Tenshi
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Been feeling like shit for like 1 or 2 weeks by know. Zero motivation to approach girls or even engage them at all. All I can think is how over it is.
Went for a trip to southern europe to see if I could clear my mind, it seems I came back even worse. All I say were either Chads or beta cucks with hot chicks. I'm having flashbacks of random rejections I've had throughout my life. Brutal. I felt anger.
The thing is, I'm getting more and more aware of the fact that I'm kinda capped at my current looks, and I'm clearly not making the cut these days. I believe now a guy has to mog a chick at least 2 points for her to even consider sticking with you. I'm also realising that I might not even look as I thought I did, and in fact i've been just being deluded and gaslighted by people to think I don't look as bad as I actually do.
Tomorrow a FWB is coming over. She's ok but obviously below me. The only thing I can think now when I see her is how she is the best I could do and it seems to be impossible to get any further. I don't even think I'll be able to get hard.
Went for a trip to southern europe to see if I could clear my mind, it seems I came back even worse. All I say were either Chads or beta cucks with hot chicks. I'm having flashbacks of random rejections I've had throughout my life. Brutal. I felt anger.
The thing is, I'm getting more and more aware of the fact that I'm kinda capped at my current looks, and I'm clearly not making the cut these days. I believe now a guy has to mog a chick at least 2 points for her to even consider sticking with you. I'm also realising that I might not even look as I thought I did, and in fact i've been just being deluded and gaslighted by people to think I don't look as bad as I actually do.
Tomorrow a FWB is coming over. She's ok but obviously below me. The only thing I can think now when I see her is how she is the best I could do and it seems to be impossible to get any further. I don't even think I'll be able to get hard.