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I though I talked about it but couldn’t find a thread for @Proex so here I am.
I think this would be interesting to @Gaygymmaxx and @superpsycho too.
(Not tagging too many people, this shit ain’t nothing to brag about
)
(Might have misspelled some stuff, sorry in advance boyos. Enjoy)
• INTRODUCTION
We met in middle school, I had another oneitis before (my actual first love), but I actually loved this girl more than her, I didn’t like her in middle school and never really gaf about her, I was too focused on my other oneitis.
Fast forward to COVID, 2020, it’s been 2 years I haven’t seen her since I began highschool, I find my self secluded at home and the only people close to my house were these guys that went to my same middle school and knew her.
We started hanging out at one of the boys house everyday, and she would come since she was in the same city as us.
• THE BEGINNING
She was so beautiful back then, easily HTB, black hair, fat ass, small waist, cute green eyes and cute feminine face (5’5 tall, important).
So we start to see each others everyday and slowly I start to develop feelings, but our relationship was more like constantly insulting each others but being friends.
Like I would constantly tell her she was shit at something and she’d do the same but at the end we’d sit right by each others and touch legs and hands.
She would usually bully me for my height tho (I was prolly like 5’4 at the time) so she would usually tell me that I’m shorter than her and shit like that or that I was a bit chubby (I looked like shit back then, pre-ascending I was easily an LTN)
• FALLING IN LOVE
Everyone in the house knew WE liked eachothers, it was obvious, we played holding hands, she’d come and sit and I’d put my hand around her shoulders hugging her, etc…
I really feel in love and knew I was head over heels for her one night on the New Year’s Eve in 2021.
I drank for my first time to look NT since everyone was doing it (I was 15) and she did the same and we all slept together, but during the night while I was sleeping on the sofa, she came and she basically laid right on me, putting her head on my chest and her leg on my dick and her arm on my stomach.
ATP my heart was exploding: “why would she come here and lay like this in the middle of the night??” I thought to myself, while my dick was rock hard just under her leg (she 100% felt it) and atp I knew she also felt something for me.
So from that night, it was a countdown for me as for when to actually go up and tell her that I actually like her and want to be in a relationship (never do this, for the love of god).
• FINAL ACT
4/5 months passed by, I was in my PUA/Red pill so I was studying ways to say the perfect thing, and one night I called my 2 homeboys on FaceTime and told them “Yo guys, I’m about to do it” and they freaked out and told me to change my PFP to red if I got rejected and to white if I got with her.
So that night we met, she came in as beatiful as always, with her cologne, super feminine…
We talked and ate together and everyone could see in my face that I wasn’t normal, like I was pretty scared and anxious.
• CONFESSION
At 11pm I was about to go home, but we started playing with our hands and I looked her dead in the eyes and told her “They’re so soft” and she smiled and said “oh…thanks” genuinely, LIKE THERE WAS NO FUCKING WAY I COULD HAVE KNOWN WHAT WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN.
The moment I was going home, I come with the clever idea of stealing her hoodie since inside the house it was too weird to talk to her in front of the boys and I headed out.
She came running to me and said “heyyy give my hoodie back” and there I set it all up…And I said…
“Listen *insert name*, I know this may come off weird but I really like you, I want to get to know you better and see if something clicks between us”….
Silence…dead Silence for 5 seconds…longest 5 seconds of my life…and then…
“AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH” She laughed.
Harder than I’ve ever seen her do before.
I was so anxious my hand were trembling and my mouth was fully dried but I tried to keep myself calm anyway.
She said “…AHAHAH OMG WHAT? HOW MUCH DID THE OTHERS PAY YOU TO SAY THIS???THIS WAS FUNNY AS FUCK OMG”
I said “I-I’m serious…” she replied coldly “NO WAY DUDE…Come on lmao give me my hoodie”
I was totally frozen, gave her the hoodie, walked outside and my mom was waiting for me in the car, get in and I can’t speak a word because I was trying so hard to not cry in front of her.
• AFTERMATH
I get home, change my pfp to red, call my boys…”Nooo Pseudo how what happened..?”
Tiers came down my face…pure heart break.
The next day I had school, went in and my boys came To me and Told me “bro? Wtf? Did you really just confess to her?” I said “yeah, idc tho, it is what it is”
Obviously I faked being ok as hard as I could but I couldn’t really fake it perfectly.
She then texted me (we rarely texted) “hey Pseudo…I’m sorry for yesterday, I really thought it was a joke”
I said “it’s fine, sorry to have bothered you if I did in anyway”
She replied “no, but…I only do see you as a friend, nothing more”
Over, I closed the chat, never replied and it ended there.
• TIME SKIP AND LIFE AFTER TRAUMA
2 months later, I find out from my boys she got together with her 6’2 LTN (mogged him even before ascending) bestfriend, total lanlet cuck with 0 T, no muscles no frame nothing.
That opened really my eyes to the black pill even more than before.
I ended up ascending, after getting rejected I gymmaxxed, got gyno surgery, looksmaxxed and lost my virginity on a 1 night stand to a girl way hotter then her and then later got into my first relationship with another girl hotter than her and then left and I’m single again.
She aged like milk from what I saw on IG, she got a bit fat and chubby, saggy face, and overall descended hard.
She would beg for my cock now but I wouldn’t genuinely fuck her, disgusting.
But I always feel like she still holds some power on me, even seeing or thinking of her name brings back so many brutal memories, but it is what it is.
I think this would be interesting to @Gaygymmaxx and @superpsycho too.
(Not tagging too many people, this shit ain’t nothing to brag about
)(Might have misspelled some stuff, sorry in advance boyos. Enjoy)
• INTRODUCTION
We met in middle school, I had another oneitis before (my actual first love), but I actually loved this girl more than her, I didn’t like her in middle school and never really gaf about her, I was too focused on my other oneitis.
Fast forward to COVID, 2020, it’s been 2 years I haven’t seen her since I began highschool, I find my self secluded at home and the only people close to my house were these guys that went to my same middle school and knew her.
We started hanging out at one of the boys house everyday, and she would come since she was in the same city as us.
• THE BEGINNING
She was so beautiful back then, easily HTB, black hair, fat ass, small waist, cute green eyes and cute feminine face (5’5 tall, important).
So we start to see each others everyday and slowly I start to develop feelings, but our relationship was more like constantly insulting each others but being friends.
Like I would constantly tell her she was shit at something and she’d do the same but at the end we’d sit right by each others and touch legs and hands.
She would usually bully me for my height tho (I was prolly like 5’4 at the time) so she would usually tell me that I’m shorter than her and shit like that or that I was a bit chubby (I looked like shit back then, pre-ascending I was easily an LTN)
• FALLING IN LOVE
Everyone in the house knew WE liked eachothers, it was obvious, we played holding hands, she’d come and sit and I’d put my hand around her shoulders hugging her, etc…
I really feel in love and knew I was head over heels for her one night on the New Year’s Eve in 2021.
I drank for my first time to look NT since everyone was doing it (I was 15) and she did the same and we all slept together, but during the night while I was sleeping on the sofa, she came and she basically laid right on me, putting her head on my chest and her leg on my dick and her arm on my stomach.
ATP my heart was exploding: “why would she come here and lay like this in the middle of the night??” I thought to myself, while my dick was rock hard just under her leg (she 100% felt it) and atp I knew she also felt something for me.
So from that night, it was a countdown for me as for when to actually go up and tell her that I actually like her and want to be in a relationship (never do this, for the love of god).
• FINAL ACT
4/5 months passed by, I was in my PUA/Red pill so I was studying ways to say the perfect thing, and one night I called my 2 homeboys on FaceTime and told them “Yo guys, I’m about to do it” and they freaked out and told me to change my PFP to red if I got rejected and to white if I got with her.
So that night we met, she came in as beatiful as always, with her cologne, super feminine…
We talked and ate together and everyone could see in my face that I wasn’t normal, like I was pretty scared and anxious.
• CONFESSION
At 11pm I was about to go home, but we started playing with our hands and I looked her dead in the eyes and told her “They’re so soft” and she smiled and said “oh…thanks” genuinely, LIKE THERE WAS NO FUCKING WAY I COULD HAVE KNOWN WHAT WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN.
The moment I was going home, I come with the clever idea of stealing her hoodie since inside the house it was too weird to talk to her in front of the boys and I headed out.
She came running to me and said “heyyy give my hoodie back” and there I set it all up…And I said…
“Listen *insert name*, I know this may come off weird but I really like you, I want to get to know you better and see if something clicks between us”….
Silence…dead Silence for 5 seconds…longest 5 seconds of my life…and then…
“AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH” She laughed.
Harder than I’ve ever seen her do before.
I was so anxious my hand were trembling and my mouth was fully dried but I tried to keep myself calm anyway.
She said “…AHAHAH OMG WHAT? HOW MUCH DID THE OTHERS PAY YOU TO SAY THIS???THIS WAS FUNNY AS FUCK OMG”
I said “I-I’m serious…” she replied coldly “NO WAY DUDE…Come on lmao give me my hoodie”
I was totally frozen, gave her the hoodie, walked outside and my mom was waiting for me in the car, get in and I can’t speak a word because I was trying so hard to not cry in front of her.
• AFTERMATH
I get home, change my pfp to red, call my boys…”Nooo Pseudo how what happened..?”
Tiers came down my face…pure heart break.
The next day I had school, went in and my boys came To me and Told me “bro? Wtf? Did you really just confess to her?” I said “yeah, idc tho, it is what it is”
Obviously I faked being ok as hard as I could but I couldn’t really fake it perfectly.
She then texted me (we rarely texted) “hey Pseudo…I’m sorry for yesterday, I really thought it was a joke”
I said “it’s fine, sorry to have bothered you if I did in anyway”
She replied “no, but…I only do see you as a friend, nothing more”
Over, I closed the chat, never replied and it ended there.
• TIME SKIP AND LIFE AFTER TRAUMA
2 months later, I find out from my boys she got together with her 6’2 LTN (mogged him even before ascending) bestfriend, total lanlet cuck with 0 T, no muscles no frame nothing.
That opened really my eyes to the black pill even more than before.
I ended up ascending, after getting rejected I gymmaxxed, got gyno surgery, looksmaxxed and lost my virginity on a 1 night stand to a girl way hotter then her and then later got into my first relationship with another girl hotter than her and then left and I’m single again.
She aged like milk from what I saw on IG, she got a bit fat and chubby, saggy face, and overall descended hard.
She would beg for my cock now but I wouldn’t genuinely fuck her, disgusting.
But I always feel like she still holds some power on me, even seeing or thinking of her name brings back so many brutal memories, but it is what it is.
