iblamegenetics_0
Iron
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from where do i even fucking start, im not mentioning this shit because ive always wanted one, but rather because i’m wondering why i’m not even considered an option in the first place, not experiencing such a thing may have a lot of consequences, and being here is one of them jfl, being loved in your teens is the closest thing to a pure form of love and affection you’ll ever be able to grasp, because unconditional love doesn’t exist  at least not anymore. missing out on so many opportunities due to someone’s genetic inferiority saddens me the most, im now an ndcel with no life whatsoever, since i spent most of my teenage years as a fat, repulsive sub3 up until 17, which led to my current demise. watching everybody else being cherished, having a partner to talk to, share core memories with, developing more and more social skills through experiences, going through the thrill of such a journey flirting, cuddling, and so on  meanwhile im rotting in my fucking room staring at the loading screen, asking myself why my life is so miserable, combine this with bp and a sprinkle of self-hatred and you’re doomed to oblivion. it’s so fucking over, let me know what you guys think about this shit, and if any of you ever indulged in a relationship at some point during your teenage years, let me know how it feels, if you reached the end, i truly appreciate it <33