The end is running at me like a train and I’m scared

[Deleted member 6164]

Soon it will all be over, but it’s scaring me, as much as I talk about suicide on here, it scares me. I spend nights up awake thinking about it…because it’s right around the corner for me. I’m running out of time, and quickly, I don’t see myself making it to Christmas at the latest. But this shit scares me. What if I god exists and sends me to hell for this? What if it doesn’t go as planned and I end up in prison, or end up as a fucked up vegetable? What if I’m reincarnated as something worse than what I already am? How will my father feel? Time is running out too quickly and it’s scaring me.

 

[Reckless Turtle]

What if I god exists and sends me to hell for this? What if it doesn’t go as planned and I end up in prison, or end up as a fucked up vegetable? What if I’m reincarnated as something worse than what I already am? How will my father feel? Time is running out too quickly and it’s scaring me.

Cope.

 

[Deleted member 6164]

Cope.

I wish

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]