The Consequences Of The Larp

[dhusc]

you ever talk to someone just to realise you have absolutely nothing going on in ur life both past n present

I remember talking to girls and even guys and whenever the conversation shifted to me I’d larp about relationships, cheating etc. all with there own twist just to fit in, even when I talk about larping I larp about certain experiences to exaggerate it

I have had 0 relationships because I’m a high inhib, nd low dimo, short cutecel with a shitty ectomorph frame with barely anything going for him, I’m not intelligent, I’m not studious nor am I athletic, I haven’t done anything for myself nor have I had any real fun in my life

I stick with a few friends but other than I’m very lonely, it’s almost impossible for me to make friends on my own, I have no reason to larp but I still do as if it’s a habit

I fake my laughs, I fake my emotions, I couldn’t care less about the shit they talk about nor do I find it very funny, I feel like a fake individual who’s scared to improve, it’s like I missed a lane and I can’t go back, I wanna improve, I wanna excel but I’m held back by my own mind in everything, I’m limited by my own body and mind for something I didn’t have a choice in, every single negative seems to be directed towards me even if it is completely unrelated

 

[dhusc]

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[dhusc]

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[AUGUST.6foot6]

what do u want me to say gng in all honesty this just sounds sad not much we can do

 

[AUGUST.6foot6]

go to a lil baby concert or something improves life quality

 

[dhusc]

what do u want me to say gng in all honesty this just sounds sad not much we can do

rep my fucking post before you comment first

 

[dhusc]

go to a lil baby concert or something improves life quality

nigga are you tryna make me kill myself wtf

 

[literallytaxidriver]

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Larping and maladaptive day dreaming is very dangerous

It's a form of escapism. When you LARP as a chad or a morph of yourself, your brain releases dopamine. You get the reward of being a slayer, getting girls eyc without doing the hard work, being born genetic elite, taking the risk etc Your brain doesn't care if it's fake. It still releases...

looksmax.org

 

[dhusc]

@Jason Voorhees @Gengar’s Ghost

 

[Jgns]

how old are u

 

[dhusc]

Larping and maladaptive day dreaming is very dangerous

It's a form of escapism. When you LARP as a chad or a morph of yourself, your brain releases dopamine. You get the reward of being a slayer, getting girls eyc without doing the hard work, being born genetic elite, taking the risk etc Your brain doesn't care if it's fake. It still releases...

looksmax.org

genuinely perfect response to this post

literally fits with everything I feel about larping

the initial rush of dopamine is like genuine crack to me, but it all goes downhill the moment I realise the contrast between what I say and reality

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

@Jason Voorhees @Gengar’s Ghost

I can imagine there’s lots of people guilty of doing this.

 

[dhusc]

how old are u

19

 

[Deleted member 393429]

brotal stuff nigga

 

[Sub->CL]

I can imagine there’s lots of people guilty of doing this.

caught me

 

[dhusc]

I can imagine there’s lots of people guilty of doing this.

I genuinely realise how cancerous this actually is

to forever chase that rush of dopamine for something that doesn’t exist

 

[dhusc]

@tgun564636 @im.dark.wrld

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

caught me

Sub->C(aught)L

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I genuinely realise how cancerous this actually is

to forever chase that rush of dopamine for something that doesn’t exist

Many men, man.

 

[dhusc]

Many men, man.

me without my daily dose of copium

 

[Jgns]

19

nigga we're the same age basically its not over uve still got a decade atleast. Work hard this year just do whatever u can the hardest u can make enough money to get high enough roi surgeries then ascend in a year or two. Its simple to say but it truly takes dedication, though its not impossible, I started this year and made 80k+ for surgeries and this was with my mentally fucked up mind. YOU CAN DO IT BRO TRUST. The ability to change ur fate is completely in ur hands. Imagine the life after ascension, FUCKK I COULD CUUMM. Think about that and work bro.

 

[Navity]

I genuinely realise how cancerous this actually is

to forever chase that rush of dopamine for something that doesn’t exist

Has become like an addiction atp, even if I try to not do it --- I end up doing it

 

[dhusc]

Has become like an addiction atp, even if I try to not do it --- I end up doing it

bro I larped about little girls approaching me out for absolutely 0 fucking reason at all today

this was right after I told her about me larping about relationships too

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

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me without my daily dose of copium

Lol.

 

[Deleted member 104510]

go to a lil baby concert or something improves life quality

 

[dhusc]

Lol.

you know gengar you make me really hard

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

bro I larped about little girls approaching me out for absolutely 0 fucking reason at all today

this was right after I told her about me larping about relationships too

you know gengar you make me really hard

20% for gayposting?

 

[KellSS]

 

[dhusc]

20% for gayposting?

I just wanted to be nice

and by little girls I mean 14-15 and how I rejected them because I’m a grown man

 

[dhusc]

I’ll pay any mod 415 shekels to ban this guy for life

 

[KellSS]

I’ll pay any mod 415 shekels to ban this guy for life

I will pay 500 rupies

 

[IBlameEveryoneElse]

Irl larpers male me wanna kms cause they male me feel like i misswd out even more fuck you i hope u suffer tbh

 

[ProBono]

incredibly relatable, sometimes I find myself just rigorously mapping out some plausible way to cover up my web of lies and it's led to me somewhat distancing myself from friends etc. I don't feel any guilt over lying, at least my conscious self doesn't whereas my subconscious will sometimes express this pent up regret in the form of dreams, and on some level I think I've accepted the utility of maintaining a fake persona but the line between my persona and the real me practically doesn't exist apart from as some aspect of my consciousness which is increasingly fading into memory.

I'm a deeply and often strongly cynical person but as my life goes on I've found it increasingly easier to lie and fake my own convictions, after all what I'm really invested in is how people perceive me and how I'll be able to cultivate an image of myself which, if not perfect, is at least entirely within my own control. If people believe in this ideal of me, then in my mind I've lived up to that ideal because the only true reality lies in the perceptions of others. It's the only reality which appeals to my base instincts to improve my social standing/lot in life and above all to not be seen for who I truly am, if I am anything at all.

Beneath the act and the compulsion to act, I think I'm ultimately just a completely confused and lost soul who's driven by his impulses, to gain pleasure in leisure yes but above all to avoid the pain of discovery, like an actor bombing on stage or something. I pride myself on my intelligence but I think another part of what's driven me to read so much on philosophy and psychology is the desire to understand how people work and think and by extension myself. In some ways this message is the most honest I could ever be, on a subconscious level I am still trying to make my thoughts known and presentable but I think this and some of my other rants on this site are cathartic in the sense that there are no stakes for me. I understand that even if people are reading these rants they'd have no impact on my "life" (really my comfort, and by extension my sense of security) and I take solace in imagining that they'd possibly relate to my alienation with society.

 

[Med Amine]

No one talk to me irl so i dont even get to larp

 

[im.dark.wrld]

I get the feeling of having nothing to say about yourself, but making up stuff just makes it worse long term

You’d be better off building even small real experiences instead of faking big ones

And honestly the only "consequence" of larping is when ppl just find out about, and then you lose trust for no reason.

Nevertheless, hope it gets better for ya bhai

 

[dhusc]

incredibly relatable, sometimes I find myself just rigorously mapping out some plausible way to cover up my web of lies and it's led to me somewhat distancing myself from friends etc. I don't feel any guilt over lying, at least my conscious self doesn't whereas my subconscious will sometimes express this pent up regret in the form of dreams, and on some level I think I've accepted the utility of maintaining a fake persona but the line between my persona and the real me practically doesn't exist apart from as some aspect of my consciousness which is increasingly fading into memory.

I'm a deeply and often strongly cynical person but as my life goes on I've found it increasingly easier to lie and fake my own convictions, after all what I'm really invested in is how people perceive me and how I'll be able to cultivate an image of myself which, if not perfect, is at least entirely within my own control. If people believe in this ideal of me, then in my mind I've lived up to that ideal because the only true reality lies in the perceptions of others. It's the only reality which appeals to my base instincts to improve my social standing/lot in life and above all to not be seen for who I truly am, if I am anything at all.

Beneath the act and the compulsion to act, I think I'm ultimately just a completely confused and lost soul who's driven by his impulses, to gain pleasure in leisure yes but above all to avoid the pain of discovery, like an actor bombing on stage or something. I pride myself on my intelligence but I think another part of what's driven me to read so much on philosophy and psychology is the desire to understand how people work and think and by extension myself. In some ways this message is the most honest I could ever be, on a subconscious level I am still trying to make my thoughts known and presentable but I think this and some of my other rants on this site are cathartic in the sense that there are no stakes for me. I understand that even if people are reading these rants they'd have no impact on my "life" (really my comfort, and by extension my sense of security) and I take solace in imagining that they'd possibly relate to my alienation with society.

exactly I feel the constant desire to be “cool” is what’s leading me to this path, I wanna fit in and I want to have a positive rep

 

[dhusc]

I get the feeling of having nothing to say about yourself, but making up stuff just makes it worse long term

You’d be better off building even small real experiences instead of faking big ones

And honestly the only "consequence" of larping is when ppl just find out about, and then you lose trust for no reason.

Nevertheless, hope it gets better for ya bhai

it’s just so difficult because it’s borderline impossible to make new ones even if they’re small and it’s especially hard when ur basically a loner

I feel like such a boring person tbh

but I agree it’s why I constantly change stories depending on the person and area, I mix it in with truths and lies to make it sound convincing, I honestly feel like a chronic liar now

 

[dhusc]

No one talk to me irl so i dont even get to larp

yeah pretty much it’s always been a rare experience for me but for the few times I do talk to people I always make up a lie so they think I’m remotely cool

but other than that I always sadly been known as a loner ever since high school and it’s done a hard hit on my rep which further fucks me up, I even had school shooter jokes put upon me simply because I was a quiet kid

a sharp contrast to my pre high school days

 

[Luquier]

Just keep larping, deception is a life skill

 

[dhusc]

Just keep larping, deception is a life skill

not when it’s consistent thing and something you just can’t achieve

 

[Luquier]

not when it’s consistent thing and something you just can’t achieve

True but normalscum are insanely demanding

You have to be good at 100 things or ur cancelled

So even if you do have a life it’s good to be deceptive and fake instead of honest to defend yourself

 

[im.dark.wrld]

it’s just so difficult because it’s borderline impossible to make new ones even if they’re small and it’s especially hard when ur basically a loner

I feel like such a boring person tbh

but I agree it’s why I constantly change stories depending on the person and area, I mix it in with truths and lies to make it sound convincing, I honestly feel like a chronic liar now

I get it feels hard, especially if you’re a loner, but you’re overestimating how much you need to have done to not be boring

Most people ain't living crazy lives either, they just talk about normal stuff honestly

And you’re not a “chronic liar”, you just got used to it. Big difference. Habits can change

You don’t need insane experiences to be interesting, just be real about normal stuff

If anything, just start small — even tiny real experiences are better than made up big ones, and they actually stack over time yk

 

[dhusc]

I get it feels hard, especially if you’re a loner, but you’re overestimating how much you need to have done to not be boring

Most people ain't living crazy lives either, they just talk about normal stuff honestly

And you’re not a “chronic liar”, you just got used to it. Big difference. Habits can change

You don’t need insane experiences to be interesting, just be real about normal stuff

If anything, just start small — even tiny real experiences are better than made up big ones, and they actually stack over time yk

I think it’s just a struggle because I suck at socialising, I had severe social anxiety over the years that ruined my once great life

top that off with being a low dimo short guy n it gets worse, im not ugly,
im js cursed with looking really young

I ruined all my chances and I ruined my mental and social health, it’s more like I have been put thru everything at once n I succeeded at none and the sheer embarrassment of that is just tearing me up

 

[dhusc]

True but normalscum are insanely demanding

You have to be good at 100 things or ur cancelled

So even if you do have a life it’s good to be deceptive and fake instead of honest to defend yourself

good point but I do actually wanna achieve something

all these larp stories just to come home to the truth is genuinely horrible

 

[Luquier]

good point but I do actually wanna achieve something

all these larp stories just to come home to the truth is genuinely horrible

What do you want to achieve

 

[dhusc]

What do you want to achieve

to be proud of achievements

for other people to admire my achievements

 

[Luquier]

to be proud of achievements

for other people to admire my achievements

What kind of achievements tho