
madma
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This happened back in 2022, me and 2 of my friends were going to hangout and take acid together, we grouped up in my friend Michaels basement, it was around 9 PM at night and we were planning on tripping the entire night. I took the tabs (I think 300 ug of acid which is a lot considering ive only done acid once in my life atp and it was only a tab) and about 40 minutes later I was starting to have a very bad trip where I was panicking and trying to run out of the house. He held me down so I would stop pannicking and I started hugging him because it was the only way I felt sane, I was clinging onto him for probably 2-3 hours while he was scrolling through tiktok on his phone to try to get me to calm down.
I really liked it and felt safe but when I wasnt being held by him id start to panic again. FYI I am not gay at all, I had no choice in this because I needed to feel safe and sane in any way possible. When I got home, I cried for a bit then went to sleep. My friend stopped talking to me and my other friends also stopped talking to me, they kind of treat me with pity now. I still feel very embarrased by this to this day, and I lost some friends
but its fine though
TLDR; had a bad acid trip and hugged/held onto my other male friend for 2 hours and he thinks im gay
I really liked it and felt safe but when I wasnt being held by him id start to panic again. FYI I am not gay at all, I had no choice in this because I needed to feel safe and sane in any way possible. When I got home, I cried for a bit then went to sleep. My friend stopped talking to me and my other friends also stopped talking to me, they kind of treat me with pity now. I still feel very embarrased by this to this day, and I lost some friends
TLDR; had a bad acid trip and hugged/held onto my other male friend for 2 hours and he thinks im gay
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