Nobody move then nobody gets hurt
- Apr 4, 2020
Soon it will all be over, but it’s scaring me, as much as I talk about suicide on here, it scares me. I spend nights up awake thinking about it…because it’s right around the corner for me. I’m running out of time, and quickly, I don’t see myself making it to Christmas at the latest. But this shit scares me. What if I god exists and sends me to hell for this? What if it doesn’t go as planned and I end up in prison, or end up as a fucked up vegetable? What if I’m reincarnated as something worse than what I already am? How will my father feel? Time is running out too quickly and it’s scaring me.