(STORY) Lost friendship due to my friends thinking im gay

[madma]

This happened back in 2022, me and 2 of my friends were going to hangout and take acid together, we grouped up in my friend Michaels basement, it was around 9 PM at night and we were planning on tripping the entire night. I took the tabs (I think 300 ug of acid which is a lot considering ive only done acid once in my life atp and it was only a tab) and about 40 minutes later I was starting to have a very bad trip where I was panicking and trying to run out of the house. He held me down so I would stop pannicking and I started hugging him because it was the only way I felt sane, I was clinging onto him for probably 2-3 hours while he was scrolling through tiktok on his phone to try to get me to calm down.

I really liked it and felt safe but when I wasnt being held by him id start to panic again. FYI I am not gay at all, I had no choice in this because I needed to feel safe and sane in any way possible. When I got home, I cried for a bit then went to sleep. My friend stopped talking to me and my other friends also stopped talking to me, they kind of treat me with pity now. I still feel very embarrased by this to this day, and I lost some friends but its fine though

TLDR; had a bad acid trip and hugged/held onto my other male friend for 2 hours and he thinks im gay

 

[shia.jihadist]

I really liked it and felt safe

bro you are gay

 

[Sonneillon]

This happened back in 2022, me and 2 of my friends were going to hangout and take acid together, we grouped up in my friend Michaels basement, it was around 9 PM at night and we were planning on tripping the entire night. I took the tabs (I think 300 ug) and about 40 minutes later I was starting to have a very bad trip where I was panicking and trying to run out of the house. He held me down so I would stop pannicking and I started hugging him because it was the only way I felt sane, I was clinging onto him for probably 2-3 hours while he was scrolling through tiktok on his phone to try to get me to calm down. I really liked it and felt safe but when I wasnt being held by him id start to panic again. FYI I am not gay at all, I had no choice in this because I needed to feel safe and sane in any way possible. When I got home, I cried for a bit then went to sleep. My friend stopped talking to me and my other friends also stopped talking to me, they kind of treat me with pity now. I still feel very embarrased by this to this day, and I lost some friends but its fine though

"why not me"

 

[madma]

bro you are gay

if you were in my shoes you would do the same bro

 

[Aven]

FYI I am not gay at all,

"not at all" thats pretty gay nigga

 

[madma]

"not at all" thats pretty gay nigga

i am not gay braaaaa. fuck. this all sounds gay as fuck. i swear though I am not. it made sense in the moment

 

[madma]

I doubt I can come back from this though idk

 

[Sceptical]

FYI I am not gay at all

Hi welcome to faggots.org

 

[madma]

The worst part is, we had a semi gay experience before this, im not gonna go in detail unless yall want me to. Im just gonna chalk that one up to teenage hormones

 

[madma]

bump

 

[madma]

bump

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

that's gay as fuck

 

[madma]

that's gay as fuck

The situation itself had nothing to do with any form of attraction though. I dont find my friend attractive nor do I have gay thoughts about men. It was just an unlucky platonic situation

 

[Shrek2OnDvD]

You’re not gay and they sound like bad friends

If I was with you I would let you hug me all night for safety and protect you

 

[bourgeoizyzz]

This is why you always say "no homo"

 

[Orc]

I make constant jokes about being gay to people I know irl and no one's ever suspected anything.

 

[madma]

I make constant jokes about being gay to people I know irl and no one's ever suspected anything.

thats the straightest NT thing you could possibly do

 

[Minnie lacking]

The worst part is, we had a semi gay experience before this, im not gonna go in detail unless yall want me to. Im just gonna chalk that one up to teenage hormones

Bro what did you do wtf is semi gay

 

[madma]

Bro what did you do wtf is semi gay

Jerked off together

 

[lovinsummrz]

This happened back in 2022, me and 2 of my friends were going to hangout and take acid together, we grouped up in my friend Michaels basement, it was around 9 PM at night and we were planning on tripping the entire night. I took the tabs (I think 300 ug of acid which is a lot considering ive only done acid once in my life atp and it was only a tab) and about 40 minutes later I was starting to have a very bad trip where I was panicking and trying to run out of the house. He held me down so I would stop pannicking and I started hugging him because it was the only way I felt sane, I was clinging onto him for probably 2-3 hours while he was scrolling through tiktok on his phone to try to get me to calm down.

I really liked it and felt safe but when I wasnt being held by him id start to panic again. FYI I am not gay at all, I had no choice in this because I needed to feel safe and sane in any way possible. When I got home, I cried for a bit then went to sleep. My friend stopped talking to me and my other friends also stopped talking to me, they kind of treat me with pity now. I still feel very embarrased by this to this day, and I lost some friends but its fine though

TLDR; had a bad acid trip and hugged/held onto my other male friend for 2 hours and he thinks im gay

You’re gay

 

[DarkTriadBeliever]

Hugging another man for hours is pretty gay ngl

 

[madma]

Hugging another man for hours is pretty gay ngl

cap

 

[Deleted member 133290]

You’re bi