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So all this began when I was in high school and I was very confused on what to do in life(career etc). After thinking for much time I realised what is this all about. I mean what is the end goal for whatever I’m doing. Is it like being remembered throughout history because that answer only makes sense. If you look at other answers by Albert Camus, Nietzsche, plato, Schopenhauer, Kante , Viktor Frankl they all seem to deliver absurd answers or answers that seem not convincing enough. Camus say embrace the absurd. Nietschze says create your own morals and values. Become a ubermench. These answer just sound good only. And before you tell me I know there is no such purpose to life . The purpose of life is to live it. Or you create your own meaning in life I get all of that before you comment these answers. But even if we take these answers. How would an individual lead life. What should he do if nothing even matters in the grand scheme of things. What career should I go in ? What should I do in life. After some thinking I realised that fundamentally every human wanna be remembered somehow or we can say all go for peak fame. Like that is what matters or you can dissolve your ego and become Buddha but again that is absurd too. Meditating your whole life for nothing. I have a very strong existential crisis and that is affecting my decision making ability to go in which career. What are your thoughts on this

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So all this began when I was in high school and I was very confused on what to do in life(career etc). After thinking for much time I realised what is this all about. I mean what is the end goal for whatever I’m doing. Is it like being remembered throughout history because that answer only makes sense. If you look at other answers by Albert Camus, Nietzsche, plato, Schopenhauer, Kante , Viktor Frankl they all seem to deliver absurd answers or answers that seem not convincing enough. Camus say embrace the absurd. Nietschze says create your own morals and values. Become a ubermench. These answer just sound good only. And before you tell me I know there is no such purpose to life . The purpose of life is to live it. Or you create your own meaning in life I get all of that before you comment these answers. But even if we take these answers. How would an individual lead life. What should he do if nothing even matters in the grand scheme of things. What career should I go in ? What should I do in life. After some thinking I realised that fundamentally every human wanna be remembered somehow or we can say all go for peak fame. Like that is what matters or you can dissolve your ego and become Buddha but again that is absurd too. Meditating your whole life for nothing. I have a very strong existential crisis and that is affecting my decision making ability to go in which career. What are your thoughts on this

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the purpose of life is to be happy as formulated by the Dalai Lama. I heartily agree with that and thats what I live by
 
that's the thing you can't believe what other people completely cut off from what you are, nothing matters in terms of the outside world. Only you matter since the actions you do affect your life. Being forgotten is just natural, you can't be remembered as text or as an image that's a 1 dimensional version of yourself lacking any of your characteristics. Life isn't meant to be just lived it's meant to warped and manifested into your own way
 
love is the ultimate meaning of life
 
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the purpose of life is to be happy as formulated by the Dalai Lama. I heartily agree with that and thats what I live by
I mean that’s doesn’t satisfy me. Like happiness is just a temporary state of mind driven mostly by biology. And the happiness u feel is driven a lot by genetics and how society treats you in general. Would you say the purpose of life is nothing. All this bs for nothing
 
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that's the thing you can't believe what other people completely cut off from what you are, nothing matters in terms of the outside world. Only you matter since the actions you do affect your life. Being forgotten is just natural, you can't be remembered as text or as an image that's a 1 dimensional version of yourself lacking any of your characteristics. Life isn't meant to be just lived it's meant to warped and manifested into your own way
I mean we only do looksmaxxing to fit in society and eventually rise up in society and ultimately get fame
 
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you can't think your way into an answer, you just have to retardmaxx random things/career paths and with time everything will get clearer
 
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I have a very strong existential crisis and that is affecting my decision making ability to go in which career. What are your thoughts on this
yes bro whatever u choose u have one end it all goes to the same path bro the purpose is to live and die
ur trying to make point about ur life path but i think u shouldnt worry about it, go with the flow be wise and mindful about decision theres no need to overthink all the options, try the best you can


also if u have no idea of careers
dont be a template in a society , u should do art like music drawing and etc it pays up very good, what matters is if u want to do it or not, id suggest u doing like extreme fraud shit, there are plenty of methods on dread,

u can be a hitman
do soemthing radical in life
be politician or something, start off educating urself in some argicultural university and make a milk factory wtv
 
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I mean we only do looksmaxxing to fit in society and eventually rise up in society and ultimately get fame
yeah but it's to inherently improve our lives
 
you can't think your way into an answer, you just have to retardmaxx random things/career paths and with time everything will get clearer
Did u have any experience. If yes plz tell
 
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yes bro whatever u choose u have one end it all goes to the same path bro the purpose is to live and die
ur trying to make point about ur life path but i think u shouldnt worry about it, go with the flow be wise and mindful about decision theres no need to overthink all the options, try the best you can


also if u have no idea of careers
dont be a template in a society , u should do art like music drawing and etc it pays up very good, what matters is if u want to do it or not, id suggest u doing like extreme fraud shit, there are plenty of methods on dread,

u can be a hitman
do soemthing radical in life
be politician or something, start off educating urself in some argicultural university and make a milk factory wtv
That sounds very cool. What r u thinking to do
 
I mean that’s doesn’t satisfy me. Like happiness is just a temporary state of mind driven mostly by biology. And the happiness u feel is driven a lot by genetics and how society treats you in general. Would you say the purpose of life is nothing. All this bs for nothing
there is no higher meaning to life. there literally isnt. the fact that rn you have the consciousness to contemplate this is basically just a "random" occurance in the neverending process of what people call evolution. Thanks to this same evolution we have things that bring us happiness and joy and it feels good. I wanna feel good hence I try to do those things instead of searching for some overarching meaning to this all. Life is never about the results on a grand scheme of things, its about the "friends" (happiness obtained, personal goals achieved, etc) we made along the way
 
yeah but it's to inherently improve our lives
So like in the modern world would you say purpose of life is looksmaxxing because it is the bulk factor which determines the quality of our life
 
So like in the modern world would you say purpose of life is looksmaxxing because it is the bulk factor which determines the quality of our life
what:lul:
 
Just a thought. What do u think
there is no higher meaning to life. there literally isnt. the fact that rn you have the consciousness to contemplate this is basically just a "random" occurance in the neverending process of what people call evolution. Thanks to this same evolution we have things that bring us happiness and joy and it feels good. I wanna feel good hence I try to do those things instead of searching for some overarching meaning to this all. Life is never about the results on a grand scheme of things, its about the "friends" (happiness obtained, personal goals achieved, etc) we made along the way
please do read this first of all
 
im into cybersecurity i got lucky getting into special program, cards lay down in my life good thanks to the Highest
How did u get in cybersecurity. Like u did comp sci degree or somewhat tech related. I’m also thinking to get in it
 
Dude, Ngolo Kante? That's a football player. That black manlet (which I still love his character is nice) has NOT said anything about life and is not a philosopher...
 
there is no higher meaning to life. there literally isnt. the fact that rn you have the consciousness to contemplate this is basically just a "random" occurance in the neverending process of what people call evolution. Thanks to this same evolution we have things that bring us happiness and joy and it feels good. I wanna feel good hence I try to do those things instead of searching for some overarching meaning to this all. Life is never about the results on a grand scheme of things, its about the "friends" (happiness obtained, personal goals achieved, etc) we made along the way
What you said makes perfect sense. But what I think is what if in future we find a actual meaning to life or something I know that sound dumb but the future is unimaginably uncertain
 
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Dude, Ngolo Kante? That's a football player. That black manlet (which I still love his character is nice) has NOT said anything about life and is not a philosopher...
Bro im talking about Immanuel kante
 
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How did u get in cybersecurity. Like u did comp sci degree or somewhat tech related. I’m also thinking to get in it
cant tell u about this one pal


but it does have to do with comp science,
u need to study at least 2 languages - something like c and python

im not studying this alone as i said its a program and im still in it
 
Did u have any experience. If yes plz tell
i mean i didn't know what to do with my life myself career wise so i picked up a random one then went very very deep into the rabbit hole and even tho i probably won't be doing this for life the career path got clearer just because i did something
 
i mean i didn't know what to do with my life myself career wise so i picked up a random one then went very very deep into the rabbit hole and even tho i probably won't be doing this for life the career path got clearer just because i did something
What rabbit hole if that the thinking rabbit hole. Did u ever consider ropemaxxing
 
What you said makes perfect sense. But what I think is what if in future we find a actual meaning to life or something I know that sound dumb but the future is unimaginably uncertain
The fact that there is no objective true meaning to life is based upon such basics of human and society's existence that to find this meaning would mean that even the most obvious truths about our existence would have to be reconsidered. The other way is to prove that God is real, then there would be a higher-set meaning (but even then you could argue that you are not obliged to abide by this meaning someone else has decided for you even if its the god himself)
 
The fact that there is no objective true meaning to life is based upon such basics of human and society's existence that to find this meaning would mean that even the most obvious truths about our existence would have to be reconsidered. The other way is to prove that God is real, then there would be a higher-set meaning (but even then you could argue that you are not obliged to abide by this meaning someone else has decided for you even if its the god himself)
Why not just skip this bs and rope max(not literally hypothetically)
 
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Why not just skip this bs and rope max(not literally hypothetically)
- youre missing out on all the joy this life can potentially bring
- instinct of self preservation
 
What rabbit hole if that the thinking rabbit hole. Did u ever consider ropemaxxing
surrounding the career path, you get good at the random thing you picked you obviously make connections around such thing, then you pick another thing if the one you picked doesn't suit you

like action rabbit hole not thinking rabbit hole, it would be better to say just start walking a random path without overthinking it then deviate somewhere else but just walk first
 
So all this began when I was in high school and I was very confused on what to do in life(career etc). After thinking for much time I realised what is this all about. I mean what is the end goal for whatever I’m doing. Is it like being remembered throughout history because that answer only makes sense. If you look at other answers by Albert Camus, Nietzsche, plato, Schopenhauer, Kante , Viktor Frankl they all seem to deliver absurd answers or answers that seem not convincing enough. Camus say embrace the absurd. Nietschze says create your own morals and values. Become a ubermench. These answer just sound good only. And before you tell me I know there is no such purpose to life . The purpose of life is to live it. Or you create your own meaning in life I get all of that before you comment these answers. But even if we take these answers. How would an individual lead life. What should he do if nothing even matters in the grand scheme of things. What career should I go in ? What should I do in life. After some thinking I realised that fundamentally every human wanna be remembered somehow or we can say all go for peak fame. Like that is what matters or you can dissolve your ego and become Buddha but again that is absurd too. Meditating your whole life for nothing. I have a very strong existential crisis and that is affecting my decision making ability to go in which career. What are your thoughts on this

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This world is a soul farm, there are entities that feed on your suffering and use us as sustenance

How did the people on epstein Island find each other

Nobody. Would ever trust others with the evil they've committed on that island, yet they are all doing it together

How could these people find each other, without putting everything at risk, why would they?

I believe, it's because they aren't human. You think humans eat human flesh?

No, they're like drug addicts, who feed on humans, but they aren't human

Yes. You need to meditate, be capable of operating outside your body, so that when you die, you're comfortable, and they don't enslave your ass again

It's not so bad, these are corroded creatures with almost no connection to God, that's why they feed on us, we are better than them.

I'm aware this is completely schizophrenic but I don't really care, I believe this and if there's even a 1% chance you think I'm right, you must take it as an absolute certainty

these extradimensional creatures are mentioned in most religions

however, most religions are structured in a way that makes you malleable

a false god, full of power from our prayers

then, they set you up, so that when you die, and you see entities pretending to be your family and beckoning you into heaven, you believe them, you follow-them, they wipe your brain, and you go back down to earth to be their battery and food source

i like this worldview, it gives me someone to hate, someone to beat.

think about the steak you eat, did it know that it's entire purpose is to be food? No, because those who enslaved it are far more advanced than the cow is.
 
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This world is a soul farm, there are entities that feed on your suffering and use us as sustenance

How did the people on epstein Island find each other

Nobody. Would ever trust others with the evil they've committed on that island, yet they are all doing it together

How could these people find each other, without putting everything at risk, why would they?

I believe, it's because they aren't human. You think humans eat human flesh?

No, they're like drug addicts, who feed on humans, but they aren't human

Yes. You need to meditate, be capable of operating outside your body, so that when you die, you're comfortable, and they don't enslave your ass again

It's not so bad, these are corroded creatures with almost no connection to God, that's why they feed on us, we are better than them.

I'm aware this is completely schizophrenic but I don't really care, I believe this and if there's even a 1% chance you think I'm right, you must take it as an absolute certainty

these extradimensional creatures are mentioned in most religions

however, most religions are structured in a way that makes you malleable

a false god, full of power from our prayers

then, they set you up, so that when you die, and you see entities pretending to be your family and beckoning you into heaven, you believe them, you follow-them, they wipe your brain, and you go back down to earth to be their battery and food source

i like this worldview, it gives me someone to hate, someone to beat.

think about the steak you eat, did it know that it's entire purpose is to be food? No, because those who enslaved it are far more advanced than the cow is.
this is unironically the most insane schizo theory ive ever seen
 
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this is unironically the most insane schizo theory ive ever seen
Astral projection is real

The United States government commissioned the Monroe Institute of astral projectors to TEACH OUR AGENTS HOW TO ASTRAL PROJECT INTO SOVIET RUSSIA AND SPY ON THEM

All declassified, now it does say the information was unreliable, and the program stopped

But if it was succesful, you obviously wouldn't be told about it.
 
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this is unironically the most insane schizo theory ive ever seen
I mean all of our elites and world leaders are literally child rapists and cannibals that eat kids

It's extremely obvious at this point in time that they are not human
 
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