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I’ve been awake for about 50 hours now which isn’t so bad in isolation, but I was also awake for the same amount right before my last sleep, so i’m running ob. I have had 7 hours of sleep in 100 hours. (dont do engineering folks)
I’ve also consumed over a gram of modafinil in this period and a lot of caffeine, to stay alert and focused
But yeah I’m genuinely withering
This is definitely whatever phenomena clav was going through for a while that normies were freaking out over
Too many stims, no sleep, dehydration, not eating much and extreme acute cortisol spikes (from both your physical state and the reason you’re doing it, for me an important coursework deadline) will make you look and feel like you are rotting. You get a weird mildly jaundiced look too
Its weird because it “debloats” you but also fucks your skin elasticity so you look sunken rather than defined, my skin feels really weird
And the mental effects are so strange. The orexin signalling in the modafinil is enough to keep you awake but you are in an altered state of consciousness. Everything feels odd, you hallucinate sensations. Like I kept feeling like I had airpods in and went to take them out and there was nothing. Not many voices or shadow people yet but visual glitches and peripheral stuff is common
Whilst you’d think stuff like modafinil in combination with stress would raise your anxiety/inhibition I’ve had the opposite experience, I’ve been so inhibminned. Have had more than one absolutely aura eradicating experiences today already from being this tired and descended and clumsy in this stae and just cannot give a fuck because of the state im in
The only reason I’m awake enough to type this is because I just submitted my assignment line a minute before the final due date and my body was reacting as if I was running for my life
At least I didn’t give myself psychosis so i see this as a success
Gonna sleep for like 20 hours whenever this last monster wears off
But yeah guys please. Sleep. SLEEP. Not sleeping enough is one of the worst looksmins and lifemins. Drugs will not compensate for it they will just make you feel like you aren’t impaired whilst you actually are
GN
I’ve also consumed over a gram of modafinil in this period and a lot of caffeine, to stay alert and focused
But yeah I’m genuinely withering
This is definitely whatever phenomena clav was going through for a while that normies were freaking out over
Too many stims, no sleep, dehydration, not eating much and extreme acute cortisol spikes (from both your physical state and the reason you’re doing it, for me an important coursework deadline) will make you look and feel like you are rotting. You get a weird mildly jaundiced look too
Its weird because it “debloats” you but also fucks your skin elasticity so you look sunken rather than defined, my skin feels really weird
And the mental effects are so strange. The orexin signalling in the modafinil is enough to keep you awake but you are in an altered state of consciousness. Everything feels odd, you hallucinate sensations. Like I kept feeling like I had airpods in and went to take them out and there was nothing. Not many voices or shadow people yet but visual glitches and peripheral stuff is common
Whilst you’d think stuff like modafinil in combination with stress would raise your anxiety/inhibition I’ve had the opposite experience, I’ve been so inhibminned. Have had more than one absolutely aura eradicating experiences today already from being this tired and descended and clumsy in this stae and just cannot give a fuck because of the state im in
The only reason I’m awake enough to type this is because I just submitted my assignment line a minute before the final due date and my body was reacting as if I was running for my life
At least I didn’t give myself psychosis so i see this as a success
Gonna sleep for like 20 hours whenever this last monster wears off
But yeah guys please. Sleep. SLEEP. Not sleeping enough is one of the worst looksmins and lifemins. Drugs will not compensate for it they will just make you feel like you aren’t impaired whilst you actually are
GN
