The end

[Blackout.xl]

Life isn’t worth living anymore. It’s all ruined. Everyone in my building heard my moms rant. Everybody knows. I’m just a tool to her to get more money from my dad, nothing more.

she even makes personal insults to my dad on the phone. My dad doesn’t make it unknown that I’m a disappointment to him, a shot that didn’t hit, a project that failed. At my graduation he was furious at me for not getting an award or title, so he stormed out basically when the thing ended. When we took a picture, he was visibly mad. Not happy or neutral, just mad when everyone else’s parents were happy.

2019 was a terrible year for me. Didn’t get to go to prom because I was an utter subhuman abomination that women got mad at if I looked their way. 2020 seems to be no different. Everything’s crashed into a wall now. If I’ve ever been close to just roping, it’s now. I might get back on the forum tmrw, I might not. I’m just done with everything.

don’t take this as a good bye or anything, just a rant. I’m venting.

 

[.👽.]

A day in a life of a nibba
Jokes aside. Fuck your parents bro. Who cares about them. Looksmax and build your own life/family and enjoy life

 

[john2]

First you say there's a higher purpose of life.

Then you say it isn't worth living.

Lol, A day in a life of a nibba ^^^.

 

[Blackout.xl]

A day in a life of a nibba
Jokes aside. Fuck your parents bro. Who cares about them. Looksmax and build your own life/family and enjoy life

I can’t enjoy life. I can’t build my own family. I’m mentally damaged due to my youth and severely socially stunted. I have anxiety. It’s all burnt to the ground. I’m a mistake of a Human being.

First you say there's a higher purpose of life.

Then you say it isn't worth living.

Lol, A day in a life of a nibba ^^^.

Maybe in the end I’ll go to heaven or hell, maybe it’ll just be nothing. Maybe I’ll get reincarnated. Idk. I don’t care anymore

 

[Ritalincel]

Just ldar bro

 

[.👽.]

I can’t enjoy life. I can’t build my own family. I’m mentally damaged due to my youth and severely socially stunted. I have anxiety. It’s all burnt to the ground. I’m a mistake of a Human being.

Maybe in the end I’ll go to heaven or hell, maybe it’ll just be nothing. Maybe I’ll get reincarnated. Idk. I don’t care anymore

Bro you are a mentalcel. Find help and move out

 

[john2]

I can’t enjoy life. I can’t build my own family. I’m mentally damaged due to my youth and severely socially stunted. I have anxiety. It’s all burnt to the ground. I’m a mistake of a Human being.

Maybe in the end I’ll go to heaven or hell, maybe it’ll just be nothing. Maybe I’ll get reincarnated. Idk. I don’t care anymore

Then I suggest you start tying your rope as soon as possible bro.

 

[LordNorwood]

Just take a positive step each day bro.

 

[maxmendietta]

Just take a positive step each day bro.

it was ur fault he roped