JamalJackson
Old pfp when i was natty
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What the fuck.
Shouldve never convinced my mom to let me get a stimulant script. Said "it will help for school" when it deadass did the opposite.
It was actually insane when i had no tolerance.
Like i fucked my self up. I didn't even listen to music and use caffeine on some monk shit before i got a stimulant script.
But shit bro I had no caffine tolerance no music tolerance and i went full power on both when i started amphetamines and shit was crazy.
Made me feel like I could do anything and it actually helped with looksmaxxing ALOT. I got everything dialed it was lit hitting 30k steps and timing everything i ate.
But now im just cooked. Cant even go outside without my 3 main sources of stimulation (amphetamine, music, nicotine)
I dont even got motivation to workout even when i take double my dose of amphetamine stacked with 600mg caffeine and ear damaging music.
Im im fully stunting my growth and ruining my stack development potential.
Oh yeah and im also taking dihexa with allat
.But im not worried to much abt that tho cuz i dont mind dihexa reinforcing my psychopathic stimulant personality.
What do I even do tho now. Im considering going cold turkey and just rotting at home for a week or two.
Shouldve never convinced my mom to let me get a stimulant script. Said "it will help for school" when it deadass did the opposite.
It was actually insane when i had no tolerance.
Like i fucked my self up. I didn't even listen to music and use caffeine on some monk shit before i got a stimulant script.
But shit bro I had no caffine tolerance no music tolerance and i went full power on both when i started amphetamines and shit was crazy.
Made me feel like I could do anything and it actually helped with looksmaxxing ALOT. I got everything dialed it was lit hitting 30k steps and timing everything i ate.
But now im just cooked. Cant even go outside without my 3 main sources of stimulation (amphetamine, music, nicotine)
I dont even got motivation to workout even when i take double my dose of amphetamine stacked with 600mg caffeine and ear damaging music.
Im im fully stunting my growth and ruining my stack development potential.
Oh yeah and im also taking dihexa with allat
.But im not worried to much abt that tho cuz i dont mind dihexa reinforcing my psychopathic stimulant personality.What do I even do tho now. Im considering going cold turkey and just rotting at home for a week or two.
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