The discust human acting

[vincbruh]

So im 15 and im getting more and more insane
So I have this horrible feeling everytime I See something human Like
For example eating, when I say Yea mum the Food is good it just feels so horrible and meaning less bc im just saying Yes mum this food is giving me dopamin.
This was Not a really good example but here is another one
So last week I Played like a Game with my Family and I tough about what if I just cheat Not that I wanted to but what if you just do it nothing will Happen I Can just do it it just feels wrong why does no one stop me this is so human like why does no one from above stop me I Can just cheat and I also think at the Same time that my Family just wants to have fun bc they Are humans and that feels so weird

Ik what im saying doesnt really make sence (also im Not realigious and I have a Diagnosed derealisation and also I cant really Talk deep into it bc of Language Barrior in German)

 

[mr123456]

DNR NIGGA

 

[afroheadluke]

DNR NIGGA

 

[dbdrFanboy]

Diagnosed derealisation
Can you get more grey

dnr

 

[dbdrFanboy]

So tuffff
I felt that

 

[mr123456]

lightskin king voice

 

[Jeremy Meeks]

 

[vincbruh]

Diagnosed derealisation
Can you get more greyView attachment 4861984View attachment 4861985dnr

Ik it Sound corny and grey asf but fr no one can really Talk serious on this Forum like everybody just needs to Troll

 

[dbdrFanboy]

Ik it Sound corny and grey asf but fr no one can really Talk serious on this Forum like everybody just needs to Troll

Yeah ogs like you and me that have been here since 2013 remember

 

[afroheadluke]

there’s no problem with being self-aware you are not going insane lol

stay true with yourself for your own sake

 

[vincbruh]

there’s no problem with being self-aware you are not going insane lol

stay true with yourself for your own sake

Okay I may over Drove it a Bit but at Night im mostly Reading about stuff and I started to haluciunate that some Kind of 4 Dimensional beeing was watching my (ik this Sound so fucking cope)

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

DNR erwewhewe

 

[afroheadluke]

Okay I may over Drove it a Bit but at Night im mostly Reading about stuff and I started to haluciunate that some Kind of 4 Dimensional beeing was watching my (ik this Sound so fucking cope)

 

[vincbruh]

HAHAH man im Not crazy ik that the shit im feeling is Not real but its like you know its Not real but its still makes your Heart Race. Have you ever gottan into the REM Phase of Lucid dreaming when everything goes black and just know its Not real but still Your Heart is pouning and your scared. Okay fuck this is way to specific I put it simple when your high on weed or worse shit and you got a Bad drip and getting paranoid ik its Not real but still its Making me feel unease (way to much Text for this less Information fuck)