The fuck should I do with my life

[Squizaz]

For some context, I'm a 16yo cutecel. My mom keeps forcing me to eat since I'm underweight (~55kg at 181cm). I have eye bags and no hollow cheeks at under 16% bf from lack of bones. My hollows only appear when I clench my jaw and in perfect lighting. I don't even know if it's worth to keep starving or not. Everytime when it's about eating, either when at home, going out with friends, etc. I keep saying that I'm not hungry or that I ate before. But at what cost, my mom is already starting to think that I'm anorexic (which I probably am), my friends look at me weirdly and I don't even wanna know what they say about me in private. I've thought about surgery or fillers when I'm older but I'm broke as fuck. I've also been going to the gym for a year to not be skinny (I stopped tho because of school and money reasons) but barely any progress. Can't afford steroids either.

What should I do?

 

[pubert123]

maybe play videogames all day and rot in bed

 

[ChaosTakeOverHaha]

listen to your mom, you are malnourished which will stunt growth and bone development.

 

[neverenoughforme]

imo i would starve cause it will give u hollow cheeks after like 15 days of not even eating do no worth it

 

[DongDestroyer]

I don’t know?? Maybe fucking eat more??? Who cares about hollow cheeks when you’re looking anorexic

 

[Toggle9877]

Eat more meat. I used to have this one homie who was vegan then ate alot of meat and he gained Richard Ramirez type of bonemsss

 

[Magnus Ironblood]

16 years old. Jfl dude, get the f off BP forums for a start Lol.

 

[AryanSchizo]

play fortnite

 

[richard67]

gang how to ascend everything

 

[pope]

55kg at 180cm is horrendous. Eat and workout so u can keep the body fat low but gain weight. It's that way its not so torturous

 

[Liferuiner]

maybe play videogames all day and rot in bed

fuck videogames

 

[pubert123]

fuck videogames

then goon to hentai all day

 

[Uehdbwidbfngj]

For some context, I'm a 16yo cutecel. My mom keeps forcing me to eat since I'm underweight (~55kg at 181cm). I have eye bags and no hollow cheeks at under 16% bf from lack of bones. My hollows only appear when I clench my jaw and in perfect lighting. I don't even know if it's worth to keep starving or not. Everytime when it's about eating, either when at home, going out with friends, etc. I keep saying that I'm not hungry or that I ate before. But at what cost, my mom is already starting to think that I'm anorexic (which I probably am), my friends look at me weirdly and I don't even wanna know what they say about me in private. I've thought about surgery or fillers when I'm older but I'm broke as fuck. I've also been going to the gym for a year to not be skinny (I stopped tho because of school and money reasons) but barely any progress. Can't afford steroids either.

What should I do?

Bro me to im 5’8 and 114 it’s BRUTAL out here in school but im gymaxxing so hopefully il be fine

My doctor said il be 5’10 so ill try my hardest to eat

 

[Uehdbwidbfngj]

16 years old. Jfl dude, get the f off BP forums for a start Lol.

How old are you oldecel

 

[pubert123]

16 years old. Jfl dude, get the f off BP forums for a start Lol.

im 15 but im a ltn thats never gonna get girls do i get a pass?

 

[McSkziofren]

For some context, I'm a 16yo cutecel. My mom keeps forcing me to eat since I'm underweight (~55kg at 181cm). I have eye bags and no hollow cheeks at under 16% bf from lack of bones. My hollows only appear when I clench my jaw and in perfect lighting. I don't even know if it's worth to keep starving or not. Everytime when it's about eating, either when at home, going out with friends, etc. I keep saying that I'm not hungry or that I ate before. But at what cost, my mom is already starting to think that I'm anorexic (which I probably am), my friends look at me weirdly and I don't even wanna know what they say about me in private. I've thought about surgery or fillers when I'm older but I'm broke as fuck. I've also been going to the gym for a year to not be skinny (I stopped tho because of school and money reasons) but barely any progress. Can't afford steroids either.

What should I do?

Broken_heart_syndrome_is_an_actual_medical

 

[Squizaz]

16 years old. Jfl dude, get the f off BP forums for a start Lol.

Easy for you to say, I was bped since I was 14

 

[Squizaz]

55kg at 180cm is horrendous. Eat and workout so u can keep the body fat low but gain weight. It's that way its not so torturous

Will try, I also dropped to 53kg

 

[Magnus Ironblood]

Easy for you to say, I was bped since I was 14

Cope I was BPd straight out of the womb at 0