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FailedNormieManlet

FailedNormieManlet

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I'll start

  • Was always a bit shy and ugly as a teen
  • start trying to improve myself
  • find pua
  • then apply some pua type stuff
  • it worked, I was like 16 but had a few girls crushing on me in school - pre selection worked jfl
  • then I found out about r/theredpill
  • trp tells me to "raise my smv"
  • i find out about incels
  • at first incels are weird
  • then they become relatable
  • incels made sense, it was trp but extreme, "just raise smv" = just be good looking
  • Make a lookism account, but never touched it cuz too high inhib to post there
  • r/incels banned
  • r/braincels banned
  • browse 4chan - still do
  • posted on lookism for a short period of time
  • lookism shutdown
  • start posting on looksmax
Briefly browsed incels.is too, but got banned from there. Incels.is was the most toxic though, over here at least I am improving myself

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It started when I used to watch redpill feminist owned videos in 2016
It started from mgtow in 2016 to present
I cringe at my past, every sec of it
It takes some time to find your real identity, self awareness
Also covid was a big reason too
 
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I used to watch lots of self-improvement and sigma-male-esque self-development YouTube videos. Channels such as FarFromAverage. One day there was a Mewing video in my feed. I watched YT videos about Mewing and forward dentofacial growth. Watching a channel named “Facehacking: The Science of Attraction” led me to FACEandLMS. Found Incel, Blackpill, and Looksmax.me (I forgot the order) and never stopped rotting.
 
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I got banned from incels.is within 2 days for larping as a 5'1" pakistani janitor who graduated in mathematics from Harvard but lost his fortune to a divorce settlement
 
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I used to watch feminist owned videos in 2016
classic. Same here dude. When I was on trp in 2016, I didn't understand the feminist hate. Then I started watching youtube on it and it was so funny at the time
 
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I didn’t, it found me :ogre:
 
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I used to watch lots of self-improvement and sigma-esque YouTube videos. One day there was a Mewing video in my feed. Found Looksmax and never stopped rotting.
I think you are younger than me and @justinzayn? Justin are you 21 or similar?

I've noticed a lot of the younger guys never went through the r/trp -> mgtow -> blackpill pipeline. A lot of you niggas just ended up here cuz looks related videos. It's why a lot of the younger guys here know next to nothing about girls too
 
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I think you are younger than me and @justinzayn? Justin are you 21 or similar?

I've noticed a lot of the younger guys never went through the r/trp -> mgtow -> blackpill pipeline. A lot of you niggas just ended up here cuz looks related videos. It's why a lot of the younger guys here know next to nothing about girls too
I am 19 n half 2002 oct
But unlike most young guys. I was into mgtow redpill blackpill in 2016/17
Also I started to browse looksmax sites bcoz of salludon in 2017,
From browsing mewing reddits to incel forums
 
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I am 19 n half 2002 oct
But unlike most young guys. I was into mgtow redpill blackpill in 2016/17
Also I started to browse looksmax sites bcoz of salludon in 2017,
From browsing mewing reddits to incel forums
wow you started young bro. I was same as you, redpill in 2016/17. What even caused redpill to explode so much? I think all the redpilled shit is now on tiktok
 
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1.had started to obsess over my looks starting in 7th grade- in 8th grade
2. Covid shut down schools which I was thankful for because it temporarily cured my BDD.
3. I was a skinnyfat cel and I was mercilessly bullied by my brother- constantly called me fat and other insults pertaining to weight
4. This led me to starve myself until I got to 130 pounds (I was 6’1).
5.Through my obsession with looks and me being a social outcast I felt alone and didn’t have any like minded people to talk to.
6. My brother who was a big poster on lookism referred me to it
7.when it shutdown I came to looksmaxx
Does your older brother still browse lookism/looksmax? Is he a chad? What's he like now?
 
I got banned from incels.is within 2 days for larping as a 5'1" pakistani janitor who graduated in mathematics from Harvard but lost his fortune to a divorce settlement
No such thing as 5ft1 pakistani janitor Or whatever
It's full of 6ft1 diverse chaddams terrorists who are fighting for their kashmir land and for their own identity, becoz the deserve and own it
 
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I'll start

  • Was always a bit shy and ugly as a teen
  • start trying to improve myself
  • find pua
  • then apply some pua type stuff
  • it worked, I was like 16 but had a few girls crushing on me in school - pre selection worked jfl
  • then I found out about r/theredpill
  • trp tells me to "raise my smv"
  • i find out about incels
  • at first incels are weird
  • then they become relatable
  • incels made sense, it was trp but extreme, "just raise smv" = just be good looking
  • Make a lookism account, but never touched it cuz too high inhib to post there
  • r/incels banned
  • r/braincels banned
  • browse 4chan - still do
  • posted on lookism for a short period of time
  • lookism shutdown
  • start posting on looksmax
Briefly browsed incels.is too, but got banned from there. Incels.is was the most toxic though, over here at least I am improving myself

Share your stories
was 15, p sure i discovered it on 4chan, which i discovered at 14
 
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Wanted to get rated to know my objective attractiveness , got called subhuman by couple LDARmaxxed rotters and became BDDmaxxed
 
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My friend told me about incels.is
we went on there and trolled for a couple months, then we stopped
i hopped back on one day and saw a thread about a site called looksmax.org
looked it up, hoping to find a new place to troll (the incels.is people were sick of us)
Came to find out this place has actual decent advice, so made an account and stayed for a while
Now i read threads and take the good advice while i troll the members of this forum
 
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Nah he said he’ll only browse lookism if it comes back. He’s a low tier chadlite who has ascended with 2 mid tier Stacy lites after being incel for first 19 years of his life.He recently told me he’s sorry for bullying me jfl. He didn’t need to apologize tbh
was he ugly before?
 
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Wanted to get rated to know my objective attractiveness , got called subhuman by couple LDARmaxxed rotters and became BDDmaxxed
This site is addictive becoz once you posted your face here. You be always insecure, if someone calling you subhuman or other stuff
That's what's keep most users comming back here
 
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This site is addictive becoz once you posted your face here. You be always insecure, if someone calling you subhuman or other stuff
That's what's keep most users comming back here
Exactly
 
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No such thing as 5ft1 pakistani janitor Or whatever
It's full of 6ft1 diverse chaddams terrorists who are fighting for their kashmir land
yes I get it your average pakistani looks like this

Images 6


happy?
 
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Don't remember how but I stumbled on Invisible WaW videos
It was one of the most profound experiences of my life
Someone in the comments was asking where he learned all this shit and another guy said the forum lookism
And the rest, as they say, is history
 
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Incels.is is a fucking gutter. One of the worse communities on the internet.
Yeah 100%. I got banned because I kissed a girl, and decided to share the news saying "It's not over, I'm 5'5 and pajeet. I made out with a club whore who had a boyfriend" - I thought they'd react well to the news. Nope. Instead I got called LARPer and was banned
 
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Got cheated on by my ex girlfriend when i was 5'5 and wasn't looksmaxxed, started binging red pill/ blackpillish content, Switched over to pure blackpill content and decided to improve looks in 2021, started injecting hgh and eating healthy and getting sun, Grew to 5'10 in 7-8 months and put on 15 pounds of muscle, Started to have a better jawline and my eyearea got better and i went from ltn to mtn, htn, Also grew my frame with calisthetics and swimming, I rejected a lot of white girls because they don't interest me and seem like whores but i have made out with a few and touched something:unsure:
 
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Got bored and searched up what incel meant randomly and that was it biggest mistake
 
hardcore Redpill coper for 2 years.

+ looksmaxxing by myself

realise something still wrong and not working.

found bonesmashing guy called indeginous swiss on yt.

joined his discord

some nig mentioned looksmax.org

joined

felt like this is what ive been trying to do but by myself for a long time

learned a lot here and very grateful i found this place

and grateful people put me in my place and told me my flaws with no holding back
 
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r/teenagers------->r/incelselfies-------->r/incels------->made me insecure about not experiencing teen love, being a KHHV, and being 5'5 :ROFLMAO:

Wanted to learn about facial attractiveness so found out qoves
Qoves----> found out about sean o'pry and david gandy-------> googled "when did sean o'pry lose his virginity" :lul::lul: -------> lookism-------> looksmax.org
 
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r/teenagers------->r/incelselfies-------->r/incels------->made me insecure about not experiencing teen love, being a KHHV, and being 5'5 :ROFLMAO:

Wanted to learn about facial attractiveness so found out qoves
Qoves----> found out about sean o'pry and david gandy-------> googled "when did sean o'pry lose his virginity" :lul::lul: -------> lookism-------> looksmax.org
r/incelselfies was good
 
Yeah 100%. I got banned because I kissed a girl, and decided to share the news saying "It's not over, I'm 5'5 and pajeet. I made out with a club whore who had a boyfriend" - I thought they'd react well to the news. Nope. Instead I got called LARPer and was banned
Severe carbs in the bucket mentality on that website. If anything positive is going on in your life people cry for you to get banned.
 
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Severe carbs in the bucket mentality on that website. If anything positive is going on in your life people cry for you to get banned.
Agreed, incels.is took about 1 year out of my life. They stopped me from lifting and shit, then lockdown happened when I was getting life back on track. Now I am making progress and shit
 
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This site is addictive becoz once you posted your face here. You be always insecure, if someone calling you subhuman or other stuff
That's what's keep most users comming back here
idk man how can you be insecure when you know exactly what ur failos are and accept them.

my ego is detached from that shit these days.

if someone calls me ugly I think yeah thats why im getting face surgery

if someone calls me short i think yeah thats why im moving to short country and LL

it only hurts when u want to not believe ur ugly or short
 
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Yeah 100%. I got banned because I kissed a girl, and decided to share the news saying "It's not over, I'm 5'5 and pajeet. I made out with a club whore who had a boyfriend" - I thought they'd react well to the news. Nope. Instead I got called LARPer and was banned
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+ you were barely a month old active greycel.
 
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i'm faceandlms's former college teammate
 
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+ you were barely a month old active greycel.
I'm pretty sure I had an alt account. I was apart of the previous incels website. Incels.me or some other shit
 
r/incelselfies was good
I found it when i was looking at a reddit girls profile on r/teenagers, she commented a compliment on an r/incelselfies post , and then i was gigadepressed overdosed on blackpill and muh "you will never have this" videos. And found out that 5'4 is actually 5 inches below average height in the west (i wanted a white gf :lul:)

And then left the entire thing.

And then i discovered qoves on youtube----> found lookism-----> looksmax
 
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Randomly came across Sandman videos and became curious
Found the redpill subreddit and became obsessed
Found the MGTOW subreddit and slowly shifted away from the redpill subreddit to the MGTOW subreddit
Found r/incels very shortly before it got banned
Found r/braincels
Found the incel website
A lot of incel terms are borrowed for lookism forums, which is what I found next

Progressively became more blackpilled with each step, re-inforced by things I would see irl.
 
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incels made sense, it was trp but extreme, "just raise smv" = just be good looking
this

that first flash of light i got for all those years i intuitively knew about :blackpill: , that AHA! moment . Every little "fuck up" that PUA and normies gaslit me about , finnaly made sense , almost instantly every blackpill moment from my life popped into my eyes and i just went ballistic at first

i honestly always had this feeling PUA is bs but i was coping with nichepill hoping to find a girl that , get a load of this , "suits me":lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul:

now i know that my only chance at fucking something is looksmaxing and catching drunk short beckies of guard when they are on the floor tbh:fuk:

but yeah anyway i think i found blackpill on an YT comment and was curious
 
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I found it when i was looking at a reddit girls profile on r/teenagers, she commented a compliment on an r/incelselfies post , and then i was gigadepressed overdosed on blackpill and muh "you will never have this" videos. And found out that 5'4 is actually 5 inches below average height in the west (i wanted a white gf :lul:)

And then left the entire thing.

And then i discovered qoves on youtube----> found lookism-----> looksmax
are you curry?
 
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this

that first flash of light i got for all those years i intuitively knew about :blackpill: , that AHA! moment . Every little "fuck up" that PUA and normies gaslit me about , finnaly made sense , almost instantly every blackpill moment from my life popped into my eyes and i just went ballistic at first

i honestly always had this feeling PUA is bs but i was coping with nichepill hoping to find a girl that , get a load of this , "suits me":lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul:

now i know that my only chance at fucking something is looksmaxing and catching drunk short beckies of guard when they are on the floor tbh:fuk:

but yeah anyway i think i found blackpill on an YT comment and was curious
imagine someone in the future posts on a thread like this

"it started when this boy in my class made a blackpill presentation" JFL
 
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Also covid was a big reason too
this tbh

covid + MGTOW + something something , and i finaly somehow stumbled upon this forum and thought it was the most badass unregulated piece of internet in my stupid little teen life (i haven"t seen the real shit)
 
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Biggest black pill was actually improving my looks through gym and diet back in 2018 and getting much better reactions from women

Wasted so many years trying to be interesting and funny :feelswhy:
 
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I got banned from incels.is within 2 days for larping as a 5'1" pakistani janitor who graduated in mathematics from Harvard but lost his fortune to a divorce settlement
:lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul::lul:

fucking mirin u nigga
 
I got banned from incels.is within 2 days for larping as a 5'1" pakistani janitor who graduated in mathematics from Harvard but lost his fortune to a divorce settlement
who was the first guy that busted you LMAO :lul:
 
I think you are younger than me and @justinzayn? Justin are you 21 or similar?

I've noticed a lot of the younger guys never went through the r/trp -> mgtow -> blackpill pipeline. A lot of you niggas just ended up here cuz looks related videos. It's why a lot of the younger guys here know next to nothing about girls too
what is there to know about them tbh , social conformists that crave good genes
 
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