED) PRE-LOOKSMAXXED LOOKS LEVEL –​

No one can match your progress and transformation if your WILL/SPIRIT/SOUL/PSYCHE/MIND drives you to go ALL-IN with looks stuff with your ENTIRE HEART and ENTIRE SOUL.

You either understand this or you don't because this is just either you or it isn't.

This is the difference between some normie who wants to get abs for the first time since he thinks it will look cool and imagines reactions from others VS someone who is going to fight gruelingly to the bitter end of the absolute possible limit of their potential for elite aesthetics since THEY HAVE NO CHOICE.
They have a SPIRIT that DEMANDS more from life, to BE more, VS the inferior, mediocre-mass copy-paste spirits that are not ensouled with really any drive to DO or BE or LEARN or GIVE anything.

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This is my one fucking life, and that is why I will eat 1000 calories tomorrow.

 

[nontdisciple]

First

 

[Monsterzod]

no one is reading all this
just hop on a primal diet instead of coping

 

[dhusc]

no one is reading all this
just hop on a primal diet instead of coping

nigga said coping n primal diet

 

[Monsterzod]

nigga said coping n primal diet

Starve and stay short then nigger

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

@powerliftercoco
@Seeyenar
@maxx92765
@WhateverItTakes1
@solodolo

 

[dhusc]

Starve and stay short then nigger

muh raw meat, muh goatis

raw meat does nothing

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

Starve and stay short then nigger

shoot, don't want to hamper that expected growth spurt at 23!

@dhusc absolute cagefuel to have these types of commenters in these types of threads haha

 

[Monsterzod]

shoot, don't want to hamper that expected growth spurt at 23!

@dhusc absolute cagefuel to have these types of commenters in these types of threads haha

starvemaxx just remember matias will always mog you

 

[Deleted member 291046]

no one is reading all this
just hop on a primal diet instead of coping

You do know the point of the primal diet is to get fat? Pretty much fat as you possibly can while eating majority raw-dairy/dairy-fat.

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

@Cheat_Win @8cel

 

[solodolo]

The post 2 days ago: https://looksmax.org/threads/pics-i...ery-day-starvemaxxing-is-lifemaxxing.1974237/

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View attachment 4857473
View attachment 4857433

This is SpectrumAesthetics3

I'm not superhuman
I'm just a guy trying his best and trying to figure things out.

But the diet update and just a serious reflection on what all this stuff really fucking takes, the real essence of all of this –​

---------------------------------------------------------

WHEN U HAVE TO EAT MORE –

The night of the extreme suffering post, I had to eat extra chicken and rice cakes since despite the usual necessary heavy sedatives in my system and midnight creeping up and not having slept great the night before, I was cortisol-adrenaline spiked to hell, absolutely freezing in warm clothes, and I just did not have a choice but to have to eat more so I could actually sleep.

When the body truly demands it like that on this diet, you don't have a choice, but it only counts as "demanding" it if you are on GLPs and eating really clean and not foods that spike appetite and put u on blood sugar roller coaster of hell, and only counts if your bodying is crying even for some pieces of chicken, NOT for junk food or really palatable stuff, since then it is APPETITE not true hunger

OMAD got a lot harder this week, so I've done a small chicken tenderloin lunch the last 2 days and dinner of about a lb chicken tenderloin, so with sauces it is all about 750-950 range. I was sort of cruising through lunch and the afternoon on OMAD dinner a week ago, but it either got way harder, or it was equally hard then but I struggle to remember and I was just even more ruthless to push through and give it my fucking all and had more will and hormones/chemicals to support this drive due to being earlier on in the extreme final shred vs. having been in it days and days. Need to add a walk out and about daily for multiple reasons ffs but it has been really really hard to GUATmaxx these last few days when just not LDARing altogether feels herculean at times

---------------------------------------------------------

THE "WHY?" –

It hasn't been easy. This or any of my ongoing maxxes. But this isn't just about being leaner or looking better, or even just a hobby or a goal to pursue. It is about getting more out of LIFE, and I WILL DO what it takes to be as valuable as I can. This will make more sense after my first YT video really sharing more on my story and my WHY and my perspective on this life.

---------------------------------------------------------

THE ONLY WORTHY INFLUENCER? –

And I think I'll then be an addition to the what, maybe 2-5 guys in the space, in this entire looks influencer sphere to be smart and useful + a good ethical kindmaxxed person zero grift + giving away real value for free + GENUINE and OPEN about these areas that so inherently intertwine with our pursuit and yet are not touched on with any depth by anyone

I do not watch any of these looks space guys besides Blake since they are literally just not worth watching. I'm more talking the influencers or "educational-influencers" and not channels that are really just pure education/content with no influencer presence or vibe, but I still do not watch these ever either. It's literally proper AI use and morphs.

---------------------------------------------------------

THE 2 META-TYPES OF PEOPLE...

And of all the possible bifurcating dichotomies for mankind, from young-old to smart-dumb to male-female to rich-poor or even hot-not hot, perhaps the most important and essential one is ALIVE vs. WALKING DEAD.
And whether we call the latter "normies" or "NPCs" or "betabuxxers" or "average people" or "conformists" or "shallow" or "basic" or "robots" or "narrow-minded" or a user of the phrase "connect over coffee sometime" or a "lower intelligence person" is of no essential difference; my story and my will and my mindset just make it impossible for me to relate to the latter group whatsoever at this point in my life, or really to even be around it for a too-extended period of time.

– It would be like a slighter lesser version of if you went to war and had your childhood childhood best friend miserably bleed out and die in your arms and then you are placed back in shallow society and are supposed to not think anything is crazy about the way people live and act and are supposed to be in "community" with people who talk about some influencer person dating another influencer person.

It's insane

---------------------------------------------------------

THE ONLY TYPE OF PERSON THAT EVER CAN ASCEND >1 POINT FROM THEIR (LEANMAXXED and UNFRAUDED) PRE-LOOKSMAXXED LOOKS LEVEL –​

No one can match your progress and transformation if your WILL/SPIRIT/SOUL/PSYCHE/MIND drives you to go ALL-IN with looks stuff with your ENTIRE HEART and ENTIRE SOUL.

You either understand this or you don't because this is just either you or it isn't.

This is the difference between some normie who wants to get abs for the first time since he thinks it will look cool and imagines reactions from others VS someone who is going to fight gruelingly to the bitter end of the absolute possible limit of their potential for elite aesthetics since THEY HAVE NO CHOICE.
They have a SPIRIT that DEMANDS more from life, to BE more, VS the inferior, mediocre-mass copy-paste spirits that are not ensouled with really any drive to DO or BE or LEARN or GIVE anything.

---------------------------------------------------------

This is my one fucking life, and that is why I will eat 1000 calories tomorrow.

Another wonderful thread. Mirin your thumos.

 

[8cel]

Enjoy reading your posts, got me thinking a lot. I haven't read everything, but overall you seem to be pretty close to reaching your peak and your goals? Do you see yourself being happy and content after reaching x goals you have, or do you still see the goal post moving further and further? Or are your goals nearly finished, and now you want to get out and integrate more into society/with women?

I ask because I find a lot of our intense motivation is very conditional. I'll say my personal situation in a bit. But basically do you see yourself being this obsessive/motivated once you say start talking to more girls, have a girlfriend, integrate into society in other ways etc. Because I find in my personal case this strong desire/motivation just goes away, after you get more successful, get more social connections, get a girlfriend. Basically you become complacement, and you really start missing your old self when you were doing everything it takes to reach to the things you have now.
But there's nothing you can do to ever get that old self back, and I tried. But then you just understand that of course it is purely conditional to the situation you used to be in. like if you come back home from war, there's nothing you can do to get your old self back, unless you actually get put into those shit conditions again.

In my personal situation, I've recently quit my wage-slave delivery job that I worked at full time for 12 months. I was so determined during that time, and I saw so much success and motivation in saving money/planning my hardmaxxes, but more importantly doing every little soft maxxes / life maxxes I could in that time. During that job, I was constantly forced to socialise, being constantly exposed to prime women etc. I got to see my progress, and test it out constantly in real life and social situations. But now I had to move states and I left my job. Regardless I was planning to leave my job since it was pretty looksmin and ofc I wanna do smth better long term. But also, I already made enough money that I planned to. I now have all the money and knowledge I need to do everything I've been researching and planning for, and not being able to do while I had to work full time (hardmaxxes).

But now I have been the most unmotivated, since I have gotten out of that environment and situation I was in. I also became complacement from my success. But of course now looking back, it was mostly the move that fucked me up, and the opportunity to be able to rot again by not having that job. Regardless, I will do whatever it takes to get it back now and surpass my previous peak.

Seeing that post of yours I saw, aswell as just getting out of the house and getting mogged, being invisible again, has brought that spark in me back. Even just typing out this post and understanding the situation has brought a lot of it back. + me gaining weight + actually seeing how brutally my face changed, getting bad haircut + bloated face. Seeing the importance of being consistent with softmaxxes + planning them in a way that is possible to be consistent with. But yeah like I said I've done so much hard shit - wage slaved for a year, I should be extremely motivated that I now have the money, opportunities and time that I previously would have wished for.
But its good to realise just how all of our motivations and desires are purely biological, and just how all of it is wired by the social aspect of the human brain. And therefore conditional to the environment you are in, and the social situations you have.

But yeah now I have the knowledge/money to fully ascend past my previous peaks... Which is exciting. I was already pretty happy with my previous peak. I'm starting braces soon and will be able to finally get double jaw surgery in less than a year (just bottlenecked by waiting for insurance time, and I only need ~6-8 months braces decompensation). So i've got the longer term DJS to look forward to, which is fucking huge. Also now am gonna do gynocomastia surgery, masseter botox, buccal fat removal. Part of me wants to do these now since I wanna reach a better peak and slay sooner than djs, Although it would ideally be best done after djs. We'll see. And maybe something for under eyes (still dk if i just wanna wait for skin treatments/filler or get fat grafting/fat repositioning. Also its water but 1000% agree with you about importance of optimising for longevity in your looks. So I'm excited to do other things like Ultherapy + Thermage for skin tightening/collagen, Rejuran treatment for skin. Probably full face co2 laser aswell. Finalise my laser hair removal for face. Start tretinoin again. Microneedling + topical ghk. Lots of stuff to do haha

I was already pretty fkn happy with my previous peak, and I already got completely completely different general social dynamics, and success and iois from women that I could never imagine getting before. This is coming from someone who was complete subhuman before, 105kg peak weight. And then the leanest I got at my previous peak was 68kg at 185cm barefoot- along with all the softmaxxes I did, it was completely different life.
I can only imagine my future peak now that I have all the money, knowledge and time to do the relevant hardmaxxes/ procedures..

Have you made your YT/tiktok/content?

 

[SpectrumAesthetics3]

Enjoy reading your posts, got me thinking a lot. I haven't read everything, but overall you seem to be pretty close to reaching your peak and your goals? Do you see yourself being happy and content after reaching x goals you have, or do you still see the goal post moving further and further? Or are your goals nearly finished, and now you want to get out and integrate more into society/with women?

I ask because I find a lot of our intense motivation is very conditional. I'll say my personal situation in a bit. But basically do you see yourself being this obsessive/motivated once you say start talking to more girls, have a girlfriend, integrate into society in other ways etc. Because I find in my personal case this strong desire/motivation just goes away, after you get more successful, get more social connections, get a girlfriend. Basically you become complacement, and you really start missing your old self when you were doing everything it takes to reach to the things you have now.
But there's nothing you can do to ever get that old self back, and I tried. But then you just understand that of course it is purely conditional to the situation you used to be in. like if you come back home from war, there's nothing you can do to get your old self back, unless you actually get put into those shit conditions again.

In my personal situation, I've recently quit my wage-slave delivery job that I worked at full time for 12 months. I was so determined during that time, and I saw so much success and motivation in saving money/planning my hardmaxxes, but more importantly doing every little soft maxxes / life maxxes I could in that time. During that job, I was constantly forced to socialise, being constantly exposed to prime women etc. I got to see my progress, and test it out constantly in real life and social situations. But now I had to move states and I left my job. Regardless I was planning to leave my job since it was pretty looksmin and ofc I wanna do smth better long term. But also, I already made enough money that I planned to. I now have all the money and knowledge I need to do everything I've been researching and planning for, and not being able to do while I had to work full time (hardmaxxes).

But now I have been the most unmotivated, since I have gotten out of that environment and situation I was in. I also became complacement from my success. But of course now looking back, it was mostly the move that fucked me up, and the opportunity to be able to rot again by not having that job. Regardless, I will do whatever it takes to get it back now and surpass my previous peak.

Seeing that post of yours I saw, aswell as just getting out of the house and getting mogged, being invisible again, has brought that spark in me back. Even just typing out this post and understanding the situation has brought a lot of it back. + me gaining weight + actually seeing how brutally my face changed, getting bad haircut + bloated face. Seeing the importance of being consistent with softmaxxes + planning them in a way that is possible to be consistent with. But yeah like I said I've done so much hard shit - wage slaved for a year, I should be extremely motivated that I now have the money, opportunities and time that I previously would have wished for.
But its good to realise just how all of our motivations and desires are purely biological, and just how all of it is wired by the social aspect of the human brain. And therefore conditional to the environment you are in, and the social situations you have.

But yeah now I have the knowledge/money to fully ascend past my previous peaks... Which is exciting. I was already pretty happy with my previous peak. I'm starting braces soon and will be able to finally get double jaw surgery in less than a year (just bottlenecked by waiting for insurance time, and I only need ~6-8 months braces decompensation). So i've got the longer term DJS to look forward to, which is fucking huge. Also now am gonna do gynocomastia surgery, masseter botox, buccal fat removal. Part of me wants to do these now since I wanna reach a better peak and slay sooner than djs, Although it would ideally be best done after djs. We'll see. And maybe something for under eyes (still dk if i just wanna wait for skin treatments/filler or get fat grafting/fat repositioning. Also its water but 1000% agree with you about importance of optimising for longevity in your looks. So I'm excited to do other things like Ultherapy + Thermage for skin tightening/collagen, Rejuran treatment for skin. Probably full face co2 laser aswell. Finalise my laser hair removal for face. Start tretinoin again. Microneedling + topical ghk. Lots of stuff to do haha

I was already pretty fkn happy with my previous peak, and I already got completely completely different general social dynamics, and success and iois from women that I could never imagine getting before. This is coming from someone who was complete subhuman before, 105kg peak weight. And then the leanest I got at my previous peak was 68kg at 185cm barefoot- along with all the softmaxxes I did, it was completely different life.
I can only imagine my future peak now that I have all the money, knowledge and time to do the relevant hardmaxxes/ procedures..

Have you made your YT/tiktok/content?

Idk if I can link it here but YT vid 1 is up, took so many hours

Read it all. This is why I live in a top city, got to have that psyche fuel. Don't have a ton else to say but appreciate you sharing on your life and I Related a lot

 

[stigmaboy]

lol the dude is wildin

bro starvemaxxing ain't it if you wanna ascend. short and skinny is not the vibe. ur gonna look frail af. focus on water and gym first, get ur base right before u mess with extreme stuff like that.

 

[TrueGuerilla]

Are you planning on doing Xray?

 

[stigmaboy]

lol starvemaxxing is a cope if u cant maintain peak. ur htn if u think getting money and time means u wont get lazy again. this whole post is just u whining about being unmotivated after quitting ur job, dude. ur gonna fail again if u dont fix that mindset.

 

[johnsonmaxxer]

I applied on skool!

 

[jakepp98]

Great stuff just applied!

 

[junklejoog]

Yo! I applied

 

[Amexgig]

noice , just applied

 

[JoeLesbo420]

no one is reading all this
just hop on a primal diet instead of coping

Just hop on big dildo stop using small buttplug you fucking pussies be a real man

 

[r1ght]

Finally sent in my application to the new Getting Hammered Skool

 

[GabGabGab]

no one is reading all this
just hop on a primal diet instead of coping

bro what does primal diet even do? aint even hating js wanna know

 

[hallowmogs]

Application to join skool community!

 

[No-person67]

Applied to your community and you thoughts on heelsmashing?

 

[uhhhhhhwhat]

applied, u need more nutrients tho ngl

 

[dissent]

applied to your skool community

 

[lietoyourdoctor]

Props for sharing info for the right reasons, too many grifters. Applied.

 

[IbalmeHponeMin]

no one is reading all this
just hop on a primal diet instead of coping

Coping and primal diet in the same sentence

 

[Monsterzod]

Coping and primal diet in the same sentence

Let’s talk about kevin sucks

 

[IbalmeHponeMin]

Let’s talk about kevin sucks

Bro changed the topic immediately lol

 

[bowlingwi]

The post 2 days ago: https://looksmax.org/threads/pics-i...ery-day-starvemaxxing-is-lifemaxxing.1974237/

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View attachment 4857473
View attachment 4857433

This is SpectrumAesthetics3

I'm not superhuman
I'm just a guy trying his best and trying to figure things out.

But the diet update and just a serious reflection on what all this stuff really fucking takes, the real essence of all of this –​

---------------------------------------------------------

WHEN U HAVE TO EAT MORE –

The night of the extreme suffering post, I had to eat extra chicken and rice cakes since despite the usual necessary heavy sedatives in my system and midnight creeping up and not having slept great the night before, I was cortisol-adrenaline spiked to hell, absolutely freezing in warm clothes, and I just did not have a choice but to have to eat more so I could actually sleep.

When the body truly demands it like that on this diet, you don't have a choice, but it only counts as "demanding" it if you are on GLPs and eating really clean and not foods that spike appetite and put u on blood sugar roller coaster of hell, and only counts if your bodying is crying even for some pieces of chicken, NOT for junk food or really palatable stuff, since then it is APPETITE not true hunger

OMAD got a lot harder this week, so I've done a small chicken tenderloin lunch the last 2 days and dinner of about a lb chicken tenderloin, so with sauces it is all about 750-950 range. I was sort of cruising through lunch and the afternoon on OMAD dinner a week ago, but it either got way harder, or it was equally hard then but I struggle to remember and I was just even more ruthless to push through and give it my fucking all and had more will and hormones/chemicals to support this drive due to being earlier on in the extreme final shred vs. having been in it days and days. Need to add a walk out and about daily for multiple reasons ffs but it has been really really hard to GUATmaxx these last few days when just not LDARing altogether feels herculean at times

---------------------------------------------------------

THE "WHY?" –

It hasn't been easy. This or any of my ongoing maxxes. But this isn't just about being leaner or looking better, or even just a hobby or a goal to pursue. It is about getting more out of LIFE, and I WILL DO what it takes to be as valuable as I can. This will make more sense after my first YT video really sharing more on my story and my WHY and my perspective on this life.

---------------------------------------------------------

THE ONLY WORTHY INFLUENCER? –

And I think I'll then be an addition to the what, maybe 2-5 guys in the space, in this entire looks influencer sphere to be smart and useful + a good ethical kindmaxxed person zero grift + giving away real value for free + GENUINE and OPEN about these areas that so inherently intertwine with our pursuit and yet are not touched on with any depth by anyone

I do not watch any of these looks space guys besides Blake since they are literally just not worth watching. I'm more talking the influencers or "educational-influencers" and not channels that are really just pure education/content with no influencer presence or vibe, but I still do not watch these ever either. It's literally proper AI use and morphs.

---------------------------------------------------------

THE 2 META-TYPES OF PEOPLE...

And of all the possible bifurcating dichotomies for mankind, from young-old to smart-dumb to male-female to rich-poor or even hot-not hot, perhaps the most important and essential one is ALIVE vs. WALKING DEAD.
And whether we call the latter "normies" or "NPCs" or "betabuxxers" or "average people" or "conformists" or "shallow" or "basic" or "robots" or "narrow-minded" or a user of the phrase "connect over coffee sometime" or a "lower intelligence person" is of no essential difference; my story and my will and my mindset just make it impossible for me to relate to the latter group whatsoever at this point in my life, or really to even be around it for a too-extended period of time.

– It would be like a slighter lesser version of if you went to war and had your childhood childhood best friend miserably bleed out and die in your arms and then you are placed back in shallow society and are supposed to not think anything is crazy about the way people live and act and are supposed to be in "community" with people who talk about some influencer person dating another influencer person.

It's insane

---------------------------------------------------------

THE ONLY TYPE OF PERSON THAT EVER CAN ASCEND >1 POINT FROM THEIR (LEANMAXXED and UNFRAUDED) PRE-LOOKSMAXXED LOOKS LEVEL –​

No one can match your progress and transformation if your WILL/SPIRIT/SOUL/PSYCHE/MIND drives you to go ALL-IN with looks stuff with your ENTIRE HEART and ENTIRE SOUL.

You either understand this or you don't because this is just either you or it isn't.

This is the difference between some normie who wants to get abs for the first time since he thinks it will look cool and imagines reactions from others VS someone who is going to fight gruelingly to the bitter end of the absolute possible limit of their potential for elite aesthetics since THEY HAVE NO CHOICE.
They have a SPIRIT that DEMANDS more from life, to BE more, VS the inferior, mediocre-mass copy-paste spirits that are not ensouled with really any drive to DO or BE or LEARN or GIVE anything.

---------------------------------------------------------

This is my one fucking life, and that is why I will eat 1000 calories tomorrow.

I applied, only those with the drive for ot can go to the next level, if youre half assing it and trying to ascend you will probably never.