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The post 2 days ago: https://looksmax.org/threads/pics-i...ery-day-starvemaxxing-is-lifemaxxing.1974237/
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This is SpectrumAesthetics3
I'm not superhuman
I'm just a guy trying his best and trying to figure things out.
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WHEN U HAVE TO EAT MORE –
The night of the extreme suffering post, I had to eat extra chicken and rice cakes since despite the usual necessary heavy sedatives in my system and midnight creeping up and not having slept great the night before, I was cortisol-adrenaline spiked to hell, absolutely freezing in warm clothes, and I just did not have a choice but to have to eat more so I could actually sleep.
When the body truly demands it like that on this diet, you don't have a choice, but it only counts as "demanding" it if you are on GLPs and eating really clean and not foods that spike appetite and put u on blood sugar roller coaster of hell, and only counts if your bodying is crying even for some pieces of chicken, NOT for junk food or really palatable stuff, since then it is APPETITE not true hunger
OMAD got a lot harder this week, so I've done a small chicken tenderloin lunch the last 2 days and dinner of about a lb chicken tenderloin, so with sauces it is all about 750-950 range. I was sort of cruising through lunch and the afternoon on OMAD dinner a week ago, but it either got way harder, or it was equally hard then but I struggle to remember and I was just even more ruthless to push through and give it my fucking all and had more will and hormones/chemicals to support this drive due to being earlier on in the extreme final shred vs. having been in it days and days. Need to add a walk out and about daily for multiple reasons ffs but it has been really really hard to GUATmaxx these last few days when just not LDARing altogether feels herculean at times
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THE "WHY?" –
It hasn't been easy. This or any of my ongoing maxxes. But this isn't just about being leaner or looking better, or even just a hobby or a goal to pursue. It is about getting more out of LIFE, and I WILL DO what it takes to be as valuable as I can. This will make more sense after my first YT video really sharing more on my story and my WHY and my perspective on this life.
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THE ONLY WORTHY INFLUENCER? –
And I think I'll then be an addition to the what, maybe 2-5 guys in the space, in this entire looks influencer sphere to be smart and useful + a good ethical kindmaxxed person zero grift + giving away real value for free + GENUINE and OPEN about these areas that so inherently intertwine with our pursuit and yet are not touched on with any depth by anyone
I do not watch any of these looks space guys besides Blake since they are literally just not worth watching. I'm more talking the influencers or "educational-influencers" and not channels that are really just pure education/content with no influencer presence or vibe, but I still do not watch these ever either. It's literally proper AI use and morphs.
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THE 2 META-TYPES OF PEOPLE...
And of all the possible bifurcating dichotomies for mankind, from young-old to smart-dumb to male-female to rich-poor or even hot-not hot, perhaps the most important and essential one is ALIVE vs. WALKING DEAD.
And whether we call the latter "normies" or "NPCs" or "betabuxxers" or "average people" or "conformists" or "shallow" or "basic" or "robots" or "narrow-minded" or a user of the phrase "connect over coffee sometime" or a "lower intelligence person" is of no essential difference; my story and my will and my mindset just make it impossible for me to relate to the latter group whatsoever at this point in my life, or really to even be around it for a too-extended period of time.
– It would be like a slighter lesser version of if you went to war and had your childhood childhood best friend miserably bleed out and die in your arms and then you are placed back in shallow society and are supposed to not think anything is crazy about the way people live and act and are supposed to be in "community" with people who talk about some influencer person dating another influencer person.
It's insane
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No one can match your progress and transformation if your WILL/SPIRIT/SOUL/PSYCHE/MIND drives you to go ALL-IN with looks stuff with your ENTIRE HEART and ENTIRE SOUL.
You either understand this or you don't because this is just either you or it isn't.
This is the difference between some normie who wants to get abs for the first time since he thinks it will look cool and imagines reactions from others VS someone who is going to fight gruelingly to the bitter end of the absolute possible limit of their potential for elite aesthetics since THEY HAVE NO CHOICE.
They have a SPIRIT that DEMANDS more from life, to BE more, VS the inferior, mediocre-mass copy-paste spirits that are not ensouled with really any drive to DO or BE or LEARN or GIVE anything.
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This is my one fucking life, and that is why I will eat 1000 calories tomorrow.
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This is SpectrumAesthetics3
I'm not superhuman
I'm just a guy trying his best and trying to figure things out.
But the diet update and just a serious reflection on what all this stuff really fucking takes, the real essence of all of this –
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WHEN U HAVE TO EAT MORE –
The night of the extreme suffering post, I had to eat extra chicken and rice cakes since despite the usual necessary heavy sedatives in my system and midnight creeping up and not having slept great the night before, I was cortisol-adrenaline spiked to hell, absolutely freezing in warm clothes, and I just did not have a choice but to have to eat more so I could actually sleep.
When the body truly demands it like that on this diet, you don't have a choice, but it only counts as "demanding" it if you are on GLPs and eating really clean and not foods that spike appetite and put u on blood sugar roller coaster of hell, and only counts if your bodying is crying even for some pieces of chicken, NOT for junk food or really palatable stuff, since then it is APPETITE not true hunger
OMAD got a lot harder this week, so I've done a small chicken tenderloin lunch the last 2 days and dinner of about a lb chicken tenderloin, so with sauces it is all about 750-950 range. I was sort of cruising through lunch and the afternoon on OMAD dinner a week ago, but it either got way harder, or it was equally hard then but I struggle to remember and I was just even more ruthless to push through and give it my fucking all and had more will and hormones/chemicals to support this drive due to being earlier on in the extreme final shred vs. having been in it days and days. Need to add a walk out and about daily for multiple reasons ffs but it has been really really hard to GUATmaxx these last few days when just not LDARing altogether feels herculean at times
---------------------------------------------------------
THE "WHY?" –
It hasn't been easy. This or any of my ongoing maxxes. But this isn't just about being leaner or looking better, or even just a hobby or a goal to pursue. It is about getting more out of LIFE, and I WILL DO what it takes to be as valuable as I can. This will make more sense after my first YT video really sharing more on my story and my WHY and my perspective on this life.
---------------------------------------------------------
THE ONLY WORTHY INFLUENCER? –
And I think I'll then be an addition to the what, maybe 2-5 guys in the space, in this entire looks influencer sphere to be smart and useful + a good ethical kindmaxxed person zero grift + giving away real value for free + GENUINE and OPEN about these areas that so inherently intertwine with our pursuit and yet are not touched on with any depth by anyone
I do not watch any of these looks space guys besides Blake since they are literally just not worth watching. I'm more talking the influencers or "educational-influencers" and not channels that are really just pure education/content with no influencer presence or vibe, but I still do not watch these ever either. It's literally proper AI use and morphs.
---------------------------------------------------------
THE 2 META-TYPES OF PEOPLE...
And of all the possible bifurcating dichotomies for mankind, from young-old to smart-dumb to male-female to rich-poor or even hot-not hot, perhaps the most important and essential one is ALIVE vs. WALKING DEAD.
And whether we call the latter "normies" or "NPCs" or "betabuxxers" or "average people" or "conformists" or "shallow" or "basic" or "robots" or "narrow-minded" or a user of the phrase "connect over coffee sometime" or a "lower intelligence person" is of no essential difference; my story and my will and my mindset just make it impossible for me to relate to the latter group whatsoever at this point in my life, or really to even be around it for a too-extended period of time.
– It would be like a slighter lesser version of if you went to war and had your childhood childhood best friend miserably bleed out and die in your arms and then you are placed back in shallow society and are supposed to not think anything is crazy about the way people live and act and are supposed to be in "community" with people who talk about some influencer person dating another influencer person.
It's insane
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THE ONLY TYPE OF PERSON THAT EVER CAN ASCEND >1 POINT FROM THEIR (LEANMAXXED and UNFRAUDED) PRE-LOOKSMAXXED LOOKS LEVEL –
No one can match your progress and transformation if your WILL/SPIRIT/SOUL/PSYCHE/MIND drives you to go ALL-IN with looks stuff with your ENTIRE HEART and ENTIRE SOUL.
You either understand this or you don't because this is just either you or it isn't.
This is the difference between some normie who wants to get abs for the first time since he thinks it will look cool and imagines reactions from others VS someone who is going to fight gruelingly to the bitter end of the absolute possible limit of their potential for elite aesthetics since THEY HAVE NO CHOICE.
They have a SPIRIT that DEMANDS more from life, to BE more, VS the inferior, mediocre-mass copy-paste spirits that are not ensouled with really any drive to DO or BE or LEARN or GIVE anything.
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This is my one fucking life, and that is why I will eat 1000 calories tomorrow.
