Apparition
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For most of you it’s depressing because you see all these hot girls you want fuck. From me it’s depressing for a different reason.
Last summer was sad because I was on tinder and waited for months hoping that maybe my oneitis would text me. Maybe she would have given me a second chance (there was no first chance anyway lol), maybe she would want a guy who genuinely likes her. That never happened sadly and I’m fairly certain I’d be still waiting had I clinged on that.
This summer is depressing because I’m doing the same shit I did last summer but with much more baggage. If last summer I spent it with false hope, this summer I ain’t even having that. Not only because I have long deleted tinder but also because my oneitis graduated and I have to accept that she just manipulated and used me. I also have to accept that everything I did last summer was pointless, all my hopes were in vain not only because she would never talk to me again but because she never liked me in the fist place.
I really wish I had the problems other incels have. Not having sex isn’t as bad as you think and you can cope about it if you are open minded. Having your entire existence shat on though is a different story. Imagine spending months thinking your oneitis was an easy whore and that had you been slightly better looking she would have gave it to you only to realise neither was true. Imagine thinking that she was a dumb slut that said random shit to confuse you but everything she said was 100% true and she was gonna succeed in it.
That’s why being delusional is bad. Because your delusions will collapse eventually. Call if fate, call it karma, whatever you want, something always happens and your delusiosn get shattered. The world just doesn’t like delusional people especially incels.
Last summer was sad because I was on tinder and waited for months hoping that maybe my oneitis would text me. Maybe she would have given me a second chance (there was no first chance anyway lol), maybe she would want a guy who genuinely likes her. That never happened sadly and I’m fairly certain I’d be still waiting had I clinged on that.
This summer is depressing because I’m doing the same shit I did last summer but with much more baggage. If last summer I spent it with false hope, this summer I ain’t even having that. Not only because I have long deleted tinder but also because my oneitis graduated and I have to accept that she just manipulated and used me. I also have to accept that everything I did last summer was pointless, all my hopes were in vain not only because she would never talk to me again but because she never liked me in the fist place.
I really wish I had the problems other incels have. Not having sex isn’t as bad as you think and you can cope about it if you are open minded. Having your entire existence shat on though is a different story. Imagine spending months thinking your oneitis was an easy whore and that had you been slightly better looking she would have gave it to you only to realise neither was true. Imagine thinking that she was a dumb slut that said random shit to confuse you but everything she said was 100% true and she was gonna succeed in it.
That’s why being delusional is bad. Because your delusions will collapse eventually. Call if fate, call it karma, whatever you want, something always happens and your delusiosn get shattered. The world just doesn’t like delusional people especially incels.
